It started out with a small white pill
Into the mouth and down the throat
Who knew something so little could ****
The body dissipates into nostalgic rhythm
Down the throat into the mind
Fading into a darkness that can't be stopped
We dance with colors that make us blind
The brain sleeps while the body twitches
The empty orange bottle falls down
Tears follow as she sweats from the fear
She weeps in her pink and white gown
The stomach begins to turn and ache
The aches cause scratches on her skin
A pain only a fix will get rid of
Nothing can stop it, not even men
Her blood boils for her dealers rescue
Why does hydrocodone close your eyes?
Mama wake up.
The tabourine man knows you cannot die
All that was left was a body, and no soul.
Every muscle in my body
Begs me to run
To chase your car
But then your taillights crest the hill
And disappear beyond
My mind lingers on you
Are you wearing your seatbelt?
Are you alert and emotionally sound?
A distracted driver is just as dangerous
As a drunk driver
I am not ok right now
Fear and feelings and Hydrocodone
Cloud my mind
Every time I watch you leave
Hurts more than the last
But this weekend was amazing
I had so much fun
Felt so loved
This weekend was not wasted
On painkillers and platitudes
This weekend was real
Tactile and truthful
My love is relentless
And I will pursue you
To the end of the earth.
— The End —