Have you ever felt so alone
You just break down and cry?
Start wondering why,
Is it even worth it
Why do you even try?
Have you ever been so scared
You just crawl up in a ball,
And drown the world out?
Waiting to fall
Why do you bother at all?
Have you ever felt so much pain
You'd rather just feel nothing?
Walk away from everything
Just leave it all behind
Because I have...
But
In the back of your mind
Your counting
Counting the days
And the ways to say goodbye
Cause deep inside
You wanna try
But it hurts and it's hard
There's scars on your heart
And scars on the truth
Cause you're not bullet proof
Or immune to the lies
Have you ever missed someone so much
They're all you see when you close your eyes?
And it's hard to define when you can't even touch
Because I have...
Have you ever felt so much hatred
Makes your eyes burn red?
Knowing you can't forget it
Or forgive it
It's done and dead
Blowing it all up
Filling your head
Have you ever seen someone so scared
That they can't even speak?
Can barely breath
Look in their eyes and see deep
Through to their soul
But you'll never know
What made them so
Have you ever felt so weak
That you just fall down
On the ground
Can't get up or
Even let out a sound?
Because I have...