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Dakota Dec 2017
I call suicide hotlines in my dreams
and hope I'll still have the numbers
memorized when I wake.

I never say how bad I am
in those dreams because
911 is just three clicks away.

I don't tell them about the blood
dripping down my tattooed arms -
scars tell stories but not ones I want to tell.

I tell the operator that I'm "upset"
as I play pyramid solitaire
with a new notch in my suicide bed post.

When I awake I don't have
the courage to dial the numbers
and my cries echo in my foggy room.
suicide tw
Depression Hot Line:
1-630-482-9696

Suicide Hot Line:
1-800-273-8255

Life Line:
1-800-273-8255

Sexuality Support:
1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hot Line:
1-847-831-3438

**** and ****** Assault:
1-800-656-4673

Grief Support:
1-650-321-5272

Runaway:
1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-400

Exhale: After Abotion Hot Line/ProVoice:
1-866-439-4253
I know I have posted this before but I will keep reposting this every few months to help people who might need these. You are not weak if you need these.
Depression Hot Line:
1-630-482-9696

Suicide Hot Line:
1-800-273-8255

Life Line:
1-800-273-8255

Sexuality Support:
1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hot Line:
1-847-831-3438

**** and ****** Assault:
1-800-656-4673

Grief Support:
1-650-321-5272

Runaway:
1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-400

Exhale: After Abotion Hot Line/ProVoice:
1-866-439-4253
These are some of the hotlines i feel need to be shared. If you need anything please dont hesitate to call one of these hotlines or message me i am certified in suicide counseling.

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