I've seen you before
On the same streets I no longer take
I've never seen you since then
Always I wondered if I would ever see you again

One with the rain
Drenched in apathy
Entangled in pain
I confess to you bashfully

Lost within myself
Seems like forever
I think I may need your help
Yearning to be together

If you ever find these words
Please know that they were written true
They were only meant for you

Cody Shull, 2017

You're the beauty I left in patong.
Rainy days in Koh Samui.
Now knowing leaving was wrong.

I miss the feeling that laying on top of me wasn't close enough for you.  
Seeing such a genuine need to not feel alone.
Like we're perfectly at home.

Gentle kisses on you're head
Cuddled up tight in bed.

You tell me over and over how you'd rather be alone.
That caring heart that asks me if I'm okay everytime I roll over.
Tells me something different.

You're the girl that may have always gotten away.
I've never known exactly what to think.
What's in your heart you never say.

If I had more time here something nice we'd make.
As the end draws near
It's a shame we're only half baked.