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RM Sep 2022
We have been through a lot
The ups, the downs and the twist and turns and  whatnots,
but I'm still a stranger in your world;
I prayed for your love, I asked to be a part of your life,
And our hearts now beat as one;
But I'm still a stranger in your world,
I know it's not your fault;
But it still hurts my wound like salt,
Sometimes I feel that I numb all these pain with alcohol
But this past indiscretion of mine is what haunting us all
Now I feel strong enough so I don't fall, and soon enough
I'll stand tall and
That's when you will make me a part of your world, once and for all
And I'll stop feeling like a stranger in your world,
Lonely and small;
Sweetheart, that day is not far away when you will proclaim me to the world as the one,
Till then I'll just hold on and fight everyday and remain strong...
RM Jan 2021
I feel like death is near me
I don't know why I feel so happy
I don't want to end this way
But maybe being confined and lonely has made me go crazy

I don't want to keep on living like this
I want to feel the love and warmth that I had when I was a kid
I, I can't go back home cause I made a promise that I have to keep in-order to help my family
I, I can only sleep, at least in my dreams I'm free from my cold reality

But now, now even my dreams are playing games with me
Showing me things that I don't want to see
Is there any way out of this misery?
Cause I don't want to keep on living like this

Dear lord, please forgive me
For wasting the time you had given me
Give me one more chance to break free
Cause There's still so much left for me to feel and see

I, I don't want to end this way
Just give me the strength to fight through
Till I reach my destiny
I, I don't want to be alone like this
Help me find someone who'll take away all my miseries
RM Jan 2021
I change when I'm surrounded by people
I change into what they want me to be
I feel afraid and think that they'll leave
and I never believed in myself and in what I can be

it was hard for me to form a decent relationship
kept pushing people away from the real me
So, I'm sorry for behaving so unkindly
now I know the importance of maturity

and now I'm trying my best to keep ahold of me
I don't want to lose myself once again to my immaturity
So, I will keep being me even if it means I will be lonely
but I promise that from now on I'll always give my best to ones who will stand by me

from now on, I will only change for what I believe in
not because someone else wants me to be
and create a future where my dreams are fulfilled
Turn my fantasies into reality
RM Dec 2020
I'm struggling to find the right words
or else I'll be left alone in the world
it seems like everything I say or do
don't have any effect on you

all I want is for you to live
but all you got in mind is to jump off a cliff
and end your life without knowing what is bliss
Oh! please help me find the words
that will help to connect our worlds

cause we have been alone and without a home
for way too long
And the world has treated you wrong
but it won't go on like this for long
cause from now on I'll be the shoulder you can count on
And we will make each other strong
RM Dec 2020
I don't know how to ask for help
So, let me write about it instead
Feels like I lost myself
Somewhere in time, repeating the same mistake
Now is it too late?
I ask myself that question every single day
Wish I could go back to the start
And bowed down to God
Asked for forgiveness, before it started to take a toll

I was beginning to lose hope
Started to use more to cope
But even that wasn't helping me to elope
My sad thoughts, you know

That's when I started to know
That God is merciful also
So, why can't we understand that we are his creation too, you know

So, why can't we stop hating each other, yo
Why can't we stop blaming each other, you know
Why can't we be a little patience, you know
We just lost a generation, you know
We are getting murdered by our own ignorance,yo
Let's think about the future and let the hatred go
Let's learn to forgive and claim peace and justice, so
Life doesn't feel hard no more
RM Oct 2020
At first I thought I was in love with your beauty

But even after all these years, I still remember your warmth

What else could it be?
If not love!

I haven't been by your side the last couple of years and maybe that's why I'm having such a hard time dealing with life all these years,

Step back in my life, Love!
Let me sleep peacefully at night

Take away the monsters that took a hold of me
You are the key that opens the door to reality

Let me breathe in it,
let me live in it,
make me trouble free!

Turn my fantasy into my reality!
RM Sep 2020
I know what fear is
It comes from deep within
It manifests itself into something we want to see
And it plays tricks on our mind and leads us astray
We should learn to forgive
Free the soul from thy mind
Let it live;
Let it fly;
Let it learn;
Let it see;
It takes time for expectations to become reality,
But nothing will happen without effort and self-esteem
Believe you will return triumphantly
And one day despair will repair, but not by itself;
And that day we will Let go of the shame,
Pride will come itself
And free thinking will be the answer to our misery
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