looking back I realise I was a rather ambitious mistress.
How absurd that I should think you'd leave her for me. She's been with you longer than you care to remember.
In fact, you married her to become "A Man".
That Bitc- your loyal wife was technically there during our encounters too.
I risked everything to show you what life could be without her,
what we could have.
But.
I know you hold her closer than you do your dreams.
That ****** wife of yours.
Her name is Insecurity.
Sometimes we love people who have already committed to their insecurities. It's sad, but all too common