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janie Dec 2014
I'm tired of being bullied.
I'm tired of trying.
I'm tired of living.
I'm tired of people.
I'm tired of being me.
I want it all to end.
I'm just so tired...
  Nov 2014 janie
The Girl Who Loves You
Dear Hello Poetry Poet,

Hypocrisy
Is what you say
It's what you do
Everything I hear
In every "I. Love. You."

❤❤❤

You want her, You love her.
I want you, I love you.
You don't want me, You don't love me.
She only needs you, She doesn't love you.

You feel about her, The way I feel about you.
I feel your pain, I feel what you do.

The point of all this?
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I show you sympathy and mercy.
Unlike you do for me.

So much hypocrisy
But it doesn't matter to me.

Cause as much as you say you love her, I love you that much more.
And as much as you say you'd do for her,  I'd do for you that much more.
❤❤❤

Now...
Tonight as you lay by my side, thinking about her while you're holding me tight and you find this letter here on Hello Poetry, I hope this may help you to understand,  that although I think you're an amazing man, you're hurting me like she's hurting you.

There's nothing left to say or do...
This hypocrisy is killing me and it's certainly not helping you...  

Just never forget about The Girl Who Loved You. ❤
The man I love is a poet on here,  his identity I shall keep hidden.  
Please don't hate him for what he's doing to me,  for just like you and me, he can't help who he loves.
You see...  
This is a big world and I'd like to say that I've found my "ONE"
But there's too many others out there to say that my search is done.
So for this "ONE", eventually and soon I'll have to give up the dream.
As to what else is out there? That remains to be seen...
janie Nov 2014
For you id give up everything. u keep me floating instead of sinking. what have i done to deserve an angel like you. i'm nothing but a demon right on through. i don't deserve you or your heart, why must i be in so much confusion and distraught
janie Nov 2014
Every time I look into your eyes,
I feel them pierce my heart.
I,m sorry I didn't mean to break your heart.
I wasn't good enough for you and I never will be.
I fell in love with you and right now you're what I need.
I was holding you back so I let you go.
Now that you are gone I'm left here bleeding out on the bathroom floor.
You filled that emptiness in my heart with so much love.
Just one more day with you would be enough.
janie Nov 2014
We are the unholy.
We are the ******* sons of your media culture.
Our minds, eyes, and bodies where born of your exclusion.
An allusion you hide behind.
You don't love a god you love your comfort.
To you we are filth, we are *****, so be it.
We are ***** and unclean, a congregation of the unseen.
Together we will set this world on fire.
This is the new religion.
     AMEN!!!
janie Nov 2014
Ever since I first saw you I was hypnotized by your love.
It's as if your an angel that has fallen from above.
Your beautiful brown eyes quicken the beat of my heart.
I'd still feel so close to you if we where 3,000 miles apart.
You breathe new life into me.
You're all that I'd ever need.
I wish I could tell you all of these things,
But I'd die 'cause you're my everything.
I can picture us forever.
But we can never be together...
No matter what i do,
I'll always love you </3
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