Seductive being.
You have captured my eyes.
Blown away by an angel.
Tricked by diguise.

I'm lead astray by this angel.
The way she courses with grace.
So I follow the shadow.
Fooled by the veil on her face.

I have commited a crime.
I have visualized this affair.
Acknowledging this moment.
This innocent state of mind.

I admitt that this diversion.
Has corrupted me inside.
Leaving me empty.
Leaving me alive.

I'm drawn by her beauty.
Harmonizing her rythm.
While she harmonizes with mine.
Concious of this unlawful act.
Acheiving the impossible.
Acheiving this lie.

One fine day on a sandy beach
I saw something in the clouds
slightly out of reach
It was my dreams inside my mind
my life in full and intertwined
I've traveled near and far away
from Liverpool to Cayton Bay
I love to see the various sights
and when with friends we put the world to rights
through rain and hail and sun and snow
I can show you where to go
now I'm married and acheiving my dream
Me and hubby are an expert team
He helps me and I Help him
when put together we're proper and prim
our dream keeps going round and round
but at the moment is sound on sound

Its just like they said in the stories i've read
You cant tell a lie
Or your cheeks will turn
red and that must be why you are my rose
Thats why i hold you tight ignoring the bite
When all we do is misunderstood And i can
Tell you to keep believing thats when you know im acheiving
my Red rose your thorns are so nice today

Terrifying nightmares of blood, skulls, & passing shadows
Now that I'm older I'm able to describe such phenomenal
Waking up in the middle of horrible nightmare scares
There was nothing there, as my mother flick the lights on
Deep inside I wasnt tripping, I could see blood dripping
Escalating heavy footsteps leading towards the door
No one took me seriously "He just a little boy" they said
Little did I know I was walking with the dead in red
The serpeant knew I was destined for my Lords order
A mental disorder as I got older my heart grew colder
Midnight playing marbles with a bolder, my cold shoulder

Dancing with the devil, adapting levels, ways of a rebel
Consumed by the turfs in my land, watching them expand
Seizing control, demanding full respect, live and direct
Caught up in the hustle, this a little piece of the puzzle
The majority devoured by this trap, SCLAs on the map

Middle school was about acheiving at my best
Would not settle for nothing less careless who I'd impress
Success was the only thing on my mind, walking blinded
Managed to strive a promotion & reach to the next rank
Battalion Commander, proud of my accomplishments
In failure comes great success, overcoming obstacles
Still the Devil refuse to leave me alone to reside in peace
Graduated making my mother proud, special, and content

A story of a ghetto child, difficult to smile, trials in denial
Focused always looking ahead, guns spark flying led
County fed, openly said, hungry child, running wild
Maintained my composure, knew better than to follow
Lurking in the night like an owl, everything seemed foul
No one really cared, shocked but wasnt scared, like a bear

High school was another stage in life, fraudelent strife
Gangs took possession, demonic obsessions, lesson learn
Knucklehead transferred into four different schools
Acting like a fool, I had to keep it cool, education is a tool
Many couldnt dare to take me off my seat, I defeat
It was all a game of challenge, in the end, seeking revenge
Had fun I wont deny, a journey in the devils playground
Through all the drama, and all the fighting
Graduated with overtime due, handed my Diploma
I never knew disappearing in the clouds of thunders
Lightening striking, prepared for my next adventure

People can be cruel sometimes which isnt nice at all
The ignorance of nothing said making you feel small
Acheiving an emotion when you want to cry and ball
People are so nasty when they dont want you to call

All Ignoring people does is make you feel much worse
The accomplishment of upset is nothing but a curse
With closed communications just like a misers purse
Ripping away at your soul may as well be in a hearse

When its people who you love it hurts me even more
Nothing is as painful when its a closed locked door
I end up falling to my knees and sinking in the floor
My heart is wrenched out of my chest by a hurtful claw

Being ignored has such an effect on a persons heart.
We can talk without the need to upset the apple cart
Life's too short to be upset so why don't we be smart
Things can be the way they where way back at the start