***!
books coming at me faster than ever,
interesting intellectual intelligence,
could spend the whole day in bed,
my mind growing growling explosively
muscles blowing up behind my ears,
my scalp is hairless, all nutrients 100%
redirected by gushing arteries to handle the info influx inflammation, and the bedsores
moving on up to the eagles perch, where
the action is greatest!

write? writing?? WTFW?
who, who you, wanna do that,
if it can't be told in ten secs or less,
it doesn’t qualify as worthwhile

ohshite, that guy who runs HP
sending me a message!!!
“You are using up too much bandwidth
with this crispy crap,
excessively long in length,
one more, we will ban your scripts
beyond the prison of your own mind!”


cool
more time for my million followers on
Shmucke Tok
fk u
& u & u

when your mind is troubled. your thoughts drift away.
trying to escape its the only way
looking for an exit trying to break free
so the troubles in your mind you dont have to see  

hoping they will dissapear from there in your mind
the troubles that are there will be left behind
gone away for good  troubles all set free
now you are the troubles in your mind will no longer be

its often a question of method
a parting of the ways

a disagreement of answers
to common problems

seemingly insurmountable
disagreements

a forgetting of universal
family connections

I am still in awe of the colours
you have painted into my life and
the magic you weave into this world.
To be of the same blood is an honor
I will never take for granted and
to be the one of the same soul
is something I will always cherish.
Thank you for giving me the
hope and strength to keep going
in a world that would be so
cold and bleak without you.

Each
Day
I
Pray
To slay
My depression.
Never been a quitter,
But I’d like to quit this obsession.
This obsession with my sadness.
And with my social status.
It’s like I fetishize the madness
Endlessly raging
Inside of my soul.
And I swear I don’t have
A place to just go
And lay low
For a while.

A place where I don’t
Have
To
Fake
A
Smile.

Is there a proper protocol for walking away?
Am I obligated to say
We have had our final day?  
Games we almost play
Forfeited for the too long wait
Stayed around way too late
I suppose an explanation isn’t
Necessary

Fall has come
Cool in the air
Maryland
Quiet despair

Step by step
Day by day
Sweatshirts soon
Lay Lady Lay

why don't you
have another hit of anger
and go off righteously
and go all righteous for me
this is what i love to see
easier to know where not to be