To be able to talk to you without no limitations. To be able to get to know you without hesitation. You are the one I LOVE deeply oh so intensively am willing to give my Life for yours if it must be. You are the Girl of my dreams ...she is beautiful her height about 5'7 her eyes hazel to honey brown at times depending on the day how she feels and the weather her skin as smooth as a baby's face the perfect tan a combination of 2 ethnic groups AA and Caucasian and not a 100% sure about that either. Her name I cannot give you it but her hair is oh so delightfully scentful her smile melts my soul right at the most intimate part of my sacred temple. She holds the Master Key to my soul and heart. She is my day and my night...she is the air I breathe in the morning light she is the presence I feel alone in the dark...my whole being revolves around her but she is a mystery to me since we never get to talk freely. I am bound by the chains of love and extreme attraction...to bad that I am just the Guy that works were she eats at...am just a mere abstraction.

I know am not an important person in her life or even got the type of class or status to be at her caliber. Nevertheless, I am the man that adores her I would give anything to converse with the Goddess that owns my very soul for I am lost in words describing her reflexion the only part I been able to see. I am so eager to see if the beauty that encompasses her physical being is similar to the beauty that reflects her spiritual being. Am also curious to see what type of personality she obtains but from her looks am sure she is far from my personal gain. Perhaps her morals are similar to mine...who are her friends what does she like...what's her favorite food? But am simply lost I don't know what else to say.

She hasn't come to eat at the Restaurant and am bummed out about that fact. Haven't seen her in a while...I wonder were she is at...perhaps enjoying life to the fullest with her BF that I have never seen. A man well established with high education and a professional job with a expensive car and lots of money...and then there is me a mediocre Dishwasher 2yrs of college but dropped out at 45 credits has student loans to pay...a cheap car to get me from point A to point B and a small tight budget that allows me to pay my bills and have a little extra to barely have fun in Life...so yeah...am here sitting alone it's 12:33 AM in my Mother's house having my 7 day vacation thinking about her...her then her and only her. She is the one who has conquered my heart but sadly I remain a broken mirror a pitiful reflexion of the shattered and scattered portrait of the lone poet who loved, loves and will forever love that one girl...that one day came into the establishment I work at and gives me light and hope but yet darkness and pessimism due to my failures in life and her triumphs in it.

Alone am here trapped thinking...what would be to have the honor to be her man and she my woman to love her caress her and care for her every need. A lone soliloquy of a soul in the in endless loop tangled in love but withering away due to the fact I am just the lonely man who may be the beggar the homeless and strained in the rain.

No where to turn no one to aid where has God gone to...I lost him somewheres.
©Franko the Christian Poet

At times I feel like everything and everyone and the universe itself conspired against me. Henceforth, I feel like I been wronged the truth far beneath me. I cannot reach it I cannot grasp why has the love I longed for so late to come to pass
Stuck between sanity and insane
Am I going crazy or is this normal
All in all I feel the same
Been heart broken a billion and one times
Why has my kind heart and my gentleness been taken advantage of so many times
Perhaps I have to become a Wolf something I didn't want to be
All I wanted is to enjoy the rest of my days as a Lamb a Child of Christ...you see?

However, it's a world of ruthlessness and the wise say the good die young
So am I predicting my own death is that what must be done?
Let it be what God wants it to be
But if I were to depart soon let me leave a message to thee
Do not wage war against the Holy one for his reign is everlasting while the King of the Earth promises money,woman,fame and even a name he cannot take what the Holy One ordained...the promise of everlasting life whoever believe upon his name and his sacrifice shall be saved. Don't get it twisted you are to push and to strive for excellence in an orderly fashion for perfection in a your actions and sound judgement in your holy yet spiritual journey you have been in control of this whole time
Don't act out on what the fleshly desires want
Focus on slaying each and every single demon corrupting your temple a temple belonging to you and to God
Let Christ guide you through your spiritual struggles
Your worldly battles and your carnal pleasures
The fight is real your mind in an estate of despair
All alone writing this and the words that rhyme
All I want is peace
A quiet deepening feeling
I have hardened this soul of mine
Beyond the limits of my capability
Now the shell has rusted and become unbreakable
No one understands love all I know my love is unattainable
Sorrow and Lamentation are my only escape now
I am alone walking with Christ talking to God  
Some say am a lunatic
To some spiritually alive
But here I am God
Don't let me perish without acquiring everlasting life

Motives behind the force that drives my impulse of thoughts
All I know is am ain't getting younger
It's time to get my love life together
Lord knows when the time will be right for me to get what my heart desires
I'm still looking into the vast sea
Waiting and looking for the mermaid that will accompany this sailor an it's Captain come aboard my ship.
©Franko the Christian Poet

Victory within my grasp a direct connection with my little sister
I'm her elder brother there exists a deep tied that binds us alike
Created by the same mother but a different father but that don't matter
Thankfully we are blessed by the heavenly father
Orders from above we must sustain each other battling sin and death
Revelation of the path I must take in order to remain faithful to my faith
In God I trust wholeheartedly but am my sister's role model in love I embrace  
Along the path of righteousness we must tread to show God and myself that destiny is not predestined it's up to us to make.

V.I.C.T.O.R.I.A

Little Precious Sister's Name.
©Franko the Christian Poet

Between worlds drifting from awake to sleep I am bewildered to see that I am dreaming something important. A paradise that the soul rejoiced within the perimeters of the paradise garden. Deep inside the garden was standing tall The Tree Of Life where only the Goddesses and Gods where allowed to consume from it. An everlasting gift of eternal life given to mankind by Jesus Christ who loved the world so much to give himself as an ultimate sacrifice the atonement of all sin. From spiritually dead to sparkling alive for Christ we must unite talk to God. For you have been bought with the blood of Christ now you can become born again. This does not mean you'll become perfect. But the challenge is stepping up to the plate and doing it. Survival of the fittest it's a cold world and it's slowly melting. Hell is where we live in and there ain't no coming back once you choose where to thread...

Active and under control my mind racing with clutter and problematic thoughts
Am under difficult circumstances and in a situation where I cannot fully control
Becoming a hypocrite day by day by disobeying my Lord all I can ask is you'll  forgive me Lord
For I have committed grave sins against you and heaven
Just listen to my plea I ask for a pardon once again...
Fell on your feet begging you for a chance

Knowing that I may get another chance I still feel ***** from the inside rotten for what I did...
Under the Devil's spell
The one who can heal all is Christ get to know him well
For restrengthening you and fortifying your faith in him
Be well now brethren I'll see you another day
Holy protection be among your families (the readers) and may the Lord accompany you to your final destination.
©Franko the Christian Poet

Lord I come to you as a servant of your gratitude
My future is agonizing from here on out the battle is here
The signs and your people await your arrival
Let your justice and your light fall upon us your word... the bible
Rescue us from this inevitable evil

As the beast awaits in his throne of hate and despair
Consuming billions of non believing souls out there
And so it's said the Earth is dying collapsing on itself
More tremors more war more famine more death
Where to turn to...What to do? Where to go?
Sanctify our hearts and let us bring your name to the world

For our ears need your words our hearts your wisdom
We are all prisoners of our minds and this world but your words feed the soul
Awaken to the truth let Satan tremble at your wake O Lord
Come close my friend let me show you how to walk with the Lord
I ain't perfect but none one is only God himself
If your reading this pray to Jesus... save yourself
However more importantly talk to others let God work on them too
Don't let others walk away from God let them hear him thru you
For when you do heaven shall rejoice and so will God and you

The Apocalypse is near...Wake up don't let Satan win
Show God some love and some fear
Believe me my friend he will hear your prayer
Your soul will finally hear...am coming home Jesus am finally here.
©Franko the Christian Poet

War and turmoil over sweep the Earth
The prophets wrote about its apocalyptic curse
Thru the eyes and the ears of the innocent
The blameless are guilty for turning down the beast
Creating miracles yet claiming souls
The false prophet condemn us all

We live in a world where evil is worshiped
Yet the multitudes are confirming it's good when it truly worthless
For the Lord says "The evil shall become good and the good evil"

Beware of this false teachers and Antichrists
They claiming your soul do not turn to evil my fellow Christian Disciples
Bring the light to this world for its full of darkness
May God himself guide you where you need to go
Don't let yourself be defeated stand up and defend your beliefs
Therefore darkness can no longer bind you and death cannot longer hunt you
For in the name of Christ, The Father and the Holy Ghost will stand...
By your side till the end of times. Amen!
©Franko the Christian Poet

•=======>GOD<=======•
Emptiness fills the void where the Warriors of Light pass
I walk a narrow path where many souls have failed to cross
Inside my temple lives a GOD known as Christ
My spirit talks to him is in communion with God
Arise my fellow Warriors lets search for lost souls

Lets solidify our faith so the darkness won't take hold
We battle against demons high places and a curse
Lets show the World that Christ lives thru us
I tell you that we have earned our salvation thru the holy spirit
For the righteous things we do today may disappear tomorrow
Glorify the Lord in everything you do
Due to the fact you don't know when it will all end
Live your day as if it were the last enjoy what you have
For in the end is you and God on judgement day.
-God blessed the readers who read this poem-
©Franko the Christian Poet

A toxic substance lurks in the shadows of the underworld
Recesses of use crowd the masses to those addicted to a powerful jolt
Threading and entangling it's user and feeding on it's host
A powerful spell of the destructive malign force
Too weak to resist its temptation I must take another toll
Step in the booth and be served at the store
Where hard candy is toxic and the ice melts by flame
A steady flush of adrenaline followed by a calm forceful rush
Oh how feeble I have become...
The speed got me tripping I hate yet embrace
A dance with the devil I must cling to faith
But am happy I say won't sleep for two days
I dread those night terrors they don't stay away
Hearing those voices that talk in my head
Feeling paranoid what can I say?
Should suicide be the answer I'm asking away...but no one yet hears me...is this the final breath?
Inhaling the poison that triggers the euphoria
Am feeling ecstatic deep in and yet dysphoric...I know is the devil I must stay away...
But into a high thats long here to stay...my mind says 13 hours my body 45 minutes and should go away...
Capturing moment by moment analyzing deep within the monster should stop I can't feed him today...
A cycle of addictive behavior has come and is here to stay ...
I must let go now I don't want to be this way...
My doppelganger is speaking I must listen to he ... but he is dark and tormented should I go or should I stay?
Let me do this my way I told him briefly...but with only a gesture my will broke just kneeling..
A part of me is devilish and slowly feeding...
Learning the ways of the world i must stop him soon he's living within...me.
I realized I'm the only one who can come against him and battle this fight...but I need some help oh warriors of light
Come bring me some comments and encourage me to go on thinking I can break my destrucive habit...
For this is the Devil trying to **** me am dying...
**** I slipped again **** I did it again...so sorry to cuss I don't mean to offend.
I know I should be holy I know I should be a light...
But my light slowly dimming just flickering with flight.
BUT...I do promise this...I may be high and obscene at this moment already more evil on my mind...
But what can I do am human I cannot let this animal rush vanish like it has raised...
With tears in my eyes and blood in my soul I ask in lamentation for forgiveness your grace my Lord. Your highness...
Then the doppelganger part of me jumps in interrupts says " you must be stupid he isn't listening your high and your a mess"...
Your right I quickly come to respond and then I lay in my bed to think briefly...am I still awake...
It's three eleven in a quiet morning of Wednesday night August 25th...
I should of been sleep long ago my body says...I come to think of my health yes...this must go away. Need to break this addiction it's a heavy heavy chain.
Must carry my cross to the tip of the mountain must pray there alone to the God of above...
I'm here Lord am here...please hear me I've come home.
©Franko the Christian Poet

The Disciples Of Light is a brotherhood to bring Souls to Christ
Our mission is to bring peace and faith to the people of the world
We have a God that is caring, knowing, loving and powerful
The Lord is Immortal he controls the Universe
His power knows no beginning or end for he is the Alpha and Omega
God loves the world and his creation which is mankind
He created your soul which is the essence of your very existence
However, your soul is Eternal and its focused on the spiritual journey
We all have different paths we must follow in Life
Nevertheless, is important to have a relationship with God
When you are spiritually broken he will come to restore you
God works in mysterious ways and he knows what's best for you
Just let him lead you to where he wants to take you
Trust one thing ... It's better to follow the Lord closely
Hence if you follow your own path alone without him your life
All your efforts all your prayers all your wisdom
Will be just empty attempts to reach Holiness
Due to the fact that you must know what is Holy
You can never attain such a thing without the Lord
But becoming a disciple of Christ is the first step
Give your daily prayers to the Lord he will hear
Because rejecting the Lord is the fastest way to go to hell in here...
©Franko the Christian Poet