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Most people know me as toxic yeti. The real name is ElenaJo. I am a Romanian-Tibetan mix. I am big poet and fan of poetry. …
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Something aka Stormitive Jun 2017
Toxic Carpet
Something aka Stormitive
Jun 2017
Soft, easy to walk on
Pleasant, comfortable
Familial, forgettable
That's carpet.
Hateful, vengeful
Frustrated, ill-intentioned
Always mentioned, enfuriating
That's toxic.
Please love me.
Will you listen to me?
How are you doing?
That's carpet.
Please love me.
I'm empty.
I need you.
That's toxic.
I love you,
I'll do anything for you!
Please command me.
That's carpet.
I deal with your idiocies
I deal with your standards
I conform to fit inside your image.
That's toxic.
Can you hug me in front of
All of these people?
So that they know I'm worth something?
That's carpet.
After you listen to me,
I'll say I'm useless.
I'll say it's not your fault.
That's toxic.
I don't want to ***,
I don't want to talk,
I want you to trust me and tell me everything.
That's carpet.
All I want is ***,
All I need is some warm body.
Give me the fuel I've run out of.
That's toxic.
I'll give you everything
And do whatever you want
For whatever feigned love you can muster.
That's carpet.
I'm ready to conform.
Give me drugs and let me tighten up
While you let loose and accidentally love me.
That's toxic.
I'll text you back immediately.
And patiently await your response.
Rejoice in this moment you did for me.
That's carpet.
Give me advice.
So I can shoot you down.
So I can let you down.
So I can let you drown.
In my toxic civil war
Where I knew no solution would come
From my internal struggle.
But you took a side
And felt the wrath of one of my forces.
I can't help you.
Leave me alone.
That's toxic.
I walk around
By myself late at night.
I text you and say I need you.
Don't worry about where I am.
I needed to be alone,
But now I don't.
I just escaped misery and wanted to
Find you.
Find me,
Or I'll run away.
Block me,
So I can fester.
That's carpet.
Let me give you a million compliments.
Easily.
While you find one for me
And slip a shark a steak
Even though he'll always be hungry.
Sharks barely ever **** humans,
But they're so scary.
It's the hunger, it's the image.
It's not the behavior.
It's not.
The image is hunger.
Always give me more.
That's toxic.
I serve.
I help.
I pleasure, assist, provide
I care, then I care more.
Then I go home and rub off
The disappointment and fear of alone.
Then I care more.
And I wait for the love I give
To come to me.
And I think it will.
That's carpet.
Leave me alone.
Be honest.
That's what I need.
Let your honesty drown you
Because I'm honest too.
And I'll open up the floodgates,
Without remorse.
Sorry if you drown.
I overthink, bottle up, and overshare.
That's toxic.
Please love me.
Please act with me,
Act out the fantasies I have planned.
And re-enact the ones I did.
I'm toxic.
I'm carpet.
That's me.
Pleasant, comfortable
Familial, forgettable
That's carpet.
Hateful, vengeful
Frustrated, ill-intentioned
Always mentioned, enfuriating
That's toxic.
Please love me.
Will you listen to me?
How are you doing?
That's carpet.
Please love me.
I'm empty.
I need you.
That's toxic.
I love you,
I'll do anything for you!
Please command me.
That's carpet.
I deal with your idiocies
I deal with your standards
I conform to fit inside your image.
That's toxic.
Can you hug me in front of
All of these people?
So that they know I'm worth something?
That's carpet.
After you listen to me,
I'll say I'm useless.
I'll say it's not your fault.
That's toxic.
I don't want to ***,
I don't want to talk,
I want you to trust me and tell me everything.
That's carpet.
All I want is ***,
All I need is some warm body.
Give me the fuel I've run out of.
That's toxic.
I'll give you everything
And do whatever you want
For whatever feigned love you can muster.
That's carpet.
I'm ready to conform.
Give me drugs and let me tighten up
While you let loose and accidentally love me.
That's toxic.
I'll text you back immediately.
And patiently await your response.
Rejoice in this moment you did for me.
That's carpet.
Give me advice.
So I can shoot you down.
So I can let you down.
So I can let you drown.
In my toxic civil war
Where I knew no solution would come
From my internal struggle.
But you took a side
And felt the wrath of one of my forces.
I can't help you.
Leave me alone.
That's toxic.
I walk around
By myself late at night.
I text you and say I need you.
Don't worry about where I am.
I needed to be alone,
But now I don't.
I just escaped misery and wanted to
Find you.
Find me,
Or I'll run away.
Block me,
So I can fester.
That's carpet.
Let me give you a million compliments.
Easily.
While you find one for me
And slip a shark a steak
Even though he'll always be hungry.
Sharks barely ever **** humans,
But they're so scary.
It's the hunger, it's the image.
It's not the behavior.
It's not.
The image is hunger.
Always give me more.
That's toxic.
I serve.
I help.
I pleasure, assist, provide
I care, then I care more.
Then I go home and rub off
The disappointment and fear of alone.
Then I care more.
And I wait for the love I give
To come to me.
And I think it will.
That's carpet.
Leave me alone.
Be honest.
That's what I need.
Let your honesty drown you
Because I'm honest too.
And I'll open up the floodgates,
Without remorse.
Sorry if you drown.
I overthink, bottle up, and overshare.
That's toxic.
Please love me.
Please act with me,
Act out the fantasies I have planned.
And re-enact the ones I did.
I'm toxic.
I'm carpet.
That's me.
A poem idea I had, here it is
WGelles Jul 2017
Toxic People
WGelles
Jul 2017
The punitive silences,
the bad atmosphere they generate,
the mind-games they use to try to **** you in
are telltale signs of the toxic person.
It could be your in-laws, a parent, coworker, your boss or spouse,
a sibling, a roommate, boyfriend or girlfriend,
someone you want out of the house.
Toxic people want to make you miserable.
Especially if you're a decent sort, they hone in on you like a heat-seeking missile.
They spew their negativity and blame it on you.
They lie constantly, or twist the facts to suit their changing needs of the moment
and they never apologize (so don't expect an apology, ever).
With a toxic person there is no reciprocity.
They sprinkle their toxic dust on you. It makes them feel better.
Their ulterior goal is to demean you, to make you feel smaller.
They project their worst tendencies onto you,
find fault with you for traits you don't possess---
a shadow of the **** that lurks inside them.
They try to dictate the emotional atmosphere
through their attitude or twisted mood.
They drain you of your energy, bring you down,
They'll always find a reason why your good news isn't great news.
Their agenda is to cut you down to their size,
to manipulate and control
to ******* over while they play the injured party.
Confront the bully. Speak up to the manipulator, the trickster, the backstabber.
but beyond a certain point
there is no point in arguing with them.
Don't try to change the toxic person. You can't.
You'd have better luck changing an orangutan into **** sapiens.
Only a shrink could change them, and then only if they hit rock-bottom.
Don't try to justify yourself. It's a waste of time which would only draw you deeper into their net.
Set boundaries to keep their negativity in check.
Stop trying to please them.
Let that toxic somebody in your life know you're onto them
and they can't get away with it anymore.
Don't fall into their trap, don't get caught up in their life-dramas
or try to get them out of trouble. Don't let them instill guilt in you.
But try not to take their toxicity personally.
Remember, it's them, not you. You are not to blame
though they desperately want you to feel you've done something wrong.
If necessary (and if possible), delete the toxic person from your life and move on.
Know when enough is enough.
Saying good riddance doesn't necessarily mean you hate them, it means
your own well-being comes first.
Immunize yourself. Preserve your inner strength.
Set your own rules.
And, when possible, just walk away.
the bad atmosphere they generate,
the mind-games they use to try to **** you in
are telltale signs of the toxic person.
It could be your in-laws, a parent, coworker, your boss or spouse,
a sibling, a roommate, boyfriend or girlfriend,
someone you want out of the house.
Toxic people want to make you miserable.
Especially if you're a decent sort, they hone in on you like a heat-seeking missile.
They spew their negativity and blame it on you.
They lie constantly, or twist the facts to suit their changing needs of the moment
and they never apologize (so don't expect an apology, ever).
With a toxic person there is no reciprocity.
They sprinkle their toxic dust on you. It makes them feel better.
Their ulterior goal is to demean you, to make you feel smaller.
They project their worst tendencies onto you,
find fault with you for traits you don't possess---
a shadow of the **** that lurks inside them.
They try to dictate the emotional atmosphere
through their attitude or twisted mood.
They drain you of your energy, bring you down,
They'll always find a reason why your good news isn't great news.
Their agenda is to cut you down to their size,
to manipulate and control
to ******* over while they play the injured party.
Confront the bully. Speak up to the manipulator, the trickster, the backstabber.
but beyond a certain point
there is no point in arguing with them.
Don't try to change the toxic person. You can't.
You'd have better luck changing an orangutan into **** sapiens.
Only a shrink could change them, and then only if they hit rock-bottom.
Don't try to justify yourself. It's a waste of time which would only draw you deeper into their net.
Set boundaries to keep their negativity in check.
Stop trying to please them.
Let that toxic somebody in your life know you're onto them
and they can't get away with it anymore.
Don't fall into their trap, don't get caught up in their life-dramas
or try to get them out of trouble. Don't let them instill guilt in you.
But try not to take their toxicity personally.
Remember, it's them, not you. You are not to blame
though they desperately want you to feel you've done something wrong.
If necessary (and if possible), delete the toxic person from your life and move on.
Know when enough is enough.
Saying good riddance doesn't necessarily mean you hate them, it means
your own well-being comes first.
Immunize yourself. Preserve your inner strength.
Set your own rules.
And, when possible, just walk away.
Hitherwine Sep 20
Toxic Carpet
Hitherwine
Sep 20
Soft, easy to walk on
Pleasant, comfortable
Familial, forgettable
That's carpet.
Hateful, vengeful
Frustrated, ill-intentioned
Always mentioned, enfuriating
That's toxic.
Please love me.
Will you listen to me?
How are you doing?
That's carpet.
Please love me.
I'm empty.
I need you.
That's toxic.
I love you,
I'll do anything for you!
Please command me.
That's carpet.
I deal with your idiocies
I deal with your standards
I conform to fit inside your image.
That's toxic.
Can you hug me in front of
All of these people?
So that they know I'm worth something?
That's carpet.
After you listen to me,
I'll say I'm useless.
I'll say it's not your fault.
That's toxic.
I don't want to die
I don't want to talk,
I want you to trust me and tell me everything.
That's carpet.
All I want is ***
All I need is some warm body.
Give me the fuel I've run out of.
That's toxic.
I'll give you everything
And do whatever you want
For whatever feigned love you can muster.
That's carpet.
I'm ready to conform.
Give me drugs and let me tighten up
While you let loose and accidentally love me.
That's toxic.
I'll text you back immediately.
And patiently await your response.
Rejoice in this moment you did for me.
That's carpet.
Give me advice.
So I can shoot you down.
So I can let you down.
So I can let you drown.
In my toxic civil war
Where I knew no solution would come
From my internal struggle.
But you took a side
And felt the wrath of one of my forces.
I can't help you.
Leave me alone.
That's toxic.
I walk around
By myself late at night.
I text you and say I need you.
Don't worry about where I am.
I needed to be alone,
But now I don't.
I just escaped misery and wanted to
Find you.
Find me,
Or I'll run away.
Block me,
So I can fester.
That's carpet.
Let me give you a million compliments.
Easily.
While you find one for me
And slip a shark a steak
Even though he'll always be hungry.
Sharks barely ever **** humans,
But they're so scary.
It's the hunger, it's the image.
It's not the behavior.
It's not.
The image is hunger.
Always give me more.
That's toxic.
I serve.
I help.
I pleasure, assist, provide
I care, then I care more.
Then I go home and rub off
The disappointment and fear of alone.
Then I care more.
And I wait for the love I give
To come to me.
And I think it will.
That's carpet.
Leave me alone.
Be honest.
That's what I need.
Let your honesty drown you
Because I'm honest too.
And I'll open up the floodgates,
Without remorse.
Sorry if you drown.
I overthink, bottle up, and overshare.
That's toxic.
Please love me.
Please act with me,
Act out the fantasies I have planned.
And re-enact the ones I did.
I'm toxic.
I'm carpet.
That's me.
Pleasant, comfortable
Familial, forgettable
That's carpet.
Hateful, vengeful
Frustrated, ill-intentioned
Always mentioned, enfuriating
That's toxic.
Please love me.
Will you listen to me?
How are you doing?
That's carpet.
Please love me.
I'm empty.
I need you.
That's toxic.
I love you,
I'll do anything for you!
Please command me.
That's carpet.
I deal with your idiocies
I deal with your standards
I conform to fit inside your image.
That's toxic.
Can you hug me in front of
All of these people?
So that they know I'm worth something?
That's carpet.
After you listen to me,
I'll say I'm useless.
I'll say it's not your fault.
That's toxic.
I don't want to die
I don't want to talk,
I want you to trust me and tell me everything.
That's carpet.
All I want is ***
All I need is some warm body.
Give me the fuel I've run out of.
That's toxic.
I'll give you everything
And do whatever you want
For whatever feigned love you can muster.
That's carpet.
I'm ready to conform.
Give me drugs and let me tighten up
While you let loose and accidentally love me.
That's toxic.
I'll text you back immediately.
And patiently await your response.
Rejoice in this moment you did for me.
That's carpet.
Give me advice.
So I can shoot you down.
So I can let you down.
So I can let you drown.
In my toxic civil war
Where I knew no solution would come
From my internal struggle.
But you took a side
And felt the wrath of one of my forces.
I can't help you.
Leave me alone.
That's toxic.
I walk around
By myself late at night.
I text you and say I need you.
Don't worry about where I am.
I needed to be alone,
But now I don't.
I just escaped misery and wanted to
Find you.
Find me,
Or I'll run away.
Block me,
So I can fester.
That's carpet.
Let me give you a million compliments.
Easily.
While you find one for me
And slip a shark a steak
Even though he'll always be hungry.
Sharks barely ever **** humans,
But they're so scary.
It's the hunger, it's the image.
It's not the behavior.
It's not.
The image is hunger.
Always give me more.
That's toxic.
I serve.
I help.
I pleasure, assist, provide
I care, then I care more.
Then I go home and rub off
The disappointment and fear of alone.
Then I care more.
And I wait for the love I give
To come to me.
And I think it will.
That's carpet.
Leave me alone.
Be honest.
That's what I need.
Let your honesty drown you
Because I'm honest too.
And I'll open up the floodgates,
Without remorse.
Sorry if you drown.
I overthink, bottle up, and overshare.
That's toxic.
Please love me.
Please act with me,
Act out the fantasies I have planned.
And re-enact the ones I did.
I'm toxic.
I'm carpet.
That's me.