Where was I then?
Always,
not where I should've been
Maybe entangled in some other project or endeavor?
Not there yet?
No,
still, not there
Regret was always there though. Hiding in the shadows of my genome like a cancer
Flaring up like an infection
reminding me that until
I am, "there"
I am not worthy of happiness,
"here"
Enjoy happiness.... It's time...... You're there