i've seen you    a   d
                       r       n
                         o  u
staring me d
                 o
                w
                n
talking ****  b e h i n d  my back
about  e v e r y t h i n g  i lack  
after all youve d o n e    
some might s   a   y youve w   o   n
                                    p        
even though i g a v e u

Why do you beg with your hands cradled in your lap?
Why do you beg for forgiveness from those in power?
Why do you lower you expectations because it’s too hard?
Why did I let you leave so easily?