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Heavy Hearted Aug 2019
I've been blessed to know a few
who understand my pain and triumph too
N we'll know each other all our lives
as I'm all finished alone looking for knives.

Distance we make into a friend as still days alone I’ll dwell
Yet keep always the hope that their
future’s brightness is to sell.

While mine I auction off with ease-
Doomed;
addictions appetite is never pleased.

So quite different I am from both of them, as our unlikely trios formed
by want and need and struggle too while beauty and youth is mourned



A blessing for us to know this type, of friendship near or far

to know alone is not alone no matter where we are.

Kimia and Sammy, it's your two thoughts that I keep close

As the future that I contrived grows impatiently morose
For kimia and sammy- who have always silently made a stand with and for me. We're such different types of people yet I know we're connected for life. We're all pretty much on the same street, as we have been,  from childhood till now. This is the last month before you both move away for grad school, but I'll be here. I am so proud to watch you both go. Thank you for being yourselves.
Magdalena Keefe Sep 2016
What should I call him,
Other than boyfriend,
What name should I give him,
Sweetheart,
Goody Two Shoes,
Sammy-kun?
I don't think so.
I need something specific to him,
Something that screams HIM!
But what can I call him that won't **** me inside if we decided to break up,
I dont want one word to break me,
One thing to set me off,
One gesture to remember.
The pain is always remembered.
So what can I call him as if not to be attached but at the same time attached at the hip.
Its so unreal,
Having another person that feels like your other half,
And when your missing them you feel dull inside,
You feel as if the world split apart and swallowed you whole.
So what name should I describe him as.
Someone who knows everything to say,
Who knows how to push all my buttons,
Who understands my whole being without knowing me for a long time.
What should I call someone who doesn't love me fully,
But will give me the whole world in exchange.
Why does my heart ache for him so?
Why can I tell him something that is so insignificant in person, then ask him something important over the phone?
Why am I so PATHETIC?
Getting upset over not finding a pet name.
Goody Two Shoes has stuck so until i find something else...
IT WILL STAY!
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Monday Night Showdown
Amelia Crake May 2014
I can feel the blood
Pulsating in my ears.
I can hear it
Trying to drown out
My nasty thoughts.
It's cruel and nonstop
Like the ocean
In a storm.
Mistaking the waves
For the sound of your voice,
Crying out to me.
Nervous anticipation
Shakes my hands
Harder than a preacher
After the Sunday service.
There's no way to hide
Anything this time.
My breath
Strays off
Into the night,
Like the prodigal son
To the city.
It rushes away
And refuses
To come back
Until it's absolutely
Desperate.
Constantly checking
To see if you responded.
Always disappointed.
My gut tells me
"Im great c:"
Was a lie
And you're scared
That I'll hurt you again.
I understand.
I'd understand if you left,
If you changed your mind,
Or lost all feelings for me.
I know you dont't trust me.
Blood rushes to my ears,
Pounding like war drums
Against my inner skull.
Every single
"I love you"
Means the world to me.
I hope it means the same to you.
Probably a temp-title
I miss you, Sammy.

— The End —