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TheManInBlack Jun 2021
Lately I’ve been pushing away
Leaving you for what seems too far away
I want you so bad I want you to stay
The clouds are a dark gray
But I don’t know how so it brings me pain
Knowing you’re not okay and I can’t help you drives me insane
I don’t know what type of love is that I feel
But the only thing I know is it’s real
Or so I think
As I ponder this late night not being able to catch a wink
I certainly love you, is it platonic or not?

Sometimes I question it,

But one things for certain…

I miss you.
TheManInBlack Aug 2020
Sometimes
Sometimes my mind is just crowded
All these pessimistic thoughts, I’m enshrouded
Bounded by these thoughts, as they shouted
In the end all I am is wounded.
Sometimes my heart is just vacant
It all just seems so blatant
I am the type who is very inpatient
Because it feels like I will not make it
Sometimes
It really feels like that
Sometimes
It’s all that I feel
But I have to look at the other times, and keep sprinting till that wound finally heals
TheManInBlack Sep 2020
Why do we love?
Why do we lie?
Why do I feel this emptiness inside?
I wish I could just tell you the truth, but I’m filled with lies
I love you? Or is that just a lie
Saying I love you too much just feels like a lie
But why?

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