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tomorrow is just a dream away

2am
My eyes can't stay shut
My thoughts hectic
All I think about Is you

I don't know why but..
I feel uneasy when I think of you
Unsettled , troubled
Something's different

My soul crys
As if I lost you
Why?
You're still mine

Ugh
On nights like this at 2am
Thoughts of you circle my head
I love you and I'm afraid of losing you

I just wish we felt stronger

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i don’t want to be vulnerable
and i swore i would never be
but then you noticed me
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i tried to wash you away
but you just won’t leave

I owe no explanations
I need not justify my worth

I love when I feel and
I feel when I love

I will not apologize

For creating an ocean at my feet
For touching the sky with my eyes

I am a tree, growing from
every direction
Loosing leaves from nesting birds,
Still breathing.


So I will not justify my worth.

I miss you.
I think about you
With every single
Breath I take.
I wish I could touch you.
I wish I could see you.
I wish you loved like you said you did.
I wish every tear that I shed
Didn't have your name on it.
I wish That time could go faster
Or maybe
Slower.

I miss you.
I miss your laugh.
I miss your moans.
I miss having my best friend.

I wish I could be goofy with you again.
I wish I could stay up all night with you again.
I wish I could listen to you snore again.
I wish God didn't give you away.

I love you still.
I'm in love with you still.
I need you here.
I want you here.

I know you I mean nothing to you But
I hope I do one day.
I hope you see me one day.
I hope you love me one day.
I hope you fall in love with me one day.
One day.

sometimes
the heart
well it fails
not for lack of trying
more an improper belonging
or not belonging
although it always knew
the pain
it was a clue
love is a fool
filled with hope
but left alone
unlike the mind
that strengthens in solitude
hidden behind the eyes
in the cavity of a cage
the heart
it waits
and rots away