I'm in a trance..

My knees are shaking
My throat choking on words
My face beaded with sweat
My mind in a chaotic state

Here I am..

Wearing this heart of mine
On a sleeve of uncertainty
The words trying to come out
From this stomach filled with butterflies

How do I say this?

Ever since that day we met
You already caught my attention
My eyes we're looking towards you
With every little thing you do

Everyday you sparkled..

Like stars in a dark night sky
Every little thing about you
Set sparks in my ******, depressing life
Little cinders slowly burning my anxieties away

Until I was set ablaze..

Consuming every bit of me
Occupying my every thought
And before I was aware of it
You pulled my heart towards you

It consumes me..

This insanity I call ''you''
It makes me writhe in pain
But also eases my sorrows
Burning me to my core

I'm going crazy..

I never even planned this
To fall in love with my best friend
But the more time we spent together
Made me realize that I always wanted you

It's not an easy thing..

To tell you that you consume me
And that I want you to be mine
And I, to be yours only
To be more than what we have now

I want to take you..

And lead you towards an uncertainty
That may completely destroy what this is
But the only thing I know for certain is
That these feelings are real and overflowing

So..

Here I am terrified
Giving my heart to you
Whether you break it or throw it away
Know that from this day on
I declare to the world
That I want to us to be more
Than what we are now
And that this heart that I give
Will always belong to you

Writing this piece not with my mind but my heart,
Not with my thoughts, but with my feelings
It's not easy to say
but I wanna say it anyway

I love you.

Control that which your powers allow
Let everything else go
The craft is only perfected
By the ability to let energy flow

Take a deep breath until
You can't hold it any longer
And as you finally release it
You’ll be gasping ever stronger

Trees fall, some burn
Some are diseased or infested with worms
Yet you are a tree rooted in your own beliefs
Never letting go of a single leaf

Concentrate on who you are
But meditate on who you desire to become
Knowing the power of reality
And the power of creation are one

I'll be there in the morning when the sun rises
I'll be there throughtout lifes little surprises
I'll be there in your darkest of hours
I'll be there at times when life turns sour
I'll be there as our children grow
I'll be there to reap the love from the seeds we have sown
I'll be there as we grow older together
I'll be there by your side, my love, forever and ever

These little Gifts i gift to you

A warm loving smile
A soft handhold
A light touch upon your chest
A few loving words, letting you know your the best.

These little Gifts i gift to you
To hold and cherish within your heart
To keep with you, to call upon if ever we are apart

Recall these little Gifts
If ever you are enveloped in a red mist
Recall these little Gifts and i will come to you, bring you calm
These little Gifts are given to bring you peace not harm

If ever you are lonely or feeling down
Remember these little Gifts, can save you and change a smile from a frown

These little Gifts i gift to you
To hold and cherish within your heart
To keep with you, to call upon if ever we are apart

These little Gifts are priceless and in constant supply
You have no need to order them, to purchase or buy
They are yours to bring to mind freely, just relax and close your eyes.

These little Gifts i gift to you
To hold and cherish within your heart
To keep with you, to call upon if ever we are apart

Remember me as your strength, your guide, your light
Remember me as your weakness too
Remember me in all the things that you do

These little Gifts i gift to you
To hold and cherish within your heart
To keep with you, to call upon if ever we are apart