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There's a tug of war in my mind over ethics and morals-
deep enough to spoil
the very values i was spoon-fed

Misled with good intentions
chaotic confusion, I think I need an intervention

Because to be inside my mind is like a labyrinth,
trying to figure out if what you see is real or just a myth

And everywhere you turn is like one big contradiction
with every piece to the puzzle missin'

And only to me does this all make sense
storing neatly the disorganized mess in my head

Completely doubting all that I've every known
even questioning things I was told to just leave alone

With the thin line of my sanity quickly vanishing
reading peoples minds and letting it get the best of me

They beckon misconceptions to what they think I cannot see-
will I ever overcome this, or will I let it be the death of me?


-Barbodi
Appointed Dec 2014
I thought it be a dream
A deep sleep of unbelief
It's all so real, it seemed to be
From what I heard and have thought
has brought me to believe
this reality was not created for me.
What do you believe reality is?
Appointed Apr 2014
I have been on earth for twenty-three short years
There is a purpose for my being here.  
I have been told some plans
Great plans to impact generations

Not a dream, just a vision; this must be my mission.

Christ could not lie
The Holy Spirit would not miss guide
God does not create lies

",Seek not with your eyes, they may be blind  
Hearts will blink as you continue to seek.,"

Prayer is always on the mind
Pain is all around
It is not mine
Lost; already found

The understanding is about
Comprehension of the Light
Is more than just all rights

Morals are gone
What is right, is wrong
What is wrong, is right

Evil in thy eye
Is justified by thy mind

Good was done
Then evil has come

Christ did die
Risen again to life

He is a Rock of salvation
For those who thirst for living water
My mission must be His vision
Appointed Mar 2014
The man I want to be, is the man I need to be.'
He who created me is who I need to be' like Christ '
For the "good" in me, for those around me, and
those who need more of Christ.

God made you form Him

My purpose is not mine
It is from Him
By Him
For Him.

It is all for Christ
A mind of Him
He is my vision
God gave me the eyes to see.
Jesus speaking
"So I say to you, ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock and it will be opened to you."
Luke 11:9
Appointed Mar 2014
Must these eyes cry,
for feels that were made by lies.
Actions showed other wise,
just to imply the lies.
Do not be fool by a fool'

— The End —