What the **** is wrong with You?
You don't even have a clue.
You don't know
what I ******* go through.
You wouldn't last a day in my shoes.
You couldn't take the memories.
The pain I go through every night.
Only nightmares, never dreams.
He'll pick at you
til' he makes you scream.
Don't think that you
could take the lies.
Could you even look them in the eyes?
See all the people I've made cry.
The constant wish to go and die.
The constant battle within yourself.
I think you'd lose control.
The murderous thoughts
running through your mind.
A smile becomes rare to find.
Could you handle the abuse?
The numerous times of being used.
You would blow a ******* fuse.
To most people it'd be huge news.
For me it's just a day in my shoes.
Please note I am not going through any bouts of abuse right now. So please do not worry.