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 Nov 2016 Shadow Wolf
Xyns
None.
 Nov 2016 Shadow Wolf
Xyns
No obligations
No simply faking
No sweet nothings
No heart racing

No holding hands
No gentle demands
No feeling grand
No wedding band
 Nov 2016 Shadow Wolf
Xyns
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 Nov 2016 Shadow Wolf
Xyns
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Not feeling
No emotions
I'm overdosing
Drinking potions
Brain exploding
I'm imploding

*I'm letting go
Of you
In my deepest darkest night
I don't need words they're so contrite
I just need someone to brave this sight
Hold me so close and tight

The one who would,  seen his light
Grew his wings and took his flight
Flew so far, his out of sight
Left me all alone in the dark to fight

So I don't need your words, they only bite
Words can be so contrite
I need someone to hold me tight
While I wage my war and fight
But everyone is scared of the sight
Of a broken soul in the deepest darkest night
I walk alone in this place. It is so bright here I can barely see. I've been hurt so many times in this world since I can't see what is real from what is a fake. Will I always be alone?? Will I never find my way..or any way. All I want to do is see..I just want to see a path. I want to see what is real. Maybe then I can feel. Tho it is bright it is cold. So cold that, that is all I can feel. Wait what..what is that?? It's a shadow in the light..I can see a shadow. It's calling out to me..not in words but...in a beautiful howl. The shadow is getting closer and closer. Most would be afraid of this darkness. Me, I find comfort in it. Finally I can make out a shape. It's a wolf.  This spirit wolf wants me to follow him to the person he belongs to. My mind is reluctant but MY spirit wolf begins to follow him. She is persistent. We never really touch the darkness. It seemed that, even tho it surrounded us, we were glowing in the white light that has always surrounded me preventing the shadows from reaching us. I look forward and see a shadow different then the rest. He had an aura almost like mine but the opposite. I had a thin black aura, where he had a thin white aura. When I approached him he called me the "Light Queen", and I knew him as the Shadow King. We were the opposite but the same. Like Yinn and Yang. Made for each other. The world of light now combined with that of the shadows. We now walk as one. Forever Together, Forever Inlove <3
 Dec 2015 Shadow Wolf
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Please
 Dec 2015 Shadow Wolf
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Please
Tattoo the words
I am not good enough
Into my skin
So I will never trick myself
Into thinking otherwise
Because when I think perhaps
I am
My pride falls out of my chest
And drags on the ground
Leaving behind each broken piece
That I'll never be able to find
To put myself
Back together
So please
Save me the embarrassment
Carve the words into my skin yourself
So I won't have to
The only thing
worse than not having you
is having you
It is unhealthy to continue to gamble
when it comes to the natures of the People you're close to.

My first mistake was made in that I trusted you.
You showed me how very wrong I could be.

Thanks for that.

At least I now know:
you're more putrid
than a week-old ******,

Oh, the pain of disillusionment.
A pain you'll likely never know.

An obituary is the only closure that would be worthwhile.
 Nov 2014 Shadow Wolf
Xyns
If I left..
I disappeared..
And I never came near..
.......
I doubt you'd even notice.
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