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485 · Sep 2022
Composed
SCHEDAR Sep 2022
My soul has lift off,
the slow tempo of
my breath suddenly
boundless

My drums perforate
surrounded by a
universal register of
beats and measures
rolled into a mysterious,
melodic constellation

Dashing across the board
my fingers feverishly frisk
for the keys
of
Mozart, Prokofiev,
Rachmaninoff

With hammers and strings
I scale the sounds
of perfection
while properly perched
in front of
Grandma's Pianola
pretending to be
composed
Childhood memories of my Grandmother's player piano
460 · Feb 2021
the dirt
SCHEDAR Feb 2021
FELL
into a hole so deep
the dirt
began to surface


good
therapy
438 · Apr 2023
dives
SCHEDAR Apr 2023
I swim in
dreams
of
Maldives

turquoise, blue
tranquil trance

stingray's sea bed
belly dance
430 · Aug 2021
the pearl
SCHEDAR Aug 2021
Dove
deep for the pearl
to
give to the girl

There
she leaves you
drowning
423 · Sep 2021
A head
SCHEDAR Sep 2021
a head full of me

filled

then dumped

now remains
empty

and behind
417 · Mar 2021
permission
SCHEDAR Mar 2021
Despite
the tears rolling
the cells replicating
the lungs filling
Do I have permission
to embrace
Joy?
SCHEDAR Jul 2021
But,
what kind of
time can be told
without art?
414 · Jun 2021
SUPEREGO
SCHEDAR Jun 2021
when I look up
at all the ego I have left
to climb
just to summit victory
a top of a rhyme

Find a phonebooth
jump into a cape
outrun the id
in me,
before it
escapes
405 · Jun 2021
buried to freedom
SCHEDAR Jun 2021
I was buried
so deeply,
I fell out
the other
end
400 · Oct 2022
change
SCHEDAR Oct 2022
I wasn't crying over the dollar I broke
I was crying over the change
389 · Jul 2021
pressing
SCHEDAR Jul 2021
My nail beds are sore
from all the pressing
384 · Apr 2021
Writer's Waltz
SCHEDAR Apr 2021
Take my hand, empty head
trusted inkwell, drag me out of bed
Write me out of this blank stage
a dance of words, mark up the page
Teach me the steps, glide my pen,
from a closed position to scribe
once again
378 · Apr 2023
tropical ice
SCHEDAR Apr 2023
I listen for your voice
on lonely, humid nights
chilling,
like tropical ice
the way you once
held me so tight
then, just let me
slip away.....
363 · Jan 2021
long lost tears
SCHEDAR Jan 2021
My heart can only
feel his pain
as he cries out in silence
drawing
me close
with sketches

He flicks his hand across the paper
pretending to erase,
cleverly removing me
from his field of vision

Mother and son connection
a generous gift
though, even a white lie is too rich in color to keep hidden

Breaking into his creations
The flood gates open
Here come the long lost tears
My sweet B
Told you no walls
347 · Aug 2021
Robbins Rest
SCHEDAR Aug 2021
Fire isle ferry,
cherry
fizzy-pop surprise

tutti frutti flave
umbrellas
lick tequila salted skies

Soaked in lemon, seaside breeze
strolling hand in hand

Fleeting footprints fade so fast
on Robbin's Rested
sand
sweet candy crush
memories in beautiful
Fire Island
347 · Apr 2021
SAFARI SKIES
SCHEDAR Apr 2021
We'll meet again
beneath safari skies
where black clouds melt
into heavenly eyes
Where elephants
dance in the palms of our hands
Where gentle hearted beasts
prance across the lands
Where a journey's eternal lesson
teaches us how to grow
Where the winds of passion
carry your legacy
for all the world to know
Rest in peace,
my kind, inspiring
friend
341 · Aug 2021
draft
SCHEDAR Aug 2021
I am only a draft
I am not meant to feel this cold
I am not black
I am not white
I am made of my colorful mistakes and typos
I am sorry you feel the need
to delete me and start over
332 · Feb 2023
Blaze
SCHEDAR Feb 2023
She
sits upon the sunrise....
Blaze,
filters through her hair...
Her
woolen hat and smile,
warm the city's air

He
sits upon a setting sun
his
fingers glow with pride
as he
draws his sunrise princess
closer
to spend the evening
by his side
331 · Jul 2021
delicate deltoid
SCHEDAR Jul 2021
The evening sky is bruised
as scattered are the clouds
lost and confused
bleeding into the surrounding tissue
delicate deltoids
323 · Jan 2021
set the sun
SCHEDAR Jan 2021
Cradle,
idling sun
upon horizon's we've met
tomorrow won't see us
if we flee from the set

Reach not into
the evening space
where, night then dawn
at a dew drop's pace

Golden tranquility,
stay suspended all night
If tomorrow doesn't catch us
there won't be a fight

Daydreamer's Star,
warmth of innocence thrives
If tomorrow can't find us
there'll be no loss of lives
#peace #innocence
322 · Feb 2021
STRING'S LAMENT
SCHEDAR Feb 2021
You're reaching out to me
with words unspoken
they follow me through a
"burning house" ignited by sound
I hear you clearly
I feel you loudly
Your instrument lies horizontally
upon a table
Passionate fingers softly caress the lamenting strings
plucking a haunting melody
lingering to extinguish the lonely
cinders that dance upon thin air

Still,  the steady flow of vibration mourning the loss....
321 · Jul 2022
Miracle
SCHEDAR Jul 2022
Just moments
after wishing
upon a star,
there you were
falling into
my arms
320 · Apr 2022
waste of time
SCHEDAR Apr 2022
Took out the
trash today...
With it,
went a
B I G
waste of time
315 · Jun 2021
blueprint
SCHEDAR Jun 2021
my genetic blueprint
is looking bluer today

better make some calls
315 · Apr 2022
I know the nerve is there
SCHEDAR Apr 2022
I feel them like webs filled with pulp, desire, racing to find the finish line
309 · Dec 2021
Longing
SCHEDAR Dec 2021
If you are
longing

You can find
me

In the still
dance
of the
trees
308 · Mar 2023
rock bottom
SCHEDAR Mar 2023
After
a series of binges,
self awareness
chased
the nightmare
into
a dream of
recovery
307 · Apr 2022
Intervention
SCHEDAR Apr 2022
Anxiety, depression, anger
all encompassing
may turn away
a helping hand
The mobilization,
a good thrashing
an army of
L O V E
the many gentle hands
to soothe and infiltrate
the stubborn
exterior

Free the territory
303 · Jan 2021
losing sleep
SCHEDAR Jan 2021
It's a sad world
that we defend
using tweets
instead of prayers
Elevators
instead of stairs
Synthetics
to calm
the nightmares
Sleeping used to be such a treasure
299 · Jul 2021
Far Gone
SCHEDAR Jul 2021
Looking into the distance
of a long, lost existence
A silhouette that once danced to be free
She's so far away from me now
I can hardly
see
298 · Nov 2020
SHADY SOUL
SCHEDAR Nov 2020
Shady soul
seeks out
stunning
vibrant flame
Now she
sits
smoldering
in a puddle
under his
Reign
295 · Jul 2021
hard-boiled
SCHEDAR Jul 2021
Hard boiled eggs
simmer together,
separately
within their shells
holding in the heat
long after

so cool
292 · Feb 2021
my local forecast
SCHEDAR Feb 2021
TODAY,
it's cloudy with a chance of pain
Guess I'll weather the storm
with some of your good ole
cleansing rain
292 · Aug 2021
Torrential Tears
SCHEDAR Aug 2021
Day
after
day
hammer away
at gopherwood
preparing
an ark
or
suffer
d
r
o
w
n
i
n
g
in a
flood
of
torrential
tears
291 · Apr 2021
dropping in
SCHEDAR Apr 2021
DRIPPED
out the
spout
of a lonely
faucet,
onto a warm
puddle of friends
289 · May 2022
bear
SCHEDAR May 2022
Wake me
when I'm
successful

For now,
let hunger
sleep
284 · Nov 2021
the ponytail
SCHEDAR Nov 2021
Woke,
looking tired
feeling uninspired
a long day ahead
not a good cook
could decide
to hide,
chose instead to
reanimate,
defrost my consciousness
tuck my grays
under the darker strands,
the fighters
pull my hair back
really, really tight,
a ponytail
to trigger
a zygomatic smile
the beginning
of a fruitful day

I am
Thankful
283 · Apr 2023
April
SCHEDAR Apr 2023
In secrets, whispers
and swirls of blushing veils
she strolls a walkway lined with
cherry blossoms
taming
the seaside April sails
282 · May 2021
tweenager
SCHEDAR May 2021
But how will I live
life, in my own way
if I keep having
to listen to everything,
you say?
282 · Mar 2021
POEM
SCHEDAR Mar 2021
Stringing a bunch of words together,
tying them
in a bow
A present full of loving
thoughts
for all the world
to know
Silver Linings
279 · May 2022
Proofreader
SCHEDAR May 2022
When proofreading
the print upon the
milky white pages
of my story,
you appear often,
circled in red
277 · May 2022
cold earth
SCHEDAR May 2022
Decomposing
in the dirt
I mingle with
underground,
come nightfall
in all the silence
my needy hand
wriggles up
from the cold earth
in search of
warmth
275 · Jan 2022
envelope
SCHEDAR Jan 2022
Folding,
once again
into that
sullen, secure
dimension

Confines
between
licked and
white wall
detention

Sealed,
filed away

Oh, the dead ends
they'll explore
together

The envelope
and
its submissive
letter
272 · Feb 2021
casual degenerate
SCHEDAR Feb 2021
Intelligent
crooked
distant
kind and
generous
steady decline
of a
casual degenerate
271 · Oct 2021
Midnight
SCHEDAR Oct 2021
It's midnight
and
I am late for
myself
I
had nothing to do
with my
absence
but,
everything to do with it
Now,
what do I
do?
269 · Jun 2021
regret is an infection
SCHEDAR Jun 2021
Where was I then?

Always,
not where I should've been

Maybe entangled in some other project or endeavor?

Not there yet?

No,

still, not there

Regret was always there though. Hiding in the shadows of my genome like a cancer

Flaring up like an infection
reminding me that until
I am, "there"
I am not worthy of  happiness,
"here"
Enjoy happiness.... It's time...... You're there
268 · Nov 2021
word mud madness
SCHEDAR Nov 2021
Trapped in midnight
word mud madness
stuck in my head like
paint on canvas
untangling and wrestling
this vocab vine
tired, slurring sentences
like I'm drunk on wine
turn down the lights
try to get some sleep
brain won't shut off
it's in way too deep
268 · Nov 2022
yours
SCHEDAR Nov 2022
You struck like lightning
your rain embedded my skin
like pearls trapped in lace
my interior soaked you in
no ceilings, no doors
no gravity, no floors
just floating,
I became
yours
The spacial disorientation of love
267 · May 2021
crickets
SCHEDAR May 2021
At dusk the whimpering tree line
disappears at the gate

The crickets fiddling songs,
caressing wings, silence fleeting,
in vibration of their evening tour

Up and down we wander
feeling for the warmth of the equator

Arriving in the bitter cold of the Arctic
after reading all the signs wrong

Turning to avoid the flashing lights

Stubborn, unable to listen to the correct directions
260 · Sep 2022
Mania of fall
SCHEDAR Sep 2022
Don't let me burn out again
as the dust of ash I can only
blow away
rather, be not that
but on fire
instead
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