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I like the thought of you
Of us being together

I like the thought of you being in my arms
I like the thought of you

I think of how you smile

I think of how you lay or should say how you would lay next to me

I think of how we'll sit and watch TV
It's  not really important what we watch
Long as we're spending the time together

I think of how your loving would be

Ironically  thoughts drifts in and out of how I'd want you to eat my food

Thoughts of  you'd say your full

I think of how  the love novels talks of this undying love and how it  speaks of demons giants and Dragons

How you'd save me
from all of them

I'd be the girl in the novels  and they live somehow happily ever after

I'm thinking that could be you and me

Yeah I like the thought of a fairy tale coming true

A battle or two fought over me

Of someone taking me away from my hole in the wall  castle

Someone um  like um  you

I got all the imaginary demons dragons and Giants ready for you to fight em

All up in my mind- imaginary then again their real in reality  too

For now
I'll pretend and think of you being my Knight in shinning armor

I like that idea better

How you'd slay them and comfort me

Holding me close to you on a mountain top as the wind blows in my hair

The end result would be
us
sealing our relationship
with a single chaste kiss

I like the thought of that

I like thinking of you

I like assuming one day
I'll skip the imprisonment of my mind

escape these single baring thoughts of being left alone

I'll escape the torturous mental illness and I'll be normal

Normal enough for you to love me and for me to accept it

Normal enough for us to come together

Normal enough for you to see me never as a threat

Only someone that is forever in your debts because you'd change my life

I'd cherish you - like you'd cherish me

I don't know what that's called
OH  yes I do
it's called husband and wife

These things are what
I think about

Yes all this   this um silliness
when um well
when I think of you
Copyright ©
Ayeshah K.C.L.N
1977-Present  
All right reserved
Fairytales can come true I still believe in them ..... sometimes. ......
Gimpse in the mirror, hair cascading down
emerald eyes piercing the reflection that isn't entirely yours.
Suddenly you see yourself age 78
overlooking the sea on the balcony, wrinkles traced in hands.
The Bainbridge ferry streams along like always,
dropping off passengers on King Street.
Girls and boys strolling down the avenue
happiness and dreams circling their trails.

You are only twenty. You should be experiencing this too.

Holidays at the pond
reminded you that you were always going to be alone
and look at where you are now.
No one will see the lights with you. No one wants to see
a smile at the bokeh, the incandescent halos
wrapped around the bridges.

You only wanted to be happy.
No
No I'm not doing it because everyone else is
No I'm not wrong
No I'm not worthless

No I don't want your pity
No! shut up!
No I'm not "sad"

No I'm not broken, I'm just different
No you don't know me
No! *******!

No I know what I am
No! ***** you!
No I don't want to be perfect for you
yeah no
#no
 Dec 2015 Sumina Thapaliya
JP
teased me before she left, 
said. "will meet in heaven" 
knowingly very well, am a 
Green card holder of hell.
Who's knocking at my door?
I hear someone at the door.
But when I go I do not see one there.
The sound comes there once more.
Still no one there.
The door bell does not go off.
A knock I do hear.
I watch out the window once more.
And there to my surprise.
Was the old rocker hitting the shutter and the old cat rocking away.
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