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  Dec 2014 Sydney Noxon
curlygirl
Find a Poet Not a poser, not a "it's just a hobby" poet. Find one who mumbles lines as they scramble for a pen at breakfast; who shakes their head randomly when their thoughts aren't rhyming properly;  who has notebooks stashed around the house that you must never touch.
2. Listen Savor the spoken words, for those are harder to express. Keep in mind that they can't be edited and re-written, and be forgiving when a mistake is made.
3. Read The body speaks as loudly as words on a page do. When their eyes are closed or focused on the ceiling and the fingers are tapping out syllables, recognize the unique process. Respect the need for quiet, because if you look closely, you can read the poem on their face before they write it on the page.
4. Write Write your story together. Grab hold of the pen and hang on as you move across the page of life. Sometimes you will dance across, others you will be dragged. You may have to cross out a word, or a line, or a page, but don't give up. Discouragement is a poet's biggest enemy, inarticulateness their biggest fear. So end each day with a semi-colon, because the story will never end the way you think it will, and there must be room for more. There is always room for more, more words, more laughter, more tears, more love,
When you love a poet.
  Nov 2014 Sydney Noxon
Devon Lane
You could put a bullet through my brain, and I'd still miss you in hell.
  Nov 2014 Sydney Noxon
unwritten
she was a poet,
and he was her pen.
in him,
she always found words to write,
songs to sing,
thoughts to think.

he'd smile,
and kiss her softly,
and say,
"write me a poem."

and she would.
she'd put poe,
and whitman,
and shakespeare to shame,
and she'd write a poem that made his eyes water.

she'd compare him
to a rose with no thorns,
a book with no end,
a world with no poverty --
the things we all wish for,
but can never attain.

//

he asked her one day,
"what am i?"
and so she picked up her pen,
and began the usual:
you are the shining sun after a hurricane,
with rays that open the eyes of the blind.

but he stopped her after those two lines,
and said that this time,
he didn't want any metaphors,
or similes,
or analogies.
he wanted the truth.

and so on that night,
as he slept,
the poet picked up her pen,
and she wrote.

she wrote,
then thought better of it,
then started over again,
and this cycle continued well into the early hours of the morning,
until suddenly,
she wrote, frantic,
if i can't love you for what you really are,
have i ever really loved you at all?


this, too,
she thought better of,
condemning it to the trash.

the next morning the poet was gone,
her final work a mere two words:

i'm sorry.

(a.m.)
this is more of a story than a poem but i like how it came out so leave thoughts & comments please
Sydney Noxon Nov 2014
I wish there was an antidote

to you slowly pulsing through

my veins and consuming me

from the inside out.

With every beat of my heart, I

think that I’m pushing you

out but you’re only spreading

through my body until my lungs

constrict 

and my heart stops

beating.

You’re like a poison in the

way that you insert yourself

into one person and completely

seek and destroy

and crumble the walls of a

nation that depended on you. 

Destroy the leader, and

down goes the nation.

So why is it

that you destroyed my mind,

yet you haven’t killed me yet?

Haven’t you done enough damage

with the way that you somehow

managed to bleed out into every

aspect of my life?

Will everyone leave like you did?

I can start to feel my body seize up

but it’s only from the constant anxiety attacks

when I re-live how you left me.

You managed to infiltrate my soul

and crush it.

Destroying my will to be,

and building back up those walls

that I worked so hard to break down for

you.

If only this was a fever that I

could sweat out

or a sickness that

could put me in the

hospital.

No, the only way is to let

your poison **** me

in the same way that I let

myself fall in love with you;

slowly,

then 
all

at

once.

Tell me,

when will you finally

**** me?
Sydney Noxon Oct 2014
I wish you could tell me why
Why am I crying into my pillow
every night
because of a boy?
Why is the black hole in my chest
infinitely expanding
and ******* me into myself?
Why is it that I'm scared of myself?
Why am I afraid to close my eyes?
Why am I afraid to dream of him at night?
No matter where I run to,
you always follow me.
Where do I go
when there's nowhere left to run?
Tell me why you're my shadow.
Tell me why you left me to rot
in self-hatred and guilt
leaving the questions to plague my mind.
When cemeteries dug graves in my mind,
I blamed you.
And when I dug my own grave,
I sat in the hole dying,
waiting for you to bury me alive.
I waited for you to pile on the dirt,
to **** me yourself.
I wanted you to be the last face I saw.
I wanted you to hear the pain you caused.
I wanted you to see the tears fall from my faucet eyes.
Tell me why
you never came.
  Oct 2014 Sydney Noxon
Amaya Bhavya
Hi, I'm Happiness!

People don't invite me too often.
They live in melancholy, I feel forgotten.
My heart is ravaged by sadness.
Everybody wants me but, can't have me.
I'm simple; they make me complicated.
Sometimes people get unnerve because they don't want to lose me.

Hi,I'm Happiness!

I feel desolated.
I come in different forms;
As your lover, ice-cream, family, shopping
..still I'm short lived in your lives.

Hi,I'm Happiness

I'm in your mind;
not your final destination.
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