I look into the dark abyss of thoughts
Questions
They multiply in this endless abyss
The end is near
I want it
At the same time I am trembling with fear
I rub my eyes to look clearly
But I do not understand anything
A black, boundless abyss
Getting closer to me
It deepens
It devours me
It penetrates through me
I open my mouth to shout
But I spit out the darkness out of my mouth
Pain mixed with despair
Tears mixed with blood
Nothing stops
And suddenly
Black is pouring out of my eyes
So deep
So beautiful
So calm
I do not understand it
I am still waiting for this end
But this abyss gives me a chance
A chance to escape
So what should I do?

I'm sorry, I'm not perfect
Don't you see that?
Are you that blind?
Why do you expect me to be perfect?
Since you are not perfect also
Forgive me that I'm can not do it
I hope I'll be perfect
For you
I promise
I'll be
But…
I need time
A lot of time
It's not that simple
Have you tried?
I don't think so
I'm sorry I'm not perfect
I'm sorry