You and I are like a mom and dad.
We have taken kids under our wings-
Keeping them happy,
And full,
And medicated.
They keep me accountable.
But they also enable me
To always seek pleasure,
So I can pay the happiness forward.
It keeps me fat.
My ******* soft
And swollen,
And my hormones are racing..
You and I are playing house
Because everyone wants a beautiful family..
But we are parents that never married.
We're not just together for the kids,
But we're not in love either.
It feels like we're stuck in courtship.
My heart still races around you,
And I stare at your lips all the time.
You pay for our 3 am dates sometimes
And you always look happy to see me.
We're two nervous kids
Only accepting affection in small doses.
You used to flinch whenever I would get close to you.
You let me lean on your shoulder a few weeks ago...
The worst part about having a baby daddy that won't let you kiss them
Is that I know it's not from lack of affection
Or maybe even attraction.
It's how fragile this is
For you.
You know that if you kiss me,
You'll learn to hate my lips.
Maybe it's because you could see yourself kissing me for a long time,
And you don't want to see yourself get old.
Probably wishful thinking.
In my selfish imaginations,
We consummate our marriage.
You cover my neck with lovebites,
And I give you pink scratches on your back...
I wish you would hate me.
Then I could kiss your pillowy lips,
And you could just squeeze my *** for hours,
And maybe someone would get an ****** out of it.
I think I'm a desperate housewife,
Waiting for you to really fall in love with me.
I don't know if you ever will.
I know that I really want you to.
Until then, I'll tend to our little nest.
I'll kiss our ******* children goodnight.
I'll make you lunch in a Burger King bag.
I'll let you give in to me, hopefully...
