I drink till I puke
Smoke until my lungs are black
I **** till I hate

Alcohol, marijuana, and opiates just weren't enough,
I had to breathe deeply and slowly and snort some white dust.
Boy, that did it; rubbed clean my brain, got rid of that rust.
Cause it's get high or bust
and alcohol, marijuana, and opiates just weren't enough.

Now I'm wondering what's left;
a broken promise or three,
I'm sorry I didn't mean it,
but I meant it at the time.
I'm trying my best but I really need some rest.

Busted head , and ****** nose
Covered in dirt from my head to my toes
There's nothing wrong with living like this
All my clothes smell like ****
But I'm ****** up today and nothing's wrong

Can I hug you? There, I
may touch your neck
with my lips. So
gently you may not
even realize what I'm
doing to you. And I'll
trace your line to your
mouth

I cant help but wonder
Whether your desires for me
Are plainly ******
Or something more

Because I know this is meant to be strictly *******
But oh baby I cant stop the fluttering of my heart
Every second our eyes meet every time our arms brush
My breath catches in the seconds our lips hover together

I know this is gonna hurt
Please prove me wrong.

You've lips like cough syrup.  
Hands like morphine.
Breath like smoke in my lungs.
Body like ******.
Eyes like acid.
Scent like *******.
Voice like *****.
Touch like ecstasy.

Darling I'm addicted.
You could my new bad habit.

hand on the steering wheel
other on my thigh
my head on your shoulder
i promised myself i wouldn’t get too attached
**** was i wrong