Her breath tranquilised my soul.
This glutton glass is filled.
Her smile is all over.
Half consumed by need.
Half filled with wine and love.
Blood rising to the lips.
Flooding my head with her thoughts.
She can never read.  . .
she is filled with love tears.

I think of the moments we gently stole.
From a curious eyes of crying soul.
Fiding the universe in our palms and we stare it unfold.
Driving the distance to escape our own.

Her thoughts and i,
Waiting for someone.
We stay awakened.
Hoping for something to numb the heart in sorrow.
Needed to tending.
With a pinch of divine and that platinum lining.

Seeing the empty seats in a car.
Is taken by her absence .
Her memories warm the gear shaft.
Without our fingers twined .
Is bare striped of our nakedness thoughts.

When rain comes to me.
It floods my inkheart.
For a drizzle noon.
It is parked within .
Behind a sheet of rain and ink pouring out.
Our tongues were mating.
Like lost out love puppies.
We could shed love tears. 🔥🌹🌹🌺

Mas

Locks are never made without matching keys?
Luckily for me you came.
You came in this world with a key that unlocks my heart.
You are the missing piece in the puzzle.
You are the master piece that unlocks the treasure.
Which is my only fragile hearts.🌺🌹🔥

💌

The world stopped for the both of us.
When you asked if i still loved you .
I dont know yet.
Was my final response.

Neither of us was speaking.
Silence echoed through the depths of our hearts.
As i wondered of me being selfish without a valid reason.
You thinking maybe the love i had for you is fleeing.

You crumbled on the thought of whispering those words.
So your tongue did the talking by responding "maybe ".
That moment you realised it was over.
Your inner indecisiveness made me give up on you.

I had to stay afloat.
On the clouds of ultimate solitude.
Free from emotional attachment.
It was hard to face the reality of being responsible for you.

It was as if i was forced to breathe through somebody's pair of lungs.
To scratch the loneliness.
Out of my head.
Made to look through someone else pair of eyes.
So that i can't taste the blissful love you offered to me.
🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

When I look in your eyes I see a love restrain.
I wrote a poem in my birth.
Another at my own burial.
If you wanna love me?
Honey don't refrain.

A melody of my confessions.
A drawing of my love To you.
A song for my charisma to your heart.
My own creation lived in your heart.

I see you with your platinum tears.
I gaze at your fragile hearts.
Never mind the pain we can still find the way.
Although memories live on.

I see you and I care for you.
I am a flower and you are the see.
Let me be with my memories.
Cause you will always be there keeping me awake.

I don't want to wake up one day and say.
I am in love with another woman.
All I want to do is hold you deep in my arms.
Cause you are the melody that I want to wake up next to.

☄☄

If my heart was a candle.
It could have melted long ago.
I will have died from tje agony that i face every day.

You felt like you deserved to prayed and lived on.
You will admire without sorrow in your heart.
You couldn't be satisfied with yourself by another.
You turned too cold for me.

Its seems like a painful silence without you.
Imagining seconds passing by separately within my thoughts.
Smiles couldn't win your heart.
Love couldn't change you.

At times i think of becoming an athlete
So that you can be my race and i can win you over.
Thought of becoming an musician so that the sweet melodies from my singing.
You are in my every thought.

How wonderful you are to be the one who beats outside my aorta.
I was wondering if i can sleep over your heart.
When you smiled in the middle of the kiss.
I knew you were after my heart.

I could love the distance between us.
You should take a step closer to my fragile life.
How can you still find me attractive even though i am not worthy of it?
I fell in love with your soul and mind.
Honey its times less.
It can't run out of time
😊😊😊😊🌹🌹

Where do this road takes me?
My hopes and my worries leads me to where?
Make me an appointment in the middle of the dawn.
My love why is this heart feeling lonely?

Why does everything seem so distant to you?
The blizzards of separation may never reach out to us.
I wanna go through life with you side by side.
So that two destinations live in one harmony.

My love i feel good with you nearby.
There is a wonderful sign on earth that said..
To meet your love in the middle of the dawn.
Make me an appointment somewhere in the middle of hope and in the middle of the dawn.

Love is a complex feeling.
Difficult to find.
But very easy to lose.
Love is not an external feeling.
It is a moment of happiness.
I want that feeling of happiness.
I want to breathe deeply, i want to dance with happiness.
I wanna feel like a small child to enjoy every moment.
Give me this feeling of happiness.
Because my heart chose you to care for it. 😊😊😊

Packed in vials sublime 
Untouched pure in time 
Their base Property lyrical,

Reactants , The Thoughts and Emotions, 
To balance the emotional equation,
Poetic are the words omniscient,

Combustible the thoughts, fragile the emotions ,
Cold storage processed, refilled 
Magnanimous, distilled 

take my outstretched hand,
when you feel so painfully uncertain
when you can't hold back your tears,
when you're screaming inside,
and gripped by your darkest fears.

when your spirit is weeping,
seems there's no comfort in sight,
energy depleted too weary to fight,
if you've depleted your blessings
and the box lays bare
and angels are no longer there.

If you feel you have no value,
to most you're just there
just a shadow of a person,
can't bring yourself to share,
no point in talking
just deeply,

to find a solitary place to hide,
shut out the noise block out the light,
lie anxiously in wait prepare for the flight
into the deep and endless night,
you don't have to go there alone.

i'll try not to falter or stumble
though unsteady shaky I may be,
we both may take a tumble
but we'll get back up you and me,
next time we'll be stronger, 
though bruised well.

should write 
About how I lied and got away with it, 
How you got caught with
Your hands tied and no one to blame. 
About how it was over before we waved the white
Flag, and I know what it means now
To hold onto a sinking ship.

I've never had anything to die for. 
I should speak about how I've never wanted
Something so much that I devastated it completely.
We loved in harsh conditions, under sun and darkness and
I don't know how to talk about how 
The love didn't save us. 
I don't write about letting go as much as I need about,

Holding on, and I want
That to change. 
I don't want to write hurt just to feel it. 
The next lyrics I scribble about you  will be
About me.

About how I held on and how I let go.
It won't be about your love, it will be about 
Mine. It won't stop me from hurting, but
It is how I make it out
Of my love alive.

what hurts because I think it will 
Stop me from hurting. If I put these words on 
A page then they will be easier to digest. 
Poetry isn't curative by creation, it is
Just confession. Still, these remedial
Lines are what I turn to when I am holding
Too much in my hands.

Right now, I feel 
Like I am overflowing onto the ground below me.
For the first time, 
I don't want to write about what hurts. I want
To keep it inside of me and let it burn me. I want
To carry it in my palms for as long as I can.
About how we've said goodbye so 
Many times that it turned into a threat, a weapon
We made with our tongues. 
🔥🌹🔥🌹🔥🌺📝🔏

We are in the end of the line.
Talking a while.
Dont let me go.
When you are the only one.

Baby i can be your only prize.
Even if a fall back.
You always believed i tried.
She keeps me from holding her hands.
You can light it up.
You could be a symphony, so that i can learn to play it.
You could be able to utter the words i love you.

Life its not like that.
Obstacles are everywhere.
She took my only heart i cant return it back.
I just lie always.

& with the moon’s bedazzled touch
A special magic is intricately spun

Captures soft pastels of pink, orange & blue
Or vivid hues of dramatic imagery
To bring to life the portrait presented to you

Wretchedly bleeds in coal-black bouts of despair
Spilling ink from the pit of their soul
Each heart wrenching limn is their sorrow stripped bare

Hotly simmers in desire-infused maroons
That swelter frenzied steam
Arousing incandescent passion-monsoons.

You see tears.
That i failed to cry.
You'd see the demons
That consumed my head.
I failed to free them.

Finally my heart will be revealed.
That still bleeds and bleeds.
You will see the face I've failed to show back then.
You will be able to read a book that you never wished to touch or read again.
Cause of all the failed promises .

I wished your heart were not made of stone.
So that my words couldn't hurt you.
Hoped you were cold as ice.
Then maybe i will not be this lonely.

But you are only flesh and bones.
My words have left you bleeding.
You heart has been reaped apart .
Its a wonder its still beating.
Of all the failed promises to fulfil.

I will fix the broken heart.
Some how glued back together.
What we shared is in the past.
Time to write a brand new chapter.

You made up your mind.
Give me your final answer.
It may never feel the same.
It'll bare this scar forever.
You have failed in your vain promises.

But i am not angry or bitter.
I'll be strong ,I'll be alright.
Pity i cant turn back the clock.
Though i am not hard as a steel.
In time my heart will find peace  . .  And heal in time.

Rainbow 😍😍😍😍

I want to sink in your gentle hands.
In your hot kisses.
I want to feel your sweet smell.
I want to look deep in your eyes.

I wanna feel you are really my woman.
I would want to feel your hot passion and love.

I am a sweetheart.
If you get a taste.
You will not forget the taste ever.
I am shy and inexperienced.
I want to get lost in your arms.
I want to kiss your lips and be mesmerized by them..
I wish we could unite and stop chasing a rainbow.
So that we can finally say to each other "my love".

To know me is to love me.
To love me is to know me.
To love me and to love my pets.
I need you to complement me.
Support me.
Understand me.
To make life and love so much better and easier.

🔥🔥🔥

I recognized your touch from a thousand years ago.
I have recognized you among the world.
When your soul came to me late at night in a dream.
Gently with a special thrill kissed my lips.
Leaving a pleasant feeling inside after waking up.

I did it by gazing deep into those brown eyes full of tenderness and love.
It's magical.
It's incredible.
It's mesmerizing and for a moment I forgot how to breathe.
When my foggy mind after your sweet kisses illuminates the realization that is you.

The one amd only one my special and most beloved person I've been waiting for so long.
Touch, kisses and caress.
Be gentle and also passionate.
Inhale my smell desire and become over yourself not overbearing.

How nice is to fall asleep on the chest of a beloved person.
Do you miss this feeling?
Do you lack kisses?
You are alone and lack tender kisses and tender hugs.
I looked for you and find you lying in my bed.
You were never lost you just became isolated without my passionate love for you.

Unimaginable love.
A love that sheds joyous tears.
Look me in the eyes tell me what you see.
A perfect paradise or a torn in between.

You keep and hallow me.
When i take a gun and it turned into a flaw diamond.
Its better than an angel with a rotten heart.
Cause the love will be extinct.
In the process i will be a bad lie that got trapped.

It heals without scars.
Heaven became a bliss for not erased memories.
Now i am a scared to see what lies beyond the door.
Scared of letting go my teenage immaturity.
I cant be what you need me to be.

I am afraid for who will stay and go.
I'm a lamb that has been roasted for a feast.
When reality come banging on the door.
Will the devil answer.
Or can my emotions return to me once more.
Can i be redeemed from my hopelessness of loving.
🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

🔥🌹

Saying love is difficult.
Saying sorry is even harder.
Saying goodbye is always possible.
Say leave at least every day.
Say come back not everyone can do that.
You can say love but is difficult to prove.

I love you with all my heart, body and mind.
My skin aches for your touch.
My mind needs your thoughts.
My ears can't live a day without the sound of your voice.
I shiver every time you let go of my hand.

My heart beats like crazy whenever i lay my eyes on you.
I assure you that this will never change.
Every little inch of my body is in love with you.
With everything that you are.
I am mesmerized by your laughter.
Your kind smile.
The way you gaze at me when you utter the words i love you.

Know that you are in my heart.
Distance is never barrier.
Whenever you tell me 'i love you' darling.
My heart starts beating faster.
Your love is like a melody for my heart.
As long as i breath i will never stop listening to it.
My heart beat if you knew how many times you come to my mind .
When i am in my dreams.
You're part of everything i do and think about.
I want you to know this will never change.
You send my burning love to heaven when you are around.
🔥🌹🔥🌹🔥🌹

'Skeletons in my closet '

We don't decide who makes our heart race.
The corners of your lips just upturn so suddenly.
Until the love fades away.
You start weeping.

You start causing your own doomsday.
With war and rampage.
Brings forth depression and tears.
You resent that you once loved and cared so much.
Then you finally melt into an illness.
Dripping into one after another.
Until you are unrecognizable.

The day i fall in love with you again.
It's the day you know you will live for ever.
Not in this life but in the love that I could not seem to grant myself it.
Which I can give you all of it.

I will make you cry and happy the same time.
You will cry tears of happiness.
Your happiness will glow in the sky cause my heart chosed you.

Honey bee you lied when you said you loved me😊

I had no course to doubt you about the rumours,
I rather continue hearing and bearing your lies.
Then to go on living without your love and you. 🌹

Another event is deserted and I am covered all over with emptiness all around me.

If you will not come back to me, they can bring the white linens down.
Close the coffin with a nail and use the soil to cover me with it. 😊

Why have i been your favourite all along?

Because with you i cannot seem to add or utter words.....

Wow really?? 🌹

Yes cause the way you show that you love me, that you care for me. You can't live without me is absolutely amazing 🌹😊😍
It melted my heart away each time i can a glimpse of you.
Your like a morning star shinning my day.
My moon that becomes gloomy at night.
You love is like the entire galaxy star 🔥

I dedicate this letter to my future beloved. 😊
At this stage of my life.
I can't even imagine where you walk.
Where you live in this galaxy.
But i know for sure that you are in this world.

My beloved best friend i am looking forward to you and you know about it.
Because you are also searching for me.
Our roads so far are abound to cross.
This will happen when we completely despair and stop looking for each other.

We will meet at the crossroads of fate.
Our hearts will tell us that this is the real last love. We will meet and never part with you.
No matter what happens in life.
Your tender and romantic lover 😍

Sorry if I am distracting you.
But I need your attention like air.. What for?
Because i want to know which woman is hidden inside this profile pic.
I wanna know you better.
To meet, hug and kiss your sweet dripping lips.
What will happen next will both decide on it.

What do you think about it?
Will you give me your attention or your are too busy for me?
But i will probably understand you.
Although I will still think about it often and a lot 😊😍🔥🌹💋

😍😍

Where are you?
Where are you?
How can i find you in the hundreds worlds between which you wander.
Casting these unbearable glances at me?
How can i not confuse you with your reflection in a hundred mirrors.
In a thousand sharp fragments of mirrors?

You're almost gone.
I won't find you.
No matter how much i reach for you.
No matter how much I search for you.
Tell me where are you?
You can hear me and even want to answer.

But you don't know where you're.
So don't utter anything.
Come, lets keep quiet and look at each other.
It does not matter where you are, where I am, where we both are..

I believe that in this case the prospect of meeting you is a sufficient excuse.
As you ponder these words.
How surprised would you be to find out that you are looking forward to spending some time with me.
How you just start to get a deep pleasure from it.
Now that i have finally found where you are.

You're a huge distraction.
I've not gotten anything done.
I've been thinking of you so much.

Let us sin with you and run away in a dream.
To a planet of intimate pleasures.
So that this sin can be sophisticated!!

Love me passionately and dearly.
You can also carelessly.
I fly away with dreams into the clouds.

You are my sweet dream in the night.
I give you the keys from my heart.
My name is written in your heart.
Thats a sign for you to follow.

Talk to me like a child.
I can cry so much when a see a street kitten.
You have magical hands.
That works miracles.

Inspiring peace.
I am stuck in a a cloud of feelings and i can't get them out there.
I am afraid of dependency of love 🌹🌹

💐💐💐

Troubles occurs easy when i am with you.
There's danger in your smiles.
There's pleasure right now.
How do you make this beautiful.
Don't wanna leave you never.
I need you here while its still day light.
Can't you see that in my eyes?

I didn't want to go to you.
I didn't want to go at all.
I just got out of the December days.
I did not expect you in my  one sided fate.
I barely know you, so why did we get all of December?

You don't call at all.
So why would i look for you?
Neither the wax in blue water.
Not the rain outside the window.
Nor the steel in the surface ofbthe sea do not predict you to me.
Even waiting for you is difficult.

In the silence in the endless fog.
In the tiresome passage.
I'm running away from you.
I like you, but i don't......

I wanna hold your hand in public places.
I wanna laugh at your silly jokes.
I wanna snuggle on the couch with you everyday.
I wanna gaze into your eyes and look deep within.
I wanna lay in your chest and vent my soul out.
Lastly i wanna kiss your lips until they become sore.
One thing i know i cannot control the time we have with each other.
But the love i have for you will be separated by the grave.
While i am with you these words you have to hear them when you sleep and wake up.
Because you are part of my heart.

I will build my life upon your love.
It is a firm foundation i am looking forward to it.
I will put my trust in you alone.
I will not be shaken by my insecurities and doubts about us.

😊😊

I wrote this letter in an amazing mood with honest desire to become your man in reality.
I love to write and act.
Not to just dream about something.
I like to feel everything on reality.
I like to touch my dream in reality and you happen to be my dream.
Are you prepared for such a bold confession from me?

How many sweet minutes did you give me in my dreams.
But you pay so little attention to me here.
I dream of spending my time with you.

I do not know anything about you.
Noe i am happy having invented your tender attitude towards me.
Your sympathy.
Your love.
I don't want to destroy this imaginary world with reality.

Just think, i am not only still capable of love.
It turns out that I can be jealous.
For the first time in my life I'm jealous.
Because it seems to me many that a lot of guys are writing to you.

I want to be the only one.
Thats writes and sing for your heart.
How many chances are there to get to know each other.
How many turns in life a dream gives.
If after the next turn there is a cliff.
Then there is always an opportunity to go the other way in the next dream.

Any free minutes?
These are thoughts about our meeting.
I need you like the plants need the rain.
Dreaming about you makes life easier.
Dreams give peace and drives away fear, delight and grieve.
Bring a smile and better tears.

🔥🌹🤗

Highlight the lines that makes you feel something,
Get me a book as a gift,
Your favourite book.
Make a note on the passage that make you laugh.

Mark down the things that make you cry.
I wanna see exactly what kind of a person you are.
Let  me read what makes you special and unique.

There is an art in your heart.
Painting pictures when I lat down.
Singing lullabies,
There is a poem I  your tongue.
It taste like honey when I kiss you.

You are my jaded eye.
My tortured steroids ,
I hear whispers when you dont talk to me.
They can only be one for my heart.

I chose you above the running train.
You make me blush in my dreams.
You take away my sorrow and sadness.
With the tip of you smiles I see heavens. 🔥🌹🔥🌹🔥🌹

I don't know what happened that made me think this way.
But there's no excuse now.
Let me come out and say whats in my heart.
I love you with all my body and mind.
My skin aches for your touch.
My mind needs your thoughts.

My ears can't live a day without the sound of your voice.
I shiver every time you let go of my hand.
My heart beats like crazy.
Whenever i lay my eyes on you.
I assure you that this will never change.

Every little inch of my body is in love with you.
With everything that you are.
I love your laughter.
Your kind smile and the way you look at me.
When you whisper i love you.

🔥🤗😻
Look i am not gonna bend the entire world.
As long my lady remembers me fondly thats all i need.
Because one day she going to be my legacy.
She got to be special though.

I need someone that's going to hold my hand and never let it go.
Someone that always going to love me.
No Matter what obstacles going to face.

I want her to love me so deeply that i am not afraid to show her how ugly i can be.
I want a woman to show myself to her.
I want her to show me scars i never knew i had.
I dont want her to make them go away.

I want her to hold my hand while i nurse them myself.
I need her to cherish the bruises they leave behind.
Someone thats not afraid to take a leap of faith with me.

Thats special someone who willing to defend me while i am not around.
Someone thats calls me and Angel send from above.
Because my love for her can never be treaded for a merely seconds temptation.
That her love is rooted deep inside my bones.
Her name can be calved inside my breath  
🤗🔥🤗🔥

I felt affection for you.
I adore your beauty daily.
I worshipped you day and night.
I cared for you on your weak moments.

I was partial for you only.
I was keen to give you more chances.
I was fond of your behavior.
I was evolved with because of your charms.

I fancied you the minute you walked inside the room.
I was attracted to you by the way you spoken.

I was devoted to the way you handle yourself.
When I was near you the passion got awaken.
You were so dearest to me.
Your lips tasted like honey comp.
Your fondness destabilized me completely.
You sweet words gave me into you for good. 📝💌🔏

We felt in love when we we're kids.
Our bond was unbreakable.
The feelings we had was out if these world.
But strangely we grew up apart.

The love kept growing stronger.
The bliss kept blossoming.
The fire made the passion to keep burning.
I could believe you waited for me.

Your mother request ed too much bridal price.
She had a stronger influence on you.
She whispered lies in your ears.
You were torn between me and her.
Eventually you choose her over me.

Now that you are getting married.
To the person you have zero love for him.
I lead you to your alter holding your hands.
Love will make you do strange things.
The love i had for you wanted to celebrate with you.
Although I died inside while I lead you to your groom.

I could just let you go.
Cause my feelings for you never perished.
The keep burning even now.
I wish I had a knife that can switch off what I feel for you.

I am stuck to move on and start a new life as well.
It's you that I only see.
I need your love to move on.
They say time is a healer of pain but it could not bring you back.
The fastest way to **** a person other than a bullet is to fall in love.
And have the one you put your hope, feelings and dreams to piece it and distribute to the entire world.

I love you and I gave you away to your new husband.
I was honoring your wishes.
The uniqueness of love us that the is no escaping it.
The only way is to go the dam and drown there by myself.
You left my heart bleeding on the ground.

Running after memories.

What is so special about this?
I mean writing poetry?
Every day sending it to different strangers.
All over the globe and to unknown readers.

The truth is that I met someone on that day.
That is why I write every day of my life.
To seek refuge and grace at the same.
Pardon for every day mistakes.

To ask for forgiveness.
When I chose my career over our relationship.
Apologies for each daily mistakes that could be taken back.
To say sorry when I hurt her and did have the guts to own up to the problem.
Most of all to ask forgiveness when I brought woman to her house for my own entertainment.

To beg mercy when she was praying for my protection and safety in was busy lying with another woman.
To plead for a second chance for my in maturity.
I want to say sorry when I forgot to tell her how much I loved her....
Assuming me that she will remain with me for eternity.
But I was totally wrong.
When she passed away in lost all that time.

That why wise people usually say the time is now!
I'f you want to love do it now!
If you want forgiveness ask it now!
If you want a relationship go for it now!
Or else you will sing "in my time" and find your self regretting you missed chances.
To all you people out there in a relationship, call or send a message to your partner tell her how much you love them.
To all of you wanting to have someone in your love pray about it and have patience about it.
You don't want to rush into something  after getting married.
Then true love knocks at your door.

Cause there is no love that begins after marriage.
Love starts right now and it never ends.
When last did you utter the words 'I love you'
Cause all I have now is memories.
Running after them like an antlete.

😍😍😍

Why did the blonde die in a helicopter crash?
She got cold and turned off the fan.
What do you call a blonde with half a brain?.
Gifted 😍😍

Dear my future bride.
I dream of the day when you and I will be alone together.
Imagine in the evenings alone together.
How i will take you a beautiful place where everything exists just for the two of us.

Those hours will be the happiest and most beautiful moment for us.
I want to plunge into your arms.
Forget all the world noise and enjoy your presence moments.
Do you think you could hold on and not kiss my lips?.

Don't you want to hold me in your bosoms?
If ever this happens.
It will be the happiest day of my life.
I will listen to your needs.
I will help to sooth your feelings after a long hard day..
I am ready to prove my worth to you.

you have moments, where you can’t imagine a future?
you’re lying there, staring at the
same walls,
same ceilings,
same words,

Same life passing by.
with nothing but the same old feelings-of
empty and pale,
like there’s no reason to love and be loved.
when you can’t even do enough to fail.
the future is bright as advertised, but i don’t want to be in it,

can’t imagine myself in it.
where you just want to stop and vanish.
everything.
and just sit there for a while.

maybe not love, as that’s too permanent,
but something close to it.
when you can feel the rope around your neck,
the razor on your wrist,
the way the pills taste.

you can imagine it, and you aren’t sure if it’s what you want,
or just the feelings you imagine it will give you,

I know you said to move on.
I tried to be fine with wading this weather,
But the love in my heart still tells me it's wrong.

Now, I'm not saying I'm resentful,
But you did treat me like I was special.
Lately has been so uneventful.
And I'm starting to think this isn't a game...

I get a little jealous when you look at other girls.
I know we're not together, but... You are my whole world.

I get a little jealous when you talk about them too.
It's because we're not together, but...
You told me that you liked me... You told me that you do.
That i was your moon at night.
I was a sunshine that could not fade away.

Now, I'm not trying to be weird, but call me, I'd give you my time.
Actually, I will give you everything,
Because I just want you to be mine and mine alone.
You are not a trophy or prize to be won.

When I got too lonely, I'd just stare at your photos,
Soundless replacements for you, who knows?

I let different girl's touch me.
Because I wanted to know and feel.
Even for a second
What it felt like to be loved.
Even if that love was cheap.
And it tasted like ***
Like the punchline to a joke.
I never got it because it was me facing the mirror.

I let different girls have different parts of me.
Parts that they didn't deserve.
But I offered up willingly, because I couldn't give anything else,

Because you broke me,
And I was looking for different fingers
To place different pieces and hoping.
That the outcome would be a masterpiece.
That maybe one of them would find a way.
To cover up the handprints you left all over me.

I let different girls touch me because I had to prove to myself.
that you wouldn't be the only one.
That the scars that mark my body wouldn't define my worth to be loved.
I am still not entirely sure that you aren't the only one.
Who could ever touch me.

I let different girls touch me because that is all I have been taught.
To be a joke,
To be silent,
To be ready to give until you have nothing left.
- I am hoping one of them will show me.
But they keep leaving me. and I am to scared to offer up anything more. than my body to get them to stay and feel the vibes that made my spinal cord move.

That made me overcome winter and loneliness.
Showed me that waking up next to you was the only glow one should have.
I loved more than you,
Sadly i got broken like a piece of bread.
I have turned into a shadow of a man waking to his grave.
Self love has disappeared from inch of my soul. 🌺🔥🌺🔥🌺🔥🌹🔥🌹

Why am I so quiet?
There is a storm brewing in my heart.
When I spoke you interrupted me.
My voice is soft and supple.

Your interruption are so predictable i've stopped trying.
I am worried what you may think of me.
Anxiety makes my mind blank.
My tongue numb.
Sometimes I want someone who will listen. (Really).

I don't want to be noticed.
I just want to be appreciated.
What if I had fallen on my knees.
On a cold iced water and I could not breathe.
Screaming on a top of a mountain.
Asking for a chance to move on.💌🔥💌🔥

heart of mind once 
I'm slowing down now 
Gone and got myself married.
This so wonderfully.
would be drowning, my head under completely
and my oxygen quickly depleting. 

If confusion was cold, 
My fingers would be numb and I wouldn't even
have a coat to ward off the freezing. 

If youth was you,
It would be slipping away by the second,
And I can't get a hold to stop it. 
I'm shivering to the bone, 
and can't keep a hold on.
But, this is only a poem

late at night, i lie awake
thinking of things i should have said
all the mistakes i've made
and signs i should've read

then think about what i can't live without
you, front and center in my mind
sometimes it feels like halfway love
almost, but not quite

still, parts of you make me whole.
i think of love letters that weren't torn up
feelings of blue and green

when i'm without you
blank page, artless innocence
i realize how dependent i've grown to you
and feel the need to create a distance. 

but still couldnt forget you,
number five

Me who loved everyone of you 
but you left me wanting more,
was being loved.
but not anymore.

Show me you are different.
Show me you will not leave bruises on my throat from holding me close to you too tightly.
But show me you want me.

tell me, not my inner thighs.
Because I want to show you I want this.
I want to be there when you look at the sunset and realize it is the most beautiful thing on this earth.

I want to be there when it is hard to breathe because sometimes this world only does bad.
Show me you want this too.🌹🔥🌹🔥🌹📝

I miss your eyes
Which look at me with tenderness.
I miss your hands.
Which make me feel protected.
I Miss your kiss.
Which kiss so sweet and gently.
I Miss your laughter.
When you do your face glow with beauty and gentleness.
I miss your hugs.
When embraced in them I feel warmth and love.🔥🔥🔥🌹🌹🌹