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346 · Feb 2023
Sounds of Saturn Spinning
SCHEDAR Feb 2023
Only with you
can time stretch forever
where it feels
like an endless walk
circling the Earth

Round and round we go
like giggling children,
heightening our
senses to new altitudes.....

Dizzy,
we gaze into
each other's eyes,
exploring the depths
of gravity's absence

Floating,
we pass the
city's evening moon
listening for the
echoing sounds of
Saturn spinning...
344 · Jan 2022
envelope
SCHEDAR Jan 2022
Folding,
once again
into that
sullen, secure
dimension

Confines
between
licked and
white wall
detention

Sealed,
filed away

Oh, the dead ends
they'll explore
together

The envelope
and
its submissive
letter
340 · Jan 2021
mykonos
SCHEDAR Jan 2021
warm
mediterranean
slapping seas
crash up against the asphalt wall
whipping red wine soaked
table cloths
tamed by wobbly carafes
spilling over the
winding bolognese stained cobblestone
Marvel at the windmills
beneath an animated sky
Time ceased to exist
as the two, were absorbed into
the surreal romance of their
first kiss...
340 · Apr 2023
love letters
SCHEDAR Apr 2023
After years of his words
being put to rest..

I dug up a tomb of letters
embedded deep within the
foundation of my heart...

Resurfacing memories
that at best, should've
remained buried
338 · Jul 2021
Far Gone
SCHEDAR Jul 2021
Looking into the distance
of a long, lost existence
A silhouette that once danced to be free
She's so far away from me now
I can hardly
see
338 · May 2022
Proofreader
SCHEDAR May 2022
When proofreading
the print upon the
milky white pages
of my story,
you appear often,
circled in red
337 · Oct 2021
Midnight
SCHEDAR Oct 2021
It's midnight
and
I am late for
myself
I
had nothing to do
with my
absence
but,
everything to do with it
Now,
what do I
do?
334 · Sep 2022
Mania of fall
SCHEDAR Sep 2022
Don't let me burn out again
as the dust of ash I can only
blow away
rather, be not that
but on fire
instead
334 · Apr 2021
Carnival O'Clock
SCHEDAR Apr 2021
Bring me back
festive park
to carnival o'clock
centrifugal smiles
childhood faces
hot dogs
licorice laces
  dancing lights
evening air

Bring me back
where
roller coasters
have nothing to do
with being emotional

Bring me back
333 · Feb 2021
invisible bars
SCHEDAR Feb 2021
CELL
blocks awareness
behind invisible bars
Come forward imprisoned one
you're free to become who you are
Shame on your
EGO
for making you afraid
to be everything you could become
A Masterpiece,
well made

LET HER OUT!
DO YOU HEAR?
LET HER OUT!
SET HER FREE!
Grant her the freedom
she only wants to be
M E
Freeing ourselves from what our ego labels us as, can be a daunting task
330 · Jun 2021
Eat Your Heart Out
SCHEDAR Jun 2021
In a slinky black dress,
heels and a drink
her terribly seductive
monologue
worked the room

The theater roared
with audience applause
upon curtain call

He felt at a loss,
when he recalled
how she used to perform
exclusively,

for him
330 · Jun 2021
candy necklace
SCHEDAR Jun 2021
"STOP!"
I'd yell to the
ice cream man
while running out of breath
just to buy a 🍭🍬
candy band to stretch
around my neck
A clavicle mixed in
lickable spit of
oranges, yellows,
and blues
all the sugar a neighborhood
smart mouth
could possibly ever chew.

missing all the very sweet moments
329 · Feb 2021
my local forecast
SCHEDAR Feb 2021
TODAY,
it's cloudy with a chance of pain
Guess I'll weather the storm
with some of your good ole
cleansing rain
328 · Apr 2023
divorce
SCHEDAR Apr 2023
A child wandering
a forest wilted green
disenchanted
with a heart of abandonment
where leaves covered her ears
to protect
and time froze
and her screams, muted
and the grounds were cold and hard
and touch too painful
and what seemed as though
then, the way out
was nowhere....
326 · Feb 2021
casual degenerate
SCHEDAR Feb 2021
Intelligent
crooked
distant
kind and
generous
steady decline
of a
casual degenerate
326 · Mar 28
Natural Light
SCHEDAR Mar 28
Walk along the city streets
butterscotch sky
sun-shower
bittersweet

There on the curbside sits an old painting

A Ballerina

lying with the rest of the trash
waiting to be picked up

The drizzle drains the color from the canvas but not
the natural light from the dancer
who
in all the noise and distortion
forgot her steps
along the way
325 · Jun 2021
Alexa's in the john
SCHEDAR Jun 2021
Alexa was in the bathroom
so I asked her how long she was
gonna be
325 · May 2021
crickets
SCHEDAR May 2021
At dusk the whimpering tree line
disappears at the gate

The crickets fiddling songs,
caressing wings, silence fleeting,
in vibration of their evening tour

Up and down we wander
feeling for the warmth of the equator

Arriving in the bitter cold of the Arctic
after reading all the signs wrong

Turning to avoid the flashing lights

Stubborn, unable to listen to the correct directions
324 · Apr 2021
dropping in
SCHEDAR Apr 2021
DRIPPED
out the
spout
of a lonely
faucet,
onto a warm
puddle of friends
324 · May 2021
tweenager
SCHEDAR May 2021
But how will I live
life, in my own way
if I keep having
to listen to everything,
you say?
321 · Mar 2021
POEM
SCHEDAR Mar 2021
Stringing a bunch of words together,
tying them
in a bow
A present full of loving
thoughts
for all the world
to know
Silver Linings
320 · Jun 2022
glass
SCHEDAR Jun 2022
I threw a rock at your heart
after you threw a rock at mine
cutting deeply, the ties of our children
from the shards we've left behind
316 · Jun 2021
weaving worry
SCHEDAR Jun 2021
She weaves worry
forming a fabric
that interlaces dread
a craft created by the
aberration of a single
vulnerable thread
312 · Oct 2021
ear to the ground
SCHEDAR Oct 2021
I can crawl down
deep, deep as if my spine tunnels
into the ground, meek, meek
a silent crouch below
my speech, where
I cannot be found
disappear into the dark pit of my gut
where disgust gets digested, loneliness absorbed
then, when I so choose to,
yet again, emerge whole,
sound

SO,
don't you worry about
little old me
and my poetry,
we'll be just
fine
inspired by BLT's
"she killed me again, last night"
310 · Jul 2022
cleanse
SCHEDAR Jul 2022
Untangle the knot
holding captive
the gut

Free emotion
308 · Jan 2023
insomniac
SCHEDAR Jan 2023
There was a silent snake slithering deep into her sleepless self, stealing all her dreams
one by one
305 · Dec 2020
EMPATHY
SCHEDAR Dec 2020
Just a feeling,
a tapping in
on a vibration

Noisy,
silent to the ears
subconscious connection

Reaching thru a tear in Heaven
to shake me, AWAKE
divine intervention

EMPATHY
give
303 · Jul 2022
nature is free
SCHEDAR Jul 2022
Grounded
generous tree
how your sweeping
spirited branches
never fail
to uplift me
301 · Jun 2021
regret is an infection
SCHEDAR Jun 2021
Where was I then?

Always,
not where I should've been

Maybe entangled in some other project or endeavor?

Not there yet?

No,

still, not there

Regret was always there though. Hiding in the shadows of my genome like a cancer

Flaring up like an infection
reminding me that until
I am, "there"
I am not worthy of  happiness,
"here"
Enjoy happiness.... It's time...... You're there
300 · Apr 2021
flies in my head
SCHEDAR Apr 2021
I used to work all day
in a field of lies
Loving the money
but attracting the flies
Swatting them away
just to get good pay
299 · Aug 2021
The Days I Used To Skip
SCHEDAR Aug 2021
What did it mean
to Skip to My Lou?
Didn't matter,
I Loved to
299 · Aug 2021
Cereal
SCHEDAR Aug 2021
LOVE
is an
essential
nutrient,
part of a
daily diet
Without it,
there comes
great
imbalance

How come this isn't
listed on the cereal boxes?
291 · Apr 2023
bridge
SCHEDAR Apr 2023
When yesterday's fears
emptied out of dark tunnels
from beneath their precious feet
thirst held out her arms
like a nurturing mother,
crafting a bridge
connecting all their
hopes and dreams
289 · Sep 2021
Romantic Sea
SCHEDAR Sep 2021
My home is the ocean with my
Captain of Love
set sail every eve, cruise the stars
up above
To heaven and beyond the sandy beaches we roam
Romantic sea, rescue me
bring me back
home
287 · Jan 2021
kamloops
SCHEDAR Jan 2021
Solemn hymns
kiss
cherry chimes
skiing
below orange
dreamsicle skies
Swiftly downhill
passing
snow covered pines
long for the serenity
left so far behind
285 · Jan 2021
blink
SCHEDAR Jan 2021
I only
blinked my eyes and
I was
T H E R E...

NOW,


l'm so far away....

How many blinks
have I done since then?..
But,
when I blink again...

T I M E
takes me right back
into
your arms...
Your beautiful, vivid, gentle soul....
284 · May 2022
springing grass
SCHEDAR May 2022
her resilience,
an ever changing
pattern of velvet
green pastures
for the eyes
to feast
284 · Mar 2021
lower level
SCHEDAR Mar 2021
Hiding in a fortress today

Your emotional blows,
like cannons,
shatter me to bits
282 · Feb 2021
sin deep
SCHEDAR Feb 2021
SWIFTLY
ripping
open
the
wrapping
to behold
your
convoluted
soul
278 · Jun 2021
Still Water's
SCHEDAR Jun 2021
Still,
after all this time
the melodious tunes
of Water's
continue to run deep
chanting lyrics
through the crimson
passion that sails within
mine
undercurrents

Only 73 miles
away
278 · Mar 29
ever since
SCHEDAR Mar 29
The presence of the Evergreen

how boldly she stands
commanding only
that we are grateful
for her beauty

how effortlessly she sways
in whispers
making pure
the air we breathe

how tenderly her pyramidal silhouette
fills the surrounding domain
with protection and hope

how humbly she invites
the glow of
sunset's golden embers
to ignite her pine candles
accenting her adorned humility

Ever reminding us
the nature of peace
Ever since I was a little girl
there was an Evergreen across the street
Day by day we watched each other grow
Only in recent years did I realize how she far surpassed me in length
all 50 feet of her
I began to notice at sunset how she would call to me to look at her, though not with words,
but golden hues igniting her branches
like a warm fire scouting out my soul
The peace I felt was like a spiritual awakening
that which only nature could supply

One day someone informed me
they were taking her down
I became grief-stricken over it..
like the loss of a close friend
I've had a longing for her ever since
I have never experienced another tree call to me in that way, though nature continues
to call
278 · Dec 2020
seasonal
SCHEDAR Dec 2020
Purge the words
no rhyme or
reason
Sometimes just prey
to a sullen season
277 · Jun 2021
Accomplishment
SCHEDAR Jun 2021
Born into
unsteadiness,
hands sprinkled
with tremors

inspired by a crayon,
a pencil
then a brush

Now an artist steady,
paints with a wand
to seal his
magic touch
274 · Sep 2022
stage
SCHEDAR Sep 2022
Sad,
the only times
we got along
were when I
was your
audience
273 · Apr 2022
squatter
SCHEDAR Apr 2022
I borrowed your dread
though it is not mine
it accompanies my every move
I want to give it back, get rid of it
but it penetrated my skin
occupied my soul
I borrowed your dread
part of me now
a scar I've made room for
a squatter in my home
272 · Feb 2021
label
SCHEDAR Feb 2021
on the
day of her
death,
the Lord
gently peeled the
label
off her cynical
hind
END

I began
to live
271 · Feb 2023
Remnant
SCHEDAR Feb 2023
She is panning for forgiveness
through the darkest sands of time
minerals from charred bone
fill the silt, left far behind
Remnants of tarnished memories
let guilt fossilize the years
how she longs to melt those frozen crystals, back into her own tears

Cry for the silence
Cry for the screams
Cry for the freedom
that forgiveness finds
in dreams
267 · Nov 2020
Queen's Heart
SCHEDAR Nov 2020
Set your gaze
upon me
Bowing to the
Queen's Heart
in the celestial
night sky

I am never far from you
Distance
lies in the
virtue of magnitude
You shine brighter
than I

A deeper,
interstellar
communication
Funnels
beneath
our
timeless souls
to carry our
love afar
FOREVER
This is dedicated to my Grandfather. He was a Norwegian Sea Captain, who I never had the pleasure of meeting. While reading some of his old records of sailing, I came across his chart- plotting of stars for navigation, in the night skies. One  of the stars he plotted often was called SCHEDAR.. She sits near QUEEN'S HEART, in the constellation of CASSIOPEIA. I wish I had met him.
258 · May 2021
overcoming stage fright
SCHEDAR May 2021
N E R V E,
exploring the pathway
of a comet's
brave descent
through a
victorious
constellation of
STARS
255 · Jul 2021
leaving to be Dylan
SCHEDAR Jul 2021
Blame,
trapped in a maze of
unwelcomed thoughts
Bumping into walls,
caught, mixing cement out of fear

In grooves of vinyl
tracks, lay lady guilt, spinning a song
weak tonearm
an unweighted needle
keeps skipping back
to the same part of the bridge,
leaving to be Dylan

Plays over and over again
in her head
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