Georgia

Sep 2018

Georgia parry

Antihistamines antidepressants and paracetamol
Tanned skin white skin unexplainable
Falling and flying now one and the same
Who knew about the summer rain
Lying here you confirm my fear
I love you more than life itself my dear
I’d hate for you to up and leave
But I couldn’t fill your wildest dreams
Your wishing for another I know
She may act like me but she won’t
She’d do the things I do not do
She’d love you different to how I do
But she’d never look at you the way I do
She wouldn’t fall in love with your smile like me
She wouldn’t kiss you before you sleep
Or when her insomnia woke her
Or when her anxiety got her
But I do
I do because you mean everything to me
I do because your my remedy
I do because maybe I’m not scared of being in love with you anymore
I’m in love with the idea and thought of you
The being and existence of you
I’m in love with you

I literally wrote this today,
Thank you for reading x

Sep 2018

Georgia parry

I love you and I hate it at the same time

You made me punch a wall
I’ve never done that before
You make me whole
I’ve never had a stable home
You make me wanna fight
I’ve never liked arguments
You make me mad
And I hate you for it
You infuriate me
I shake when I think of it
You
I can’t even explain
I love you so **** much
I hate it all the same
You stop my anxiety
Yet you cause my attacks
You lifted my depression
Yet make me so low
I can’t breathe without you
I can’t breathe when your here
I’ve run out of air
But I’m surrounded by trees
I can’t see the stars but I’m living in the night
A nocturnal love
A trippy tale
Inhale the high
‘Until the end of time’
‘Until the universe dies’
‘Until every atoms passed its time’
Was I not supposed to say?
How you make my heart hurt
How you make my soul scream
How when we’re lay together like that
You fuel my everything
‘ I push you cause I wanna see you go far ‘
So why do I feel like pulling away
I’m wasting away
You came so quickly
And left even faster
But hey maybe I’m just lost in my ways
But maybe I’m scared of love
But maybe my hearts covered in rust
Maybe it’s a different sort of lust

Infuriation and imagination cause the best radiation it melts my heart

Mar 2018

Mystic Ink Plus

Beyond Love

Dare not to betray,
a poet/poetess
They,
are good in their words
When, and how
to use.
When to stop.

How to make you, levitate
How to let, free fall

They might,
beautify you, above angels.
They might,
promise, sincere words

You may not understand,
their language,
beyond love.

Because, they
live inside their words
World of imagination
beyond this horizon.

They,
search freedom.

They are,
too deep
too much.

Genre: Fiction
Theme: If I am a Poet, if i fall in love.

#nepal #beyond #love #words #hope #faith #imagination #connection #trust #poet

Georgia Mar 2018

Freshly cut glass

Freshly cut glass
New summer breeze
Childs playful laughter
Whispers in the trees
Skimming rocks on still water
Staring blankly into the abyss
Your arms around me
That's all I desire
But the thought of us
Brought a Forrest fire
That burned down all the trees
And turned our streams into steam
Now it's burning brighter
Than a summers day
Shining through
A fresh cut window
In its frame

Some 3am ****** mess is all I am but I'd rather be this
Than fake

Georgia Feb 2018

Daily pain

Screaming sounds like melodies
Darkness feels like home
Existing is endless
And tormenting me

Black and blue bruises litter my soul
Trying to find a home in the dark
Where my senses aren't
Completely falling apart

Trying to find somewhere
Your plague hasn't touched

Georgia Feb 2018

Survival

If you don't choose a side you either fall through the crack and die or you create your own platform and survive,
you just gotta chose life over death
but sometimes it's really just not what you want
Because If you put a gun up to my head
I'd beg for the trigger to be pulled
But if you handed me the gun
I'd put it back down
Because my heart couldn't **** me
But my head wishes nothing more...

'Maybe my heart would be warm dead cause it's so cold alive'