scarmaya nicole

scarmaya nicole Dec 2022

two-sentenced sad love story

i asked the moon to take care of him.
he rarely goes out every night.

how can i love you when you're not only out of my reach, but out of my sight as well?

#twosentenced #sadlovestory #outofsight #outofreach

scarmaya nicole Nov 2022

equated

and as if the hell i've been through was worth it, because you came.
your love justified my wretched life.

they suddenly became clear to me.

scarmaya nicole Oct 2022

unhappy

i'm running out of ways how to make myself happy
i don't know what to do anymore
i'm falling unto that dark pit again

:<<

scarmaya nicole Sep 2022

waste

and here we are again
waiting for that agony
that despite of me doing everything i can
i still always end up helpless

every
single
time

and yet we keep going :>

#helpless #waste

scarmaya nicole Sep 2022

haunted

burning in the flames of regret
carrying the burden of non-existing debt
slowly losing hope of being free
for the memories are still haunting me

i'm sorry. i was still a kid back then.

#haunted #regret

scarmaya nicole Sep 2022

the past

i never thought change would be this hard
it made me realize how deep my heart was carved
with the past i still miserably want to reminisce
the past that caused me to be like this

:<<

#change #reminisce #past

scarmaya nicole Sep 2022

memories hurt

memories are treasures
that you're supposed to bring
not a pin that u have to endure,
that keeps u from moving

go on, move forward
and stop being a coward
close the door and just leave
remember, nostalgia deceives

memories remind me of beautiful days and pain me at the same time by keeping me at a place where i can't move forward nor backwards.

#memories #nostalgia #hurts