i can’t get you out of my head
******* it’s the only thing i’m thinking
i don’t even want to get out of bed
**** why can’t i stop crying

this would never work?
i would have done anything to make it
but i would only be a ****
asking you to stay just to fake it

i can’t wait till the day
i get over you
instead of wishing you would stay
when there’s nothing i could do

i don’t want you to read my poems
i want you to know i’m fine

s.s

i hope your life
is easier without me
because without you
i can’t ******* breathe

s.s

we could have worked
it just takes effort

s.s

this wasn’t my choice
it doesn’t feel real
it doesn’t make sense
but that’s just how you feel

i didn’t want this to end
but that’s not for me to decide
i understand it had to happen
although a part of me has died

i will be out of your life
and this can really end
i will always be there for you
but right now i can’t be your friend

so i will stop writing about you
because i’ll only think about it more
it’s pathetic i already miss you
i guess it’s time to close the door

s.s

if you asked me
to be with you again
i’d say yes
in a heartbeat
thats why
i shouldn’t be your friend
i would always be hoping
one day we’d make it work
and that’s not fair to me
i should be allowed to get over you

s.s