When you being the case
My lips is to hear
My eyes are to touch
And my heart is to think
I feel something's wrong with that
But I just don't know what
Or mind
For every second I know you're far
And not mine to pull
Every breath taken is feels wrong already
As cocoons turns to mice
Or a sun stands in night
Or just simply as thinking you'll be with me
It's wrong and will always be
While my heart don't get the clue
But keep bleeding and cracking
So badly even if you braid my hair
For every scream it sings
Or every blood drops it drools
I must be an epic reggae by now

But sometimes, just some seldom times
When sense being the case
My heart is to run
For it knows
That it's beats will stop
Soon
Even sooner
When she being your case

Ah, I should say you are one
That make me want to write
Tonight
All about life

Tough I only met you once
While you never met me at all
Tough I only met you once
While sure will be the last time too

I don't love you
God, not at all
It's just you
Open my eyes

You're a total imperfection, really
Fatal imperfection
But why is that
still you are awesome

I don't love you
Lord, not at all
It's just you
Make me understand the mean of perfection itself
It's just you
Help me see that perfection is a ****
When standing next to happiness

It's been a long time since I see you last
6 seconds maybe
And God, that's too long
Way **** too long
For even now I miss you already
nor own you finally

I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.

Write, for instance: "The night is full of stars,
and the stars, blue, shiver in the distance."

The night wind whirls in the sky and sings.

I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

On nights like this, I held her in my arms.
I kissed her so many times under the infinite sky.

She loved me, sometimes I loved her.
How could I not have loved her large, still eyes?

I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
To think I don't have her. To feel that I've lost her.

To hear the immense night, more immense without her.
And the poem falls to the soul as dew to grass.

What does it matter that my love couldn't keep her.
The night is full of stars and she is not with me.

That's all. Far away, someone sings. Far away.
My soul is lost without her.

As if to bring her near, my eyes search for her.
My heart searches for her and she is not with me.

The same night that whitens the same trees.
We, we who were, we are the same no longer.

I no longer love her, true, but how much I loved her.
My voice searched the wind to touch her ear.

Someone else's. She will be someone else's. As she once
belonged to my kisses.
Her voice, her light body. Her infinite eyes.

I no longer love her, true, but perhaps I love her.
Love is so short and oblivion so long.

Because on nights like this I held her in my arms,
my soul is lost without her.

Although this may be the last pain she causes me,
and this may be the last poem I write for her.

Sigh, my heart is shaking

We always are walking in a long tunnel
Don't you agree
The one with no light
The one which is slippery

Am no afraid of dark
Nor ghost from the past
It's just to fall I'm afraid of

And am no afraid of died
'Cause by the fall
It's just the blood I spilled I'm afraid of
So make the tunnel slippery much more
For others behind my back

The leader in this tunnel of tricks I am
That's why
Sigh, my heart is shaking

It was dim and was Sunday
Which on my top of fave
Even more
With mug of coffee by my bed

I fell for the white puff
The odd plain tickle on my tongue too
But that's before they wake and scream
Dear, youth is with you
that bitterness is nothing but too cruel for you

So they bring me water instead
I nod
And drink

It was hot and was summer
When I come back from the field singing
Even loud
With flowers on my hand

I adore every petals
The dizzying sweet fragrance I smell too
But that's before they walk and scream
Dear, you are not marrying today
To be maiden you shall be proud

So they bring me spinach instead
I smile
And hug

It was midnight and was only my mind
Where the only place I feel safe
Even peace
With pen and paper for a poem

I love the sound of my scratch
The depressing lines I made too
But that's before they sneak and scream
Dear, you have a future to lead
Rhythm and rhyme is out of question

So they bring me crown instead
But I ****
And jump from the cliff

God only know if I dead
But am not
Because that's only on my head

I sick of diction, right
And mad for every heaven that taken, period.
But am dust and fading too
While they are mountain and sky

So I take the crown
I rule
And cry

Once, a sailor is me
I have a boat of an oak
I have a sail of a silk
I have a heart for the sea

And once, the sea is you

Tell me not to swim in the sea
But one cannot resist
How can I, with the glittering bright blue color of it
How can I, with the calming wave calling

But once, a storm happen
Without warning it come
And I drown
And you didn't care

So I buried my boat in a sand
And in a green rocky thing called the ground
I run for the first time
And it feels nice

Now it's all clear, crystal
That my foot are meant to run, not swim
My hands are meant to dig, not row
And my heart is place for joy, not grieve

Now I'm best friend with my foot
And feel could walking forever
But hey, I know what else to do
I'll go walking over the sea