Almost spring in the air!
Been more than a year.
Beginning was at ease!
But never thought longer will get so much harder.

Yearning to be close together...  
Once again I realize you can never run from your soulmate..
None could took you place...
So stuck in you mind.
You can even feel their soar without seeing each other...
Ripping pieces from heart.
Even to breath feels to hard.

It's like you sitting next to me.
I can only feel you trembling around.
Running through my head.

How can I move on
When I still hold on
To that little peace of hope
Maybe I can only hear
Your voice once more
Cant let you out of my heart

Each day I'm screaming for you out loud
Knowing you hear my ache and need
Your the nightmare in my head
Still stuck in every dream
Leaving me without a sound

Feels like I'd lost you to the dead
Knowing you are somewhere
But out of my reach


Silent without a word
Still no answers for your actions
Having all those emotions
Bleeding with a open wound

Feeling all your pain
Know I'm still the one
But to afraid to love again

You Broke All Your Promises

You broked me when I was already on the ground
You kick my last hope out of my heart and soul
You knew me better than any other person could
The promises you begged me to promise you
Those were the promises you broke yourself
For you I was a joke fooled with all your 'lied' words
Nothing make sense that you ever talked the truth

I let you in when I was already weak
Yet you had already a plan with how you will treat the weak

You broke my heart and ruined my life 
My heart stopped beating for seconds
That day you couldn't even explain
I  believed in you
I  believed that you love me and
I give you all my love more that you deserve
My life and my everything
What you did hurt me so much that I will never let any one get to attouch
I didn't expected you will ever do that
But "Expect the unexpected"

Someday you'll realize what you had done......
Not now .... But one day....