summer

summer May 2016

you light me up inside,
you here and you tried,
you make me smile,
stay for a while,
wrap your arms around me,
carve our names into a tree,
let take a bubble bath,
walk some where and create our ow path,
tell me i'm pretty enough,
don't walk away and don't bluff,
tell me you love me all the time,
all i need is for this to rhyme,
to get the point across,
because i don't want to feel lost,
maybe you will know it's about you,
i mean everything because it's all true,
you're so beautiful,
i love to talk you like usual,
i know i want us,
and i know it's about the trust,
i think i like like you a lot,
my heart jumps when you talk to me like i have been shot,
anyway here you go,
now you know.

summer May 2016

A Question

a question in the back of my mind,
i can't help but come back to it every night,
your name forever stay on the tip of my tongue,
we are here in the present and we are young,
a question that could determine something,
something that could last as long as the length of string,
i will always think about it and what would you say,
i don't want you to leave, so please stay,
a question i will never let go of,
even if i loose it all, i need your love,
i need to know what you think about me,
i want to know if we are meant to be.

summer May 2016

Us.

we can watch the re-runs on tv,
buy all the seasons,
and watch the whole entire series,
and not even pay attention.

we could drive around town,
sit in the car with the radio up loud,
and watch the sunrise,
and not even have a care in the world.

we could joke around for a lifetime,
the puns and inside joke are endless,
and i would still laugh at 'em all,
and not even have to feel like i have to hide myself.

May 2016

Just Me R

Outside In

I'm fine
(No i'm not)
Go out? I will
(No I won't)
Had a brilliant night
(Stayed at home)
Dinner was a delight
(Ate alone)
Had a hot relaxing bath
(Chilled to the bone)
We did have a laugh
(Inside was hollow)
I look happy
(I lost my soul)

summer May 2016

Maybe One Day...

What do I have to do to get you to notice me?
Change my hair, the way I walk.
My clothes, the way I talk.
We've known each other for some time now
yet I'm still invisible to you.
My feelings run deep and how
I wish you only knew.
I see your face every time I close my eyes
To me you just seem so different from the other guys.
To you I'm just a friend
Nothing more, nothing less
I settle for friendship in the end
Because I don't want to make a mess.
Instead I'll keep my secret to myself
And take my pride back off the shelf.
Until one day you finally see
That you and I were meant to be.
I'll wait for now but not too long
Because sooner or later I'll be gone.
So when will you notice me?

May 2016

Alice Baker

An Autobiography

I arrived
I tried
I cried

*repeat

Lol I think I'm clever

#short #depression #whatever #anxiety #funny #rhyme #lol #humor #sarcastic

summer May 2016

Freind Zone

i don't get it,
every time i you,
i just want to smile,
i try not to stare,
because it's rude,
but i just want to look at you.

i don't want things to change,
our friendship,
it almost did at one stage,
i'm sorry for that,
from now on i will only give off the vibe i want to be friends,
i will tell you and everyone else i just want to be your friend,

even if it kills me inside when we're not talking,
when i see you with another girl,
having fun,
it kills me to know that you don't like me that way,
and there's nothing i can do,
but i like you anyway.

so now i guess,
is the time to tell you i like you,
more than a friend,
but it doesn't matter anyway,
because you still prefer her,
over me any day.