I never want to be happy again:

If it means I'll see my friends
laugh and smile
and be loved and in love.

If it means I'll see my family
love and live
and be happy and together.

If it means I'll see all those around me
enjoy and thrive
and live and conquer.

I'd give up my life,
to see those around
thrive and be happy,
because I don't understand
how to be happy.

-r.y.s

Never
Never
Ever
Apologize for existing

Never
Never
Ever
Think your existence is less

Never
Never
Ever
Do I want to hear it

Because
You are more
Then spiteful words
A parent
Who ****** up
One to many times

You are
Alive
Beautiful
Amazing
Full of potential

And you are worth it.

-r.y.s