Looking out the window
with the AC covering my back
and I see everything that I lack.
Such a shut in. I'm a sin
and I'm dipped right in this,
but it didn't ever drop me deep enough
to lose it, but I know this
is just the beginning
of a life shut down by all this corruption.
The cells in my body are turning
and my words are covered in a different color.
So come and get me when they reach you.
I'm looking out the window
with the AC covering my back
and all I see is everything that I lack.
From all the happys and the joys
all I have is the sound of your voice,
but you're not here and you were never here.
I'm ripped apart and
I'm stuck in a phase of demolition
of my heart and all my principals.
You could say I'm full of this need to destroy
everything in my own being,
just to see exactly what it feels like.
I'm a messed up man and
I'll beat myself until I can barely stand.
Put me on this battlefield,
but don't blame me when I get shot.
I'm looking out the window
with the AC covering my back
and all I see is everything that I lack.
From all the happys and the joys
all I have is the sound of your voice,
but you're not here and you were never here.
You could say I'm in a tug of war
with my pros and my cons on each side.
The loser gets to fall and get drug in the mud,
the loser gets drained of all it's pride.
I'm looking out the window
with the AC covering my back
and all I see is everything that I lack.
From all the happys and the joys
all I have is this fiction with the sound of your voice,
but you're not here...you're not here
and you were never here at all.
From all the happys and the joys all I have is this fiction with the sound of your voice.