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Nov 2017 · 257
Pain
Alexander T Nov 2017
I have rain in my mind
And clouds in my heart

Pain all over,
But this mask makes it hard to see

I don't tell it to anyone
Because I am afraid of their judgement
And of hurting them

Pain that I can only feel on the inside
Pain that is only there for me to feel

I ask others to tell me their pains because they shouldn't feel this
They should feel happy
Even if the world is cruel
No one deserves this pain...
BUT ME!

I would rather take away all pain and just hold it to myself
At least then others wouldn't be suffering
There are things in life that are impossible to do, but helping others isn't impossible. Do your best to help people. Listen to them, and do not judge. And if someone doesn't want to talk, it may not be because they don't want to say it, it may be because they think you wont listen and you will judge them or they think they will hurt you. Let them know you will listen and not judge, that you truly care. Don't let cruelty and judgement be the end of us. End The Silence!
Nov 2017 · 555
Cutting
Alexander T Nov 2017
cutting
you find relief in it
but when cutting
no one understands

you can talk to any "normal" person out there
but only another cutter will know whats really going on
you have tried everything else
but everything else has failed you

even though you fail all the time
you can't fail at this
and you also don't see that there is someone out there
willing to help you

you may not know that person is even real
in fact
you know he isn't real
but I am right here

let me help you
let yourself step out
let yourself be healed
I know your pain

I know it feels like your only relief
but trust me
it is not the only thing
talking to someone who truly understands is a life saver

LET YOURSELF BE SAVED
Remember that there is always something else out there. I am here. Ask me and any other saved cutter. I don't say recovered cutter, because there is no way to truly get rid of it, and honestly, I don't want to forget, it is a part of me now. I know it *****, but trust me, it will get better.
Nov 2017 · 502
Your Love Poem
Alexander T Nov 2017
Hey, I just wanted to say how much I love you
I can’t say it enough
But it is more than I have ever loved anyone else
Including my life

I want to make you feel better
I am willing to do whatever it takes
You are my life
And without you, there is nothing

I don’t know how to say it in real life
And I'm not sure if you will ever see this
But I love you
And there is no one else who I could ever feel this toward

I want to make you feel this love
Feel that you are worth it
And feel like life is worth it
Even if life *****.

Without you, I'm nothing. With you, I'm something. Together, we’re everything.
This statement is true to me
Is it true to you?

I love you
And there is nothing more honest than that
I don’t want to live without you
And I believe that I could help you
This is for anyone who feels like no one loves you, I do. Please save others and share this with anyone who may be struggling.
Nov 2017 · 499
You Are All My Life
Alexander T Nov 2017
I spend everyday
Thinking about when

When will this pain end
When will it end for us
When will you see
That you are all I need
All I need to stay

Your beautiful skin
The warmth that I just cant seem to grasp

You can't see
That you are just so **** beautiful
All of the world can't compare

Darling, I love you
And you are now all I have that makes me stay

Every breath that you take
Is another I am willing to breath
Thanks for letting me live
I wrote this as my first poem. Sadly, the girl I wrote this for might never understand this. I will be fine though as long as she is happy.

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