Cancer
That word alone speaks so much
"I'm sorry its cancer"
I'm so sick of hearing those words
"Nothing we can do"
Cancer is just a word to some but its a soul distroyer to others.
The fight is fading from your eyes,
You have been through so much its draining that spark.
I wish I could do more
I am sick of hearing that word
"I'm sorry its cancer"

My mind is racing and I need it to stop,
My sleep is no longer peaceful cause I dream about it a lot.
I need to talk to someone before it eats me alive, but I am terrified in cause I have it all wrong.
My mind is racing and it just won't stop I'm afraid to admit it
Maybe if I ignore it, it will fade
My mind is racing and I don't know what to do

Today you ripped my heart out again, you destroyed what I tried to repair, I helped you out not that long ago and today you throw it back into my face.
My lesson has been learned
To always be careful who you let in.
Some words today showed me the light
We will never end up how we were and I think I am now grateful cause I'm letting you go

I feel like I'm going insane
My mental state is slipping again,
I'm trying hard every day to keep the thoughts away
But the waves keep coming and crashing harder then before
Don't know how much longer I can take,
Before I end up under the waves and don't come back

Goodnight Nana
My heart broke this morning,
You was alone and without family near you.
I hope you're now at peace.
When I first met you all those years ago you told me to always call you Nana, and I never stopped.
I'll raise a glass in your name, when all of this is over and celebrate your life just like you would have wanted

How are you
I hope your okay
I want to ask but I know I won't
I know you wouldn't tell me the truth,
I do wish I didn't care but I won't ever stop, I know I don't cross your mind and that hurts.
But all I can do is wonder,
How are you

I'm missing you more and more
The days seam grayer than before, I hope it starts getting better.
Really wish I could stop missing you