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Oscar stuta Jan 2021
πŸ₯°

My personality is constantly shifting.
I am the most humble i act different scenarios.
Different characters place in this world.
A piece of me i can share.
But while you hiding your true self.

I am over protective of my hear will not allow you to touch the surface.
Like an insecure girlfriend who knows the hiky.
First you flirt behind my back.
You just another one down the line.
You let me have left overs.

While the whole world had the best of you.
I turned my back on family and friends for you.
How could you play me like an instrument's?
Your name was drag me to hell.
What more did you wabt from me?
I gave you my heart and my time but i was not enough for you .

How did i end up falling for you?
Like a puppy i followed you into the pit.
You asked me if i liked when you cry?
But those crocodile tears where just a display of your cheating habit.
Did you ever considered my feelings when you lie and cheat?

Honey i am sorry?
Are you joking.
I took you in and sacrifice myself to slave for your happiness.
It clearly shows you choose to ******* yourself around.
Although my heart feels thankful when you hold it.
I wish you can just send me away to the grave.

Into the dagent i keep feeling sad.
You told your friends you don't love me.
You said you sorry it was a mistake.
Now i am here your undevoted feelings are for another man.
I figured maybe i always been a fool in love with you.

Like a *** you marinated me on the fire with deception.
You made me feel so insecure and weak.
You come 25 minutes too late.
Saying to forgive you and give your a second chance.
Go to the man that you whisper his name when you are sleeping ?
You find yourself calling for me.

25 minutes too late.
You knew this is the type of ******* that can **** anyone who love you more than life.
As i load this gun with 3 remaining bullets.
My pride will not allow me to deal with this anguish and betrayal.
My finally words to you.
Hope your consciousness will **** you like the day you put me second to the world.
You cry in the darkness alone and cold in this cruel world.
You just send me away to my ancestors with a bullet in my head.
πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ’πŸ’πŸ’
Oscar stuta Apr 2021
25 minutes too late πŸ₯°

My personality is constantly shifting.
I am the most humble i act different scenarios.
Different characters place in this world.
A piece of me i can share.
But while you hiding your true self.

I am over protective of my hear will not allow you to touch the surface.
Like an insecure girlfriend who knows the hiky.
First you flirt behind my back.
You just another one down the line.
You let me have left overs.

While the whole world had the best of you.
I turned my back on family and friends for you.
How could you play me like an instrument's?
Your name was drag me to hell.
What more did you wabt from me?
I gave you my heart and my time but i was not enough for you .

How did i end up falling for you?
Like a puppy i followed you into the pit.
You asked me if i liked when you cry?
But those crocodile tears where just a display of your cheating habit.
Did you ever considered my feelings when you lie and cheat?

Honey i am sorry?
Are you joking.
I took you in and sacrifice myself to slave for your happiness.
It clearly shows you choose to ******* yourself around.
Although my heart feels thankful when you hold it.
I wish you can just send me away to the grave.

Into the dagent i keep feeling sad.
You told your friends you don't love me.
You said you sorry it was a mistake.
Now i am here your undevoted feelings are for another man.
I figured maybe i always been a fool in love with you.

Like a *** you marinated me on the fire with deception.
You made me feel so insecure and weak.
You come 25 minutes too late.
Saying to forgive you and give your a second chance.
Go to the man that you whisper his name when you are sleeping ?
You find yourself calling for me.

25 minutes too late.
You knew this is the type of ******* that can **** anyone who love you more than life.
As i load this gun with 3 remaining bullets.
My pride will not allow me to deal with this anguish and betrayal.
My finally words to you.
Hope your consciousness will **** you like the day you put me second to the world.
You cry in the darkness alone and cold in this cruel world.
You just send me away to my ancestors with a bullet in my head.
πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ’πŸ’πŸ’
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
Your slave cuncubine is looking forward to her sentence.
A gentle whisper.
A kiss running through her spine.

I would like to open up my heart to you.
But i lack the skills.
I am short for words.
Because my heart harbors so many good feelings towards you that the dictionary seems to short to express all this love.

I feel an immense and endless love for you.
Immensely cause it's almost impossible to measure it to anything.
Endless its our given name ir reassures us that it will endure all the winters ahead.

It will reach fall with a royal dignity of an oak tree.
This immense love is all yours.
It moves and targets my thoughts towards feelings and beauty.
With you plus the emotion that your existence and closeness brings me.

Make me capable of overcoming all the dangers and obstacles live may bring.
With you I'm unable to succumb to sadness and desperation.
You smile brings me trust and joy.
You turned out to be a part of my happy soul.
Yes my love you are the one that makes it happy.
Today i want tbe entire world sing it and i tell it to you how much my love is for you.
Its eternal and like a piano without sound.
You have won it. 🌹🌹🌹
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
I wanna talk to my women every second of every day.
I wanna be all over her face every minute.
I wanna vibe with her.
I wanna be able to tell her my deepest secrets and still be able to joke about it the following day.
I am a vibe and i love stealing kisses from your lips.

For your sake i will conquer any peaks and mountains.
I am ready for anything your soul wants.
When i met you for the first time i realized that you are my destiny.
Thats it is with you i must live this life.
It is you who will let me live and not exist.
Its your love that can save me from sadness.
Your care will always warm me.

To love you means to see the sun through the clouds.
To feel the heat even on cold evenings.
To hear music through the silence.
Giving you the gaze charm and charms.
It sparkles and shines so let it last forever.

Here i am standing in front of you.
Five centimeters from the long awaited kiss.
Imperious touch of the lips.
Heart palpitations heat in the lower abdomen.
A kiss on the tje neck can break the conditions shackles of my heart.
Oscar stuta Feb 2021
Acrimony β˜„β˜„β˜„

Due to covid i kept my distance from you.
While i thought your new job was stressful..
Gave you much more than space to fix yourself..
How could you do this to me?

I sacrificed my time to keep you happy.
When you lost your loved ones i was there with you.
When people insulted you and said you were worthless i was there defending your honor.
Apparently the worthless one in your eyes was me.

You spoke in riddles and you said it like a joke.
But those were loopholes that needed to be filled.
While i was planning our engagement and to celebrate our two year anniversary.
You were celebrating a year relationship with someone else.

The liver you had to visit me and kept getting butterflies in your stomach.
They were all a smoke flame to get me out of the way.
Finally someone confirmed it that every time you came home you always had someone by your side.
You even said he was the last person love of your life.

So what was i too you?
A fall out guy.
Someone that has to be there for you in your dark days.
I applaud you for taking me for a ride.
You don't have remorse you kept calling me and making plans with me.
You don't know that all your cheating schemes have come to the lime light.

I even introduced you to my circle lately.
You were even excited to meet them.
But geez i was a dam fool.
You made me weak as clown.
Finally now that i know the truth.

I decided to drink all night.
But alcohol couldn't make me drunk.
I kept me anxieties feon it.
I remember everything and how awkward suddenly you were acting.
I can't sleep and something inside me is eating me a live.

Thinking about all the girls i turned down.
Thinking about the opportunity i let pass by so that i can support and show you love.
You don't have even an once of mercy to tell me its over and that you have moved on.
You keep coming back to me.

What is it that you want?
You said you always have to have options available.
Well since you don't want to meet me.
Let me write this letter and make sure since I am your option.
I am not going to confuse you anymore.

But letting you visit me ever again.
I don't want to be your friend..
Let alone to fix whatever you called what was happening between us.
I have never felt so hopeless.
Don't know whether to run or cry.

You stole my time.
You wasted my dreams.
You made me a laughing clown in your friends.
You made me a puppy in your family.

I used to read about it on social media.
That being cheated by someone you love more than life can make you lose weight in seconds.
Here i have become a testimony of it.
Life has no regrets.
Time waits for no one.

I regret that I can not get you out of my mind.
Your face linger in my mind..
You played me like a prepared soup Oprah.
I can't get out of bed.

When i look at the guy in your pictures.
I only pity you.
Because you will never get a love back from me even a second chance.
Its over between us.

Although the heart doesn't want to accept.
I made my mind.
To start again and find someone that will mend this broken man.
So that i can start to love again.
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
The love i have inside me for you is an overdose of drugs.
Trying to take you slow.
Under the bed sheets.
Unprotected from it.
So weak i cannot resist the temptation.

The tingles and the chills i am getting.
That sensational feeling running through my spinal cord.
The reason to **** just awoken like lust.
To eat the forbidden fruit.

As we burn in eternal fire of passion.
Connection of the after death.
It cannot be contained.
What i have for you.
As our minds synchronized in a sweet classic melody.

Nothing can beat that rhythm of our song.
Fighting the corresponding temperatures of temptation.
You turned out to be ny everyday paranoid.
The fear of someone snatching you from my arms.

I get shy when i see you.
The love and passion i have for you is an overdose.
Of getting what i want from you.
In my dreams i hear your name calling.
Soberly nobody can predict my thoughts.
That run deep like a lake of fire.

Wondering if i am all alone in this.
Or your heart is feeling the same about me.
Honey i am living with this lingering thoughts every day and night.
I mourn your voice when you are not around.
Orchestrating our perfect wedding in my mind.
Hope you can make it to the alter in time.

Express the same feelings to the entire world thwt i am yours.
Cause i can see us colliding in eternity of love.

This is not an act from my side but an overwhelming overdose that cant be controlled.
I am masquerading your attire with me next to your arms.
So much i wanna say to you.
But too much drinking of five roses make me turn my tail and vanish in space.
Cause you are my own drug overdose that makes me woke up each day.
Without you i am a shadow lost in tombstone.
You my reason for breathing.
My soul snatcher.
My reflection mirror.
My disease that does not need cure.
By most of all my smiles bringer.
My sun glower.πŸ”₯🌹πŸ”₯🌹

Lets walk the beaches of Caribbean holding hands.
Watch beautiful sunsets together.
Explore the seven wonders of the world.
As we also explore each other minds.
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
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Strains me fear of talking.
**** if i am with you.
I will understand everything you are doing.
I don't care what happens next.

Whether you sought solace in strange woman.
Even if you drank into an avid courtesan of the city.
Took offense at a bad ****** in counter.
Had excessive brain removal over salted soup.

Come and tell me all this right in my face.
If you are not ready to discuss with me all the problems of our world.
Why bother trying to get closer to those that remain in the missed?
No need to go to friends.

There's you.
There's is me and our common world in which we make our life better.
Either we live there together..
I dont need all of this.
Cowardice is a vice that i will never accept.
I can respect your honesty and sincerity.
Even if we disagree with our enemies.
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
She's always written her heart out.
When a heart broken lover.
Pours out all her feelings and translate them into vivid pictures.
Something beautiful gets created.
Appreciated by many but never the one thats meant for him.

I knew you once long ago.
You shared your secrets and i also told you mine.
It was very nice and beautiful.
Silence comfy but we didn't have to try..
Where did you go.

From his lips.
I believed his deceitful manner.
His charisma it was alluring.
My mistake was loving you too hard.
My regret was never telling you.
That i needed love back.

Losing you felt like to hwve hold of the world in my palms.
Letting it slip from my grasp..
Suppose I'll never know how is feels to hold you again.

I am not staying.
I take the blame again.
I've got blood on my hands.
Pressure to understand what i did.

You've always been right.
I tend to forget.
I will not bother or mske that mistake again.
Still my breathing bothers you.
My mind troubles me.
Comfort is scary.

This silence hurts me.
It can be loud like ocean waves.
The sound of your thoughts utterly isolated from my eyes.
I love you.
But love doesn't want me alive.
I can't live up to what you thought i could be.
Thats why i am sending this wave of emotions into page.
That never forget me in your memories.
I've tried but i failed in every endeavor.
Words and love failed me
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
We are never satisfied with anything.
You can get the highest earning job but you will complain about something.
Plus having all the material possession but something will be lacking in your life.

Look at the stars they give out a magical free show without crying.
But we fail to give 30 minutes of our time to our loved ones with out complaining.
Most of time and energy we give freely to our side project.
Is it a wonder you get the most sweet and caring person in our life but as time goes on we find it boring,
You find yourself with a person who brings you tears and sadness in your life you freely are willing to give him a second chance.

The heart seeks its own desire but the flash is always weak.
Have you seen when its winter we pray for summer the minute the wish is granted we cry foul play.
When unemployed we beg for a job when request is granted we complain about long hours and not enough paid wages.
What is a human without blaming tendencies?
Who are we without ever taking responsibilities?
We even blame our own pets when things don't turn out the way we wanted.
When we are happy we even thank our haters for doing wrong things on us.
Is it a wonder we need someone else approval to be happy
Ask your self who did you come with through this world?
Ask this does happiness originate with you?
Or does it needs different opinions to be real?
Is it a wonder that we are stuck with our mindset to improve our thinking ability.
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
🌹🌹🌹🌹

Maybe i will not become an ideal partner.
I will not be a faithful lap-dog at your feet.
I will not be able to faithful look into your eyes and live alone with you.
I will never take my palm from yours.
When it gets hard for you.
I will never turn my back on your sincere sadness.
I won't step on your feelings with a thin heel.
I just don't know how to do that...

Do not hide your hands this morning.
Let them travel through my body.
Give them the opportunity to think about me. Feel and touch me.
I want to imagine not only about your hands.
But your entire body.
Unless of course you allow me ti experience it.

My lips are made to be kissed.
I want to lay you quietly in bed.
I don't hope you will not sleep.
I dream about how my tongue touches every centimeter of your body.

Strange times.
Phones without buttons.
Doors without handles..
People without brains...
Attitude without feelings.
And i am like a fool without you..

Love can change a person beyond recognition.
We are a bridge through eternity.
Rising above the sea of time.
Testing ourselves again and again.
Learning to crawl for the sake of love
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
It took only for your lips to rest on mine.
My life improved every minute by the day.
My heart could not decide for me.
The dream was still haunting me.
When I whispered someone stole my heart.

You kept on smiling and you asked who it Was?
It was the girl that saved me from drowning.
I could see his face crystal clear but was this a dream?
As you pushed me to the deep water and kissed me.
I believed it was real.

You were the one who stole my soul.
You were the one I keep falling in love with all over again.
When our lips met I knew.
That you were the one for me.
You gave away you immortal life to be mine.

I sacrificed everything I have so that we can be together.
When you asked me to marry you.
I was stunned like a frozen food.
But tears told me I want to do it.
I always want to be close to your heart.
Cause you are every fibre of my living body.
I could be here without you the girl of my dream.
That's rescued me from slipping away.πŸ”₯🌹🌺✈
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
🌹🌹🌹
When i told you it was over?
My honey i have lied.
I have been running from my visible shadow.
I am sinking ship that burning.

I'll leave an autograph on my chest.
How i am supposed to love you?
When i cant stand tje man i am.
It does not matter who you meet on the way.

Believe in me.
The heart is the best photographer.
But i don't forget what you felt next to me.
With a feeling in the soul of emptiness.
Teach me to live as you do.

Taught me to be different.
From a fragile ego man.
So as not to feel the pain.
So that i forget about all my worries.
To think of only how adorable and wonderful you are.

Could this be too emotional for you?
I want you to recognize me and love me.
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
πŸ”₯🌹πŸ”₯

Since i left you hanging on the cold empty bed.
I have been constantly depressed.
My happiness is to be next to you.
Incessantly I live over in my memory of your caresses.

With your tears soaking the bed wet.
Heart broken and confused.
Your affections solitude.
Asking unending questions of what wrong you did.

Your charm eas incomparable.
You had a burning and a glowing flame in your mind.
I wanted you to be free from my anxiety.
I couldn't burden you with my grieve.
That i had blood cancer.
With only a week to live.

I could not watch you shrink each day to suffering.
Remembering the good all times we had together.
You were so young and so beautiful full of life.
I took an easy way out of being a dog.
My ego and selfishness couldn't let me say goodbye properly.

I wanted you to think there's another woman.
But my hear only beats for you.
Now that i am paralysed in a wheelchair far form you.
Now far from you i got the audacity mend my mistakes.

You were my my bone my sugar palms cream.
But i should have trusted and hope in you.
You were not only my wife but also my bestfriend that i shared secrets with.
You were the face that made return home quickly to calm the storm in my mind.

Shall i be able to pass all my time with you?
Having to only love you.
To think only the happiness you bought to me.
The desires that you gave me only linger in my mind .
Like a distant playing song in the shadows.

Its true when they say missed opportunity can be bought back.
Time wasted cannot be bought back.
I played with your feelings and love.
For that i will be forever sorry and guilty of inhuman crime.
Tears of guilt close this letter with pain and anguish 😦😦✈
Oscar stuta Mar 2021
🌹πŸ”₯

Today i watched a movie about love it made think of you.
I will cook your favorite dishes for you.
You will be the best friend of my heart.
Every time you go somewhere take a piece of me with you.
I am ready for happiness this times around.

Every time i missed you i look at your picture and my heart always rejoice.
I once saw the most beautiful couple that had a few hours left to enjoy the time because one had a brain tumor.
It made me shared tears thinking if i had the same hours what can i do to keep you alive in my memory and heart.
Each day could be our last.

Decided that our home should be filled with happiness.
Honey if you feel the same tell me to stop writing poems for you.
Let's leave ourselves only with each other and our future.
If we put efforts to making it work it could be beautiful and smiles will fill our house with tears of joy.

Be my music.
Let the lyrics of your heart synchronize with my feelings.
I know i don't say it often.
I want you to know my opinions are still intact.
I love you with every fiber of my being.
I wish to spend the rest of my life beside you.
Caring and loving you immensely.
I love you yesterday.
I love you today, tomorrow and forever.
You are just simply the best gift ever gifted to me by Mother nature.
You're my happiness and sunshine.

I consider myself fortunate to have met a woman like you.
With whom the world has become more interesting daily to live in.
With whom i smile more often with.
I was gifted to meet you.
You are my necessary.
You give me support and tenderness.
You are my shoulder to drown my tears.
You are my long awaited rip that was missing.
Thank you for being my music.
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
I take a glance.
escaping from her.
I see my darkest dream.
As i become a captive in her eyes.
Cause her spell has imprisoned me.

That has become an oasis's of lost love.
Splendid of osmosis of her moon.
It glimmers blue in the night fall.
Lonesome felt like a midnight train moving away.

You turned out to be a potential paseing lover.
Your persistence showed you were worthy.
But you seduction was poisonous.
It captures the mind and failed the heart.

Blue moon you love sting liked a bee.
It could kiss anyone and made them feel the pain.
But for those who missed the opportunity of feeling the kisses.
Their hearts will forever remain lonely. πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
You were the moon  
Dancing among the stars.
Radiating in the blue sky.
The shadow that waxed and waned.

Like a full moon .
You shone brightest.
Without me by your side.
When she the moon .
She became oceans wave.

When her voice is a song.
She is thundering tempest.
Sweet caress in a melody.
How could i think i will be ever enough for you?

Ah for a mere second .
You turn me into a believer.
I believed in romance between Queen and mormon.

A speck among stars.
Of your universe so vast.
A love to final last.
But it cannot be uttered by mere words.
Only actions can save this drizzles.
Oscar stuta Dec 2020
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If you look deep into my eyes.
You may see a sensitive romantic guy with lot of love to give.
So i want to discover your personality and to be part of your life.
Not just in social media world, but in reality..

I have an important message to share with you.
This man craves your kisses and dreams to be next to you.
Want me to say his name?

But firstly you should know that he might be crazy about you.
With him next to you may have endless and restless nights of pure love.
Is this what you looking for honey?

Desirable guy with lips sweet like honey.
Which will give you unforgettable moments and emotions.
Nothing left to do.
Except being with this man all the time and treat him precious.
So he can reciprocate the love back to you.

If you are waiting impatiently for this meeting filled with love and lust.
Then look at me honey.
I am the man which want to receive your cherished attention.
Sudden urge to be next to you.
Overwhelmed my all emotions of my being.
I am caught up by your affection!
Call my name, honey it's a name of your love.
.........
Oscar stuta Oct 2020
Let the music be romantic.
The wine be excellent.
Rose petals, the bed is strewn 🌹.
Well our tenderness is scattered in them.
I will untie the eyes with my mouth and press against you with my tummy.

Gather love with coloured roses.
You will admire me a lot.
I will give you holy pleasure.
You catch magical moments..
I won't let the beast caress sleep.
Happiness will pour on us and yourself.

Perhaps i am the very soul mate who will be your friend.
The love of your life you have been looking for.
So i am patiently waiting for you to have the courage to write your first sentence and click submit.
I am interested in everything about you.

I will console you in sad times.
Rejoice with you in fun times..
Yes i am here to become the most reliable and loyal person in your world.
I wanna look in your eyes and see in their depths only your unique light..
No matter how difficult times fall to our lot.
I want to always remain by your side.
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
Dont think i am not interested girl.
You happen to be my type.
But you speed i cannot keep up to it.
I dont want to get lost in it.
I feel like i will lose my own mind.
Cannot resist the way you making me feel.
Let me escape trying not to make the same mistakes again. πŸ”₯πŸŒΉπŸ’ŒπŸ’Œ
Oscar stuta Oct 2020
Its not all the time someone cares for you.
Never ignore the effort of love.
Once you found that special love never let go of it.
They will never be anyone like her.
Books were written for your name.
Slowly you become a piece of me.

Find me in entangle sheets.
Weep for me with love gesture.
Wipe out the tears of sadness in my heart.
Let not my fading love taunt you away.
In this crazy world you are my home.
Where i can heal my wounded and tired soul.

My greatest moments.
Have always been by your side.
right after i had give up on life.
You put all the pieces back where i needed them to be.
Like an oasis's for my deserted weary spirit.

In another life.
I promise i will find you.
Maybe i had love you in another life.
Without my subconscience realizing that.
Pulling me in various ways.
Until i found you to rest in my heart.
I do know that I've felt you more than one lifetime has allowed.
You come rushing in my life unexpected.
Like a dream fading away you become a reality.

You were that someone i didn't have to translate my soul for.
You were my love language inspiration.
My burden barring.
You were out of my side but never out of my mind.
I can inscribe my things about you.
Even this page could never be able to contain the beauty that's you. 😻πŸ”₯πŸ’
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
I daydream about you.
Wondering how it feels to touch you.
How to caress your face when you are sleeping.

I steal your pictures each day.
I go insane not hearing from you.
I brag about you to my friends.

I got an album full of your  smile.
I have taken cooking lessons just to impress you.
I work night and day just to afford your life style.

I deprive myself of nice time just to see you happy.
I paint my walls with your pretty face.
I smile every day cause you brighten my day.πŸ’πŸ’ŒπŸŒΉ
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
My girl is leaving tomorrow.
I got a running stomach so bad.
I can't even try stopping it..
Only disaster and disappointment awaits me.

I am afraid and hurt by this event.
I am not afraid of the fact she is leaving me behind.
I am scared that she will meet someone that will make her and sad.

While she was with me only tears shared where of happy moments.
Not only agony and sorrow will follow her.
She will start to miss my laughter and affection I showed her.
It will be too late cause she is already committed now.

I am thankful I spent a short time with her.
I could see her glow in the night time.
I had to hold her hands walking in the streets.
I lied in her chest listening to her heart beat and dreams.
Now that I am alone and gazing in the stars.

I hope she finds infinite joy and love.
That she never loses herself and regret letting me lose.
Cause it was meant to be.
I loved her companionship and laughter.
But most of all I loved her character as a person.
Now that the slow moving train has swept her away.
I wish she gets showed by love strong as an ocean breeze 🌹🌹🌹
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
Turning over a new leaf.
You were cooling over crazy stuff.
You deceived me with a lying life.
You thought you were smart but got caught in the act.

I saw you with my own two eyes.
With another man in my own bed.
Had forgotten that while you lied in in my bed with me.
You shared my name and emotions in that bed.
How can I ever possibly trust you again.

While I poured my heart and inner most thoughts to you.
You were gazing in my eyes and never blinked not once.. When I asked you point blank you were cheating?
Now you come over with those crocodile tears.
They could not help or save you with anything.

So this words will never be repeated again.
Please back your bags and leave my house.
Don't ever set a foot nearby here letalone greet me in the streets.
You viper of a lustful woman who can't control yourself.
Why did you pledge love if you knew you did not have it in you.
So goodbye for being unfaithful and true to me.
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯

Paint me a picture of your smile.
Or sizzle and blush like your cheeks.
When you start to fall for me.
Is it love or your emotions intertwined?

Does it melt when you hear my name?
Can it taste like dreeping honey syrup?
Draw me a piece of your skin.
Does it bronze beneath the surface of your sun.

I dread the day i could get out of bed dreaming about you.
When i loved the darkness you were in.
The day i cure you of insecurities.
When you skin glowed  you were angry and sad.
I just knew waking up with you in my mind was a cure for my life.

I am sitting alone and all i smell is your fragrance.
Small music playing in the background takes to the moment i took you dancing in that raining day.
Sadly memories are hard to fade away.
We created a dream of our love.
I could have given you keys to my heart.
Made you a mother of ny new happily home.
πŸ’ŒπŸ’ŒπŸ’ŒπŸ’ŒπŸŒΉ
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
Do not forget.
But until then.
On how true beauty.
Comes from within.

From the sparkles of your eyes.
To the pitch of your laugh.
Even the colour of your hair.
Someday I will love you.

I will love every part.
From every wrinkles.
To every crinkle.
But honey listen.

They will try to tear you down.
To make you frown.
To make think you're not worth it.
To be cherished daily.

From the way you walk.
To the way you talk.
You will be mocked for it.
Don't pay attention to it.
Cause the can never fill in the shoes you wear with pride.

From your weight.
To your height.
You are just perfect for me.
You are all wonderful to me with those scars.

One day you will see.
The beauty I see in you.
The way you were created.
So beautiful and perfect in every angle.
🌹πŸ”₯🌹πŸ”₯πŸŒΊπŸ’πŸ’Œ
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
Lights attracts everyone.
You try to find someone who will fall in love with your darkness.
Your flaws.
Your weaknesses.
When thousands of masks fly to hell.
Who will receive your demons..
That come knocking.

Find someone who dwells in your heart without fear.
That will be a place you can call home.
In this web of lies incomplete darkness.
She will see your tricks.
She can strike them from within.

Left forever under the skin.
Spreading through the veins will not break your spirits.
She will teach you how to live.
Pumping love into you immensely.
Without any expectation in return.
It will become your weakness and your most incredible strength at the same time.

You will love when the return the beam of love back to you.
Even from the purest heart of gift.
I just love to see and hear love stories..
Those are priceless moments in my memory.
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
Need you . . . .

In the dark, lonely night
I needed you.
So I kept waiting for you.
But you were busy.

With other in your circle
Now you asked me?
Why I have turned into a cold person.
Cause you wasted my time.
Alone every day praying for your safety.

Yes I get jealous
The only difference  . ..
You call it" possessiveness "
To me its fear of losing you.πŸ”₯🌹πŸ”₯🌹πŸ”₯πŸ’Œ
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
.

I want to make your day splendour.
To show you the wonders of this life.
To give you what is not visible to the naked eye.
To listen to your hopes and dreams and fulfill every desires you have.

I wanna fly away with you to the moon.
Your gorgeous skin makes me feel content.
The voice that comes out from you brightens the world.
It turns it into a beautiful place to live in it.

Although I am a stranger to you now.
Reading these words will make you feel special.
Not because of what I am saying to you.
It is that you are beautiful and unique.
Full of life with lots of ambitions for a better tomorrow.

Don't ask if this is for You?
It is meant for you alone.
Don't shed tears for reading these words.
Just spread happiness around you.
You don't know who is looking out there for You,
You can turn someone day into a best day of his life by just your smile.

To you out there.
Know that you are loved by someone.
All of us have a soulmate that is waiting to meet us.
Maybe you have already have one nowπŸ€—
Don't ever forget this.
Even if sometimes you feel lonely or hurt.
Remember there is out there a special place for you.
Which appreciates and values you as a person.
Someone praying and hoping to meet you one day.
I am not a poet.
Just felt like sharing this with you todayπŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ€—πŸ€—
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
Tell her how gorgeous she is,
She is not broken, cannot be fixed.
Only lost hope that she matters in this world.
Grab her on her waist pull her close and kiss her.
She's beautiful still with her broken smile.

Although she hides her scars behind the make up.
She's worth the effort and fight.
You can try to make her worthless she has rhe strength.
Cause her humility can draw you close to her.
She is not one in a million she is the only one.
Purely for my heart i cant wait to make her my bride.

Whether its the impossible odds or the rain.
Her neck can be caressed gently.
I kiss her in the forehead cause i touched by her strength.


whether in a picture or sat against the sea
as a cloud she floats gently above me
the currents and the streams.
her neck where sections sit
the way her necklace rests ever so delicately
her soft brown skin
through all this .
I am touched in so many ways.


whether its a mirror or stood against the sky
as the music the cosmos makes in our silence
the stars and the planets
her neck where moons beam.

the way her necklace follows her collorbone
through all this space,
whether its gravity
and we are in every moment as we are together.

our quantum dancingΒ 
the way her necklace falls so gracefully into place.
through all this give her love and compassion.
Cause she is a beauty
With her broken smile.
After all she is a hirls with dreams.
That needs a support structure.
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
It took only for your lips to rest on mine
and my life-improved minute by day
the heart could not decide for me
the dream was still haunting me
When I told you someone had stolen my heart

you keep on smiling and asked me who it was
it was the girl who saved me from drowning
but I could see his face clear was it a dream?
As you pushed me to the water and kissed me

I believed that it was real you were the one who stole
my heart and the one I felled in love with
when our lips met I knew you were the one
You gave away you immortal life to be mine

I sacrificed everything for you so that we could
be together, when you asked me to marry you
I was stunned but the tears told you I want too
love and be close to your heart
my beloved part of the body
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
When i first saw you.
You were lying alone in bed.
I watched you praying in silence.
I asked myself whats happening?
I heard whispers in the corridors that you have limited time.

I stole your numbers from the information desk.
I drove the whole day questioning myself.
How can a beautiful creature like you deal eith that.
I return to drop you flowers .
But you were sleeping.

I gather courage to call you everyday.
To check up on you.
To take you out and travel with you.
Filled my heart with joy.
I knew you were alone in this battle.
Seeing you smile and appreciate my gesture i inew it was never enough.

I should have entered the room that moment you were praying.
I should have cried with you in silent.
I could have hug you and promised everything will be alright.
How stupid of me i did not grab the opportunity.

When you kept on postponing the news you wanted to tell me.
I knew you brain tumour had taken its tall on you.
I did not want to face this alone.
I wanted the chance to be part of you.
When i arrived with two tickets to Paris and flowers.
I saw people crying in the room.
I felt faced down with shock.
I was too late to spend another minute with you.
You were gone too soon my Queen. πŸ˜¦πŸ˜¦πŸ˜¦πŸ’ŒπŸ™€πŸ™€
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
I break very easily
I am giving you my trust that belongs to a few.
I love you
It's a fact truer than true.

Our consciousness is only a whisper.
It becomes a melody of emotions.
Battling trust and betrayals within.
Thinking of ways to be free from all of it.

Trying to immortalized emotional pain.
The wickedness of reticence.
I hate to be in love with you today.
As I find my lips sealed with silence.

I write hellos and goodbyes.
I bid with my heart
Only to reap sadness and loneliness.
Why would I plant a seed of my heart?
Only to be paid with misery.
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
Hidden feelings 🌹🌹

When i saw you i felt something special.
Something changed inside me.
Without you.. I am a drop of dew.
A lonely planet in the space.

A grain of sand on the coast.
Be with me.
I will be able to give you unearthly happiness.
I need only one chance to implement such plan.
I need you to gaze at my photo and feel the same.

"you are my every desire"
So how can i tell you all this.
My voice cord goes silence when you smile at me.
You are my love until the end of time.
Maybe i am just a little dreamer.

Can i be your everything?
Cause you mean the world for my heart.
You love bright flowers.. You enjoy beautiful romantic scenes.
Strolling along the sea front.

Looking at the reflection of the moon.
Walking with a caring and gentle woman Of my dreams.
One gentle look toward you.
I get edges of passionate kissing and touching your body.
Where we can drown in blazing flames of love.
The fire of love and only the two of us immensely in it.
Close your eyes and feel me close to you.
I am here and i am the reward you have been waiting for.

I caress your hands.
I'll draw my tongue over your delicate skin.
I will do everything that is good for you.
My lips crave your kiss.
Anticipating your reply.
Oscar stuta Nov 2020
😊πŸ”₯😍

What game are you playing dear?
Well to say that i do not understand what is happening between us is to say nothing!
I have always been the one and only.
You keep me waiting and wondering all the time.

Are you not serious about me or our relationship oris this not what you are looking for??
We can be the best couple if we only we both put in a little effort.
I am ready and willing, are you?

Just write me an answer and share your thoughts and plans about the future.
I need to know if i am part of your plans or just a passanger in your moving train.
You are often in my thoughts.
I am not the type to pursue a woman!
I am looking for mutual true feelings.
Waiting in anticipation for your reply.
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
πŸ”₯🌹

be a joke
To be silent
To be ready to give until you have nothing left
- I am hoping one of them will show me.
they keep leaving me and I am to scared to offer up anything more than my body to get them to stay.

I know we've never been "together."
I know you said to move on.
I tried to be fine with wading this weather,
But the love in my heart still tells me it's wrong.

Now, I'm not saying I'm resentful,
But you did treat me like I was special.
Lately has been so uneventful.
And I'm starting to think this isn't a game...

I get a little jealous when you look at other girls.
I know we're not together, but... You are my whole world.
I get a little jealous when you talk about them too.
It's because we're not together, but...
You told me that you liked me... You told me that you do.

I've deleted all of your things,
cause I can't bear to see your face.
My prized possessions... I should've given you space.
Why wouldn't you make me yours, like you wanted to?
Now we're apart, now we'll both just be blue.
And now I regret thisβ€”now I really do.
True, I'm a little weird, but we're both crazy.
I know what you're afraid off.
I know it is not me.

I had my first dream last night that you weren't in.
not even a minor character,
your ****** name wasn't even in the credits,
let alone plastered across the sky in flashing lights.
like you want it to be.
my first reality that you didn't belong with me.
and it was the most blissful peace that I can remember since we bathed in pools of cloud.

And I would rather be the catkins
That hold on to your dreams in flight
And I would rather be the honeybees
That take away your bitterness, despair and fright

Please show me how to love my humility
Please bring back my happiness, my willingness
To be your eternal shadow and not just
Momentary sunshine

For my love for you is not above all,
But within every breath of life.
Every little trace of my soul that cant be reached by words,only your touch can mesmerize my inner being.
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
If you are hurt.
I feel your pain and sorrows.
While you have problems.
I make them mine and your family problems become mine.
Then know you are loved.

When you start to have wrinkles.
I will be by your side.
When your grey hair feels like a wig.
I will love you eternally.
When you no longer able to do things for yourself.
I will carry you with pride in my back.
I will love you until you retire to no man land.

Cause the feeling I have cannot be put to words.
Cause with you I cannot thrive on bitterness.
Cause I know you love me with your whole being.
I am proud to utter this words to you.
Cause you gaze in my eyes taught me inspiring lessons.🌹πŸ”₯🌹πŸ”₯
Oscar stuta Oct 2020
In a forgotten town settled over with ash.
I was searching for what i had lost.
Though you prayed with reddened eyes and hushed voice.
I was plugging my ears.

Rather than reach out lets hide instead.
We will point at the fructured skies.
Laugh with childlike eyes.
I will sleep here bathed in the light that peeks.

Through the gaps of the night.
Together with you.
Now lets get started.
Leave your sorrows behind.

Flowers of joy are blooming.
From you know where it is.
The light starts to illuminate the sky.
Towards where the clouds drift.
Hey. Darling i am not afraid of anything suddenly.
Because you are here with me.

Wipe away your tears.
It is the song of a new morning.
A blindingly bright shining.
Quiet melody of love.
Without any hesitation.
You reach out your hand.

Hope hovers over an eternal isle.
Towards you know where.
Thats bright sparkle starts to illuminate the future with your heart in it.
Over dried tears stains.

Falling in love with someone.
Its a trap engraved into our blood streams.
My desires are already all fired up.
Look there thing happen to our once pure hearts.

They get infiltrated and crushed.
Do not touch me!
Let me touch it, your heart.
Wrench it open
Punish yourself more for letting your heart go astray.

Your nerves give in one by one by falling in love.
Love and enjoy the tranquillity of peace.
I want to know everything you want.
Lets reach out towards our dreams.
By giving me all your love.
But please give it all to me.
They are no handcuffs to hold you back from giving into meπŸ’πŸ”₯πŸ’πŸ”₯πŸ’
Oscar stuta Aug 2020
😍πŸ”₯

I hope you get what you are looking for.
I hope you get the kind of love that makes you happier and stronger.
I hope you find something real.

That make you have children.
That makes you glow by the day.
Turns to a story telling at night.
That makes your smile whenever he is not near you.

Nothing is more beautiful than loving someone who loves you back.
That every effort you put in it.
Gets returned back with gestures and gifts.
The kind of love that flows even when you are sad.
When words randomly come to cheer another person.

The person that can light your heart.
Maybe i am that guy missing in the picture.
I am willing to be there to share this precious moments with you.
I am not a deserter but i am a lover in deeds 🌹πŸ”₯😍
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
I wanna start days with you 😍.
Close your eyes and fly away like the first time.
Without unnecessary actions and streams of sweet phrases.
Forget about what is left behind and not be afraid.

Just listen and hear
"I'm with you"
I need to feel the warmth of your smell.
I don't know how,
Close your eyes and just listen to the heart beat.

Call as you wish,
You can even just be a friend.
But all the accidents in fate are not random.
There's is a road with a sign "to you"
Oscar stuta Feb 2021
Imperial

One day i will not need love anymore.
I will not rise to open the door cause that sound i am hearing is all in my heard.
You loved him the way fragile kids love candy.
You wrote songs and letters about him.
You still sleep with his shirt  to smell the cologne on it.
Anxiety will not let me breathe.
Because i was a fool in love.

When i caught you cheating.
You made my heart bleed.
I attended a nearby funeral procession.
I joined mourners there to cry my heart out.
Than i realized i never loved you.
I felt pity for you and couldn't let you go.
You were suicidal and lost everyone close to you.
I did not want to see you in that dark place.
So i stay to keep watch on you.

It became a devil snare for me.
I got trapped in a situation where you always came first.
I tolerated your toxic behavior.
I had to support your childish trait.
Find myself accepting your drunkenness.

I really wanted it to be you.
I so badly wanted it to be you that i will walk with the the alter.
Until i understood i was never in your plans.
I was your cry shoulder in your darkest moments.
You had someone to entertain you daily.
Until you get bored and came running to me with your problems.

I was never a boyfriend in your eyes.
You loved me because i reminded you of your father.
So instantly i was a father figure you wanted to uplift you..

I loved you when no else did.
I sacrificed my sanity to se you smile.
I can't put into words what that did to my heart.
I was hurt so deeply that i thought i will never love again.

Now that the dust has passed and settled.
I found somebody to help me find myself.
Who appreciate and values my love for her.
I bought a dress and a wedding ring for you.
This person will wear them in your behalf.

I saw that's there's nothing painful like regret.
Wondering what could have been.
In this love month you are sending me messages for forgiveness.
I am preparing a wedding for myself.
I can't worry about spilled milk.
While i have a platinum in front of my eyes.

Finally i realized that i was never asking for too much.
I was with a wrong person to give me affection.
You were with me because i was your therapist.
I am with someone that love and support me whole heartedly.
You gave me a lesson in life..
That don't stay in a relationship because you are afraid of what will happen to another person.
Stay in a relationship because you are loved and appreciated.
Knowing someone out there is praying for you.
I am a living testimony of it.
I have found that one whonis os dearest to my heart and soul.
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
You will not see me fall apart?
I have an insomnia heart.
I can stay up through the darkness.
I am like a rubber band if you pull to hard.
Why is it that i cant conquer your heart?

Your the fear that i want to touch?
You can imagine the words you brought to the life?
Touch me like the way you want.
Only one that can set my heart in a blaze.
What's keeping you from grabbing what's already yours.
Cause my heart is spinning around i cant function clearly.
Your face beaming in my thoughts every minute of the night.

Heart beat fast in colour how can i be brave to love.
When i am afraid to fall.
All my doubts fold away when you near me.
One step close you cause i have been resurrected a millenium years.
Its feel like I have loved you for centuries to come.
Died everyday waiting for you to come.
I have fallen for millennium years in advance.
I have loved and fallen for you for a century years.

Darling dont be afraid cause you my everyday weakness.
My everyday crush that cant fade away.
Every time you smile i know you are the one my heart has chosen.
We are lost in one sweet embrace.
Our love remains the same and we had our share in fighters.
Love can take laughter with tears the same time.
I feel brand new as we never lost our faith.
As precious moments time that cant erased.
In my heart i keep you near.
You sacrificed and believed in me with our life and love.
You are my morning sunshine.
That keeps getting brighter.
You are my insomnia heart that keeps beating at the right time.
Even after the years have went by.
You are the woman i want to bear children with.
πŸ”₯🌹🌹πŸ”₯🌹πŸ”₯🌹
Oscar stuta Jul 2020
😍😍πŸ”₯😍

I want to feel your breath on my shoulders and hear you laugh.
You can't imagine how much I want you at this present moment.
I love you.
But this pain of missing you that i am going through is absolutely worth it.
I can't wait to feel your touch.

I taste your name.
my tongue licks your scent.
The way my fingers follow trails you left on my body.
From the dripping corners down my chin.

Your are the only one who is worthy of my love and i could wait a lifetime for the most wonderful person on this planet.
You are my reason for living and my great love.
When i was not searching you fall right through my heart at the right moment.
I know i will never love anyone like i love you.
I would steal anything for your affection and i will right waste eternity of time with you.

My most wonderful moment is when you kiss and hold me tight.
It gives a feeling of being loved and taken care of.
Expressing our love with sweet words will make it grow even more.
You have my word that i have never felt anything like this for anybody before.
I hope with this letter makes you understand my penned down feelings for you of how much i love you and think of you constantly.
😍πŸ”₯😍πŸ”₯🌹🌹
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
Knock! Knock! On the surface of your heart.
I am still are one that promised you heaven.
Willingly to fulfill your dreams.
I am still the one you heart lingered for.

Now I am hopeless confused.
The is someone you has captured you.
Now I gave you become you stalker.
People  have turned you against me.

Still the one who gave you butterflies in you stomach.
The one who sang you melodies before you sleep.
But your smile . . . . Still smelt my heart away.

I don't know if it's amnesia that made you forget me.
Did rumours play to your head that you abondened me.
You uttered that I am obsessive towards you.

My prize possession I have given you space and time over and over.
When I reach hight of loneliness I just gaze at our photos.
Wondering what happaned in a week that I was out on a work training.
Now I am unable to delete everything that's yours.
Cause the feelings and love I have for you wouldn't let me.
I am not trying to be weird of have stalker vibes let's just reach out to each other.
To find the cause of the problem we are having.

I feel like you mugg me off.
That you had no choice but to do it.
Truelly we are both weird and crazy.
Is it an amnesia or a fake one.πŸ“πŸ”πŸ“πŸ”
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
It's you.  . . .  
I am glad I got to know you.
Cannot get over your smile.
This probably looks boring.
But there is just so many things I can't explain when I am in your *****.

As I write these lyrics .
You are always the one I think about.
Get inspiration from your eyes and smile.
There is nothing that can be better than that.

Why I love you this instance.
Thinking about it I am glad it's not a dream or myth.
You are a true reality for me.
There are so many things I am thankful for,
I count you as one of those.

When I compliment you.
Your constant smile always leave me weak on my knees.
You got a valuable smile.
I can stare at it until sunset.

Your body gestures stunned me all the way through my spine.
I get lighter every time I hugged you.
It's as if I should beg you daily to stay longer.
I will never let you get away from me.
You have captivated me will your warm embrace.

You started drifting through my mind.
When the first time I gazed at you.
That's when I knew.
This feelings grew stronger when I was surrounded by you.
Every thing felt like climbing a mountain each time.
You melted my heart away.
In a glimmering way melted honey for your your love.πŸŒΉπŸŒΉπŸŒΉπŸ’
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
Its alright
Sometimes the sun does not shine .
And Its alright
There's time
When my nights are lonely and gloomy
Its alright .
My life aint great sometimes I just need a date with him
But its alright.


That is my own heart lingering.
But its alright
I got a bright new head start.

My ownlove.
Gives me glitter of blush. and Its not an ordinary butterflies crush and i am alright.
Cause my sorrows fades away.
Gazing through the soul of his eyes.

With his words
She holds me tight
Im his baby girl.
With his lips my whole body surrender to him.
Resting on his chest all my insecurities vanishes.
He's its alright.

Without his tender kisses i am in vain.
His dark brown eyes tell me i am the only one.
His dimples smiles at me and i feel the love is ours
But its alright.
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
🌹🌹

When i caught a glimpse of you.
I thought wow you could be my friends.
Visitation days of you going up and down.
You caught feelings.
I could give you an honest answer told i could try.

I have been trying since then with my actions.
Bought you presents to appease your heart .
Sacrifice my time and joy to make you happy.
You always seek validation anywhere.
It was obsession for you.
I taught you to love.

You loved alcohol more than me.
You sacrificed me for your friends.
No that you are in the cold pit alone?
I am the one you come running too.
When you lost everything i was your confident that hold your hand.

Now i am torn between ending it all or giving you a chance.
I wish i had somebody to tell me its worth it.
But nothing its worth it when its one sided.
What do you do when the love of your life is an addict.
She refused to be helped.
Her favourite hobby is to be intoxicated.

your name is
forbidden in
my mouth.
or in my heart
because when
i think about
you;

i'll cry a little more,
hurt a little stronger
love a little softer
because you no longer
make me feel sober.

i'm drunk on the
memory of you.
Cause tears drops stroll around my heart.
This disease struck me.
Like a brick on pavement
Hard.

Everything was
Perfect.
Then that brick came along.
And with the slightest movement.
Destroyed everything.
Your friend took something that was worth more than life for you.
She replaced me with a bottle in your hand.

β€œCount it
Perfect it
Measure it
Clean it”
The voices say is she now worth your sleepless  nights?
Nope she is beyond redemption.
My love fornyou died the minute you drowned yourself in the bottle.

Why can’t I let them go?
They keep repeating.
Cause i am not bound by anything.
Letting you go i am afraid you will commit suicide.
I was your first love and i will be the end of me.

The melody no longer sounds the same.
The food tastes bitter.
I got insomnia and depression cause I lost the love i had for you.
I roamed around the streets like a mad man.
Not knowing what to do.
My heart is telling me is enough.
The whispers around me saying dont give up on her.
Give her a chance .
Remember the memory you gave her.
The support you shown her in the calamity that faced her before.
Without you she is nothing and i lost soul.

I am troubled by the love thats fades away from my soul.
I am angry cause i gave her everything.
I am numb cause i let all others sleep away to be with you.
My regret is should have let you marry your bottle.
After being intoxicated with it then marry your friend.
Cause i died in my heart to show you the true meaning of love.🌹πŸ”₯🌹πŸ”₯🌹πŸ”₯🌹πŸ”₯
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

I was sitting by the window.
Writing a letter to a stranger.
I'm not alone, so extravagant from now on!

You wrote me a couple of tender lines.
I was confused by inspiration.
And through the distance. Your syllable penetrated my soul.
Dissolving it through the mirror.

I am without a faithful friend like a needle without an eye.
Boredom just overpowered me.
Come back its sadder for me to live without you.
I miss you very much.

I miss your tender words and warm smile.
Your kind eyes and faithful support.
Strong hugs and emotional conversations.
It seems like a quite bit of time has passed without you.
Tired of counting the minutes spent separately.

It seems to me the universe has stopped the time.
I miss you.
With words it is almost impossible to describe the feelings that now overwhelm me.
Because without you there is only a part of my soul.
One half is not quite comfortable without the other.
Oscar stuta Dec 2020
😍😍

You know, i dreamed about you today.
Mainly sweetheart.
Your hands, hugging me tightly,
Almost to the point of pain.
As if you are afraid to let go even for a second.

Your fingers entwined with my hair.
Your kisses...
You kissed me with an unthinkable greed.
Almost with anger attitude.

It did not matter what was around the universe, cities or people..
If only i could be with you right now.
Just for a moment.
To hold you tight.
So you know I'm there for you.

So that you can feel me even at the distance of ten thousand kilometers away.
You know, i don't want to know anything about what's going to happen.
I don't want to lift the curtain and see the future.

I just want you to be happy today.
Here and right now.
I want and will fight to victory for your smallest happy smiles..
Eveif it is fleeting away.
Because nothing is more important to me right now.
So that you can reciprocate with your love.
Before the last drop of tears take it all away.
πŸ”₯πŸ”₯🌹🌹
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯

My love i couldn't sleep last night.
Tossing and turning as if i got a stomach bug.
Afraid to face the music solo.
I knew its over between us.

I am no longer bitter anymore.
Cause i knew what we had was real.
I took it for granted.
Now i am lost in melodious synchronisation.

If in some distant future we meet again in our new life.
I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent our life beneath the wings of love.
Learning from each other and growing in love.
You were my best love.
Cause it had awoken my soul and made me reach for more.

It planted the fire in our hearts and bought us peace.
That's what you have given me.
That is what i had hoped to give to you for eternity.
Hope its not to late to reminisce.
I love you and I'll be seeing you in my dreams in the distant future πŸ”₯πŸ”₯
Oscar stuta Apr 2020
Her orchid eyes are glowing.
In flaming shades of blue.
So ardent is their blazing.
No well-turned word or phrasing describes their smilling, knowing in any way that's true.

Her voice is honey.
Singing she calls me to her side.
The words like gentle thunder.
Will draw me, pull me under as I am running.
Bringing the tender things I hide underneath.

Her form is like a craving in perfect, Perfect stone.
I stroke it with all the wonder.
My peerless, lovely plunder.
I am reeling, Starving.
To rest with her alone.

Her love is like deep water.
That flows from wooded glade.
A stream that's wide and rushing.
A swirling, dancing,gushing.
I feel my cheeks grows hotter within the glad cascade.πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯
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