I guess today I'm feeling a little nostalgic.
I can't help but think that it would be better if you were here right now with me.
I mean, I probably ruined any hope and chance of being next to you in the same room.
But. I'd take anything to calm my racing heart and steady my breathing.
Hell, it wouldn't take much for anyone to see that my heart is torn between two people.
Guess you could say that I'm only into one person and in love with the other.
Only difference is one will never love me back.

Skinny love; made of cracked stardust and empty words.
Love, give it up; he's not coming home and he don't love you so.
Oh, you found yourself in someone else.
Beautiful boy with the warm smile.
You loved him with all you had and more.
Love, give it up, he ain't coming home and he don't love you so.

he says he's sorry for all the pain he's caused.
on his knees, he begs for forgiveness.
she, a fool, absolves him of his sins.
he, ignorant of her innocence, tears her heart apart again.

your words don't mean anything anymore, darling.
apologies dripping from your saccharine lips.
say you've seen the light and you're a brand new person.
doesn't change anything, sorry.

doesn't change anything, sorry

i'm not a child anymore.
you can't fool me into believing you care for me.

doesn't change anything, sorry.

“most importantly love
like it's the only thing you know
at the end of the day
all this means nothing
this page
where you're sitting
your degree
your job
your money
nothing even matters
except love and human connection
who you loved
and how deeply you loved them
how you touched the people around you
and how much you gave them”

― Rupi Kaur

Inside storm touches the brim,
When you pull my arm,
And and and hold me close...
What a sweet pain
Unbearable
But but but adorable....
When you say,
You love me more than ever,
I melt like like like an avalanche...
When you call and just ask my whereabouts
The heart feels at the top of the heaven...
When you just come in and you hold me close and just calm me with your light quick kiss...
I melt like an ice cream....
How long i will hold my anger
Come and melt me like lava...
Silence me with your lips...
Enclose me within....
Let me flow
Let me unwind
Let me merge with you forever

I feel
     like I am floating on sunshine.
Her.
      she's all I think about.
Me.
       holding her hand.
Eyes.
       hazel and full of sparkles and love.
Heart.
        beating fast in my chest.
Butterflies.
         i feel them in my stomach and in my feet.
Is this?
          is love supposed to feel like this?
She.
          is all i ever think about.
Love.
           i wonder if she feels the way i do.

I look at you
you glance up
I look away

I glance up
you're looking at me
I glace away

This little dance,
Our peeks and glances
It continues on

I hope you
are braver
than me.