Every time I sleep I dream...NO...
Every time I sleep I have a nightmare...
I thought they were gone but I guess I should have known...
Nightmares don't ever leave

My brothers pushed me down  the stairs, breaking my nose
And for some reason that triggered them...
Probably because when I saw the blood and finally felt the pain
I remembered the days of being 4 and bleeding from my step dad.

I can't help it that now these pain killers MAKE me sleep,
But if I can't wake up until after the nightmare is over...
I would rather NEVER wake up again.

The pain killers are suppose to help with pain right?
If so why are they causing me pain instead of soothing it?

I guess it's hello darkness my old friend, I'm coming to you again...
Just maybe This time he will keep me in the darkness and I won't mind.

I'm tired of the nightmares...I thought they stopped but then again
Nightmares NEVER go away.