From being said as "mad,wild and a good actor" whenever I got panic attacks in high school to becoming an insomniac now , not only I grew up,but my sadness also grew. Probably, nobody understood what I was going through. I let them use me, I let them take me for granted. I am scared that probably, one day... I'd let people know my actual worth when I leave,when I go far away from this cruel world... Probably!