A year ago
You felt a way that forebodes what you'd dream to say
Half a year ago
You knew there was a way that would shine your senses on what you really needed
A month ago
You conjured up a dream from what it seemed, but loosely meant nothing
A week ago
Every passing moment in your mind, beginning to consume your everyday being - you must, you must saw it now!
Your crafted thoughts yearning for a gentle touch
A day ago
You built your courage and weakened your pride
Boosted your esteem and loosened your stride
If this was it you'd ask now, but the wind caught them before a single hello passed my lips
A second ago
My deranged delusions were capable of self destruction
It's far to late
My mind is incapable of seeing anyone else
My journal a year ago said ' can't wait to see where this goes '
Beside myself in a muddled despair
I wonder what life would be if I let go of my inner shackles and stood in the bright light
Bound to hear the truth
No more waiting
Wishing, dreaming
You must go - I will be gone for I know now
All I want in life will go
If I don't first attempt to reach - to risk the wounds, handle the scars
Stand in the mines of havoc and wasteland misery
And carry on
I wont be immune to the worst
Remind them, better days will come my dear
Holding on for to long. If you want someone or something please be honest
