I miss you
and it's destroying me
slowly
painfully
my longing for you
is going to
eat
me
alive

My body will forget what your touch feels like

Push and Pull
but my doors
were open
the whole
time

I wanted you to be the one
But for now we can’t have that
Everlooming fights and
grasps for attention
We aren’t “us” anymore
Im not “me” anymore
and we need to find that again

Right now you cant love me and I cant love you

but maybe one day..

When trees cry,
And leaves whisper their g
                                     o                  
                                                     o
                                                d
                                                           b
                                                                   y
                                                    e

I never really stopped loving you
And i feel like a whole clown
But my arms are bound
My legs broken
and my mouth stays shut
cause i miss you more than i miss myself
oh *******
And i dont know why i think thats ok