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Steven Forrester May 2016
When things are stacking up
My mind is packing up
And I've had enough
Of a world that seems to hate me
Of a world where theres no one left to save me
The new one
The lost one
The young one
All of them in my head
I wish I were dead
For causing this turmoil
Which I dread
Bury me in the soil
Before my anger is fed
By a lost tease
A new crush
And a young love
Who knows where it'll lead
Now hush
And fly away my dove
It bulds up to pull me down
Until I'm underground
Until I cant hear the sound
Of three sweet voices in which I've drowned
In love with the lost
Lost with the young
And a young friendship with the new
A voice of reason is trapped behind a door
Because where you have one voice
I have six more
Reason
Is not what they speak
Treason
Is all that they reap
I've come to a new assumption
Drowning in an emotional eruption
(c) Steven Forrester- From Diary of an Ominous Mind
Steven Forrester May 2016
I'm a writer
Inside and out
I'm a liar
Is what you all shout
When my heart breaks
It blasts open the gates
Of the darkness within
I know I'm guilty as sin
My mind falters and surrenders
And now i can't remember
What they do
When they have control
They hurt who
I love and wish to hold
I thought they were gone
I thought i didn't have to run
Anymore
I'm so sore
Inside my frontal lobe
My spirit travels across the globe
As i'm expelled from my body
And I'm locked out
And i hurt everybody
And gut them like they were trout
Caught on a hook
Of mind totally shook
An empty shell
Confined to hell
As i wonder an look around
With my face to the ground
I erupt into a shout
Due to another blackout
(c) Steven Forrester- From Diary of an Ominous Mind
Steven Forrester May 2016
In a world of pesimism

I am the messenger of optimism

I'll break his clouded vision

This is my only mission

To show him that there still is good in existence

I'll fight his in-mind resistance

I must bring love back to his heart

Before his subconcious falls completely apart

There once was only one

To see that this mission is done

Now I am added to this mix

Of voices, actions, and tricks

To help part six with his goal

To see that Steven doesn't turn cold

I leave you all with this solemn promise

I will pick up the peices, my name is Thomas
(c) Steven Forrester- From Diary of an Ominous Mind
Steven Forrester Jan 2011
From the past I am revealed

A lonely mind to which I appeal

To rescue him

From his dark past

Although my chances are slim

We make progress fast

I am his past-life manifestation

I must stop his dark delegation

With the only tools I know how

To make these in-mind dark creatures bow

I may not be able to save him

But **** it, I'll try,

I am Steven's rescuer, Daemon
(c) Steven Forrester- From Diary of an Ominous Mind
Steven Forrester May 2016
I feel my anger rising

Though all my deep despising

I feel my fury soar

Surrounded by things i abhor

You let me slip through your fingers

Vengence replaces a love that lingers

Tip toe tip toe past my mind

All these answers I must find

I'm not who I once was

They know not what this pain does

I am a messenger of revenge

The courrier of hatred sends

We break through his mental dam

I am the sabatoeur of stevens mind, Sam
(c) Steven Forrester- From Diary of an Ominous Mind
Steven Forrester May 2016
I sit back

And relax

Through all that i lack

I take my fury to the max

As the numbness spreads farther

My eyes get darker

With every breath

I wish for death

In a world that keeps getting harder

I'll be the next martyr

As I say the end is nigh

I am the lonley ones thought, Sly
(c) Steven Forrester- From Diary of an Ominous Mind
Steven Forrester May 2016
A shroud of violence

A cloud of pestilence

inside a darkness flows

its something everyone knows

inside this darkness grows

from my head down to my toes

i feel nothing in my heart

as if stabbed by a dart

you try to eliminate this harshness

but all thats left is darkness
(c) Steven Forrester- From Diary of an Ominous Mind
Steven Forrester May 2016
As you feel the cold air touch your face

you do not know i follow at a rapid pace

you notice me out of the corner of your eye

now is the time that you die

i will drain you of your life force

this is my only course

you think you know me but im a stranger

your not aware that your in danger

in my eyes there is a fire

so look at me and the flames get higher

my life will end upon the stake

people know me as the vampire, Drake
(c) Steven Forrester- From Diary of an Ominous Mind
Steven Forrester May 2016
I want to burn the world

see my plan unfurled

watch the masses on fire

their screams make the flames rise higher

i want to burn

i hate to learn

new things in this world that keeps turning

**** with me, and you'll be burning

I am the first, so with fire i start

i am a monster, known as mark
(c) Steven Forrester- From Diary of an Ominous Mind
ForeverNo-One May 2016
My mind is a mess
My thoughts are all jumbled
My eyes are seeing things
That aren't really there

My behavior is changing
My sleeping is changing
My life is changing
For the worst

I have schizophrenia
I am not schizophrenic, or depressed, just so you know!
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