The cold dead air
pressed against my skin
trying to get in
but maybe this time
I won't let it win

A man sold you off to me.
Said he needed the extra money,
And there I was only a teen.

Greeted with a warm embrace,
Finally happy with my life’s state.
No longer in a depressed place.

Then I was caught with you,
And my friends all disappeared.
But yet you still reappear.

I am the sole source of my happiness, misery and sufferings.

Notes are finite
but music is infinite.

In the web of life
there is no escape from reality.

I found you in your box,
Broken and cold
I tried to fix you
Did everything I could to help you,
But everything wasn't workingー
You just kept on cutting me until I bleed.

I know you didn't mean it
But your 'sorry' and' I love you' could not always serve as band-aids to cover my wounds.

I'm sorry I had to let you go,
But know that I genuinely loved you
I need to heal,
Before the wounds get deep
Because I don't want to remember you
As a scar I want to forget.

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'Shattered' series