if you buy a ticket,
theres no turning back.
welcome to the
Freakshow.

Release sound from throat
Voice travels down the gaping void
Release sound from throat
Release words of rote
Release the remote
You have no control
It's all but an
Echo

Lucid and high
Tethered to the ground
Touching the sky
I don't know why
I smile or cry
I'm a nebulous cloud
My appearance is but a shroud
I turn from the vow
Towards the abyss
I hear my
Echo,
Bliss

Persist, Resist
What do I object
If it's all but a mist?
Why raise fist
When mere dust and stars am I
One day to return to Source
In the sky

I don't know why,
I don't know how
Nature music spills through reality
Dampened senses are closed portals
To experiencing Life in it's entirety

Love it when there are no words
No rhyme
Revert to a timeless time
Or reason

I truly know
Where the river flows
I must follow it
Run after it
I mustn't lose it's essence
But I cannot catch it
I can never...

Arms open
To the void,
Bliss,
God,
Life,
Beauty,
I am grateful

All I am is,
An
*Echo

Unknown path
The soles of my feet
Have taken a mind of their own
The earth is my river
My feet are the oars

I saw you
In the distance
Always in the distance
You're just a figment
Just one instance
I always forsake it
So much intensity,
I just can't take it

Tap into my brain
My heart
My name
Touch my hand
Let me feel you
Feel me
Feeling, easy

Pray to the Universe
For some fortuitous verse
My shyness is a curse
I try to shake it
But that only makes it worse

Dreams
Dreams are all I have of you
And collections of what could be
And what I think should be
You're right down there
And I'm right up here
Can we align
On the same wave
I need to ride this wave with you
I want to

Our paths are parallel
And soon they will intersect
We'll meet right in the middle
No worrying
No force
With ease we'll flow
Right to the green spring meadow
Where at last
Our hearts will understand

We will lie our bodies down in the grass
Our hopeful hearts will beat fast
So, I'll meet you there soon
I'm now walking the path

Our hearts are vagrants
Our divinely timed meeting
Will come soon
Our hearts entwined
Will fill our bones with the home
We've always searched for.

It's different now
No longer am I sad about
The trivialities
That used to squeeze my heart dry
My heart is stronger now
I'm on my feet,
Grounded
Even astounded,
I guess
Because I'm different now
I don't know how
Through all the years
Of toil
Now my heart is spoiled
With love
And I'm grateful
All I can cry about is being too happy
All I can feel is thanks...

Bike rides
After morning and before night
My wheels take me to new avenues
Where the novelty my eyes peruse
On these adventures spontaneity is what I pursue
I meander streets
Following the direction of my
Whimsical heart
I turn off my mind
I go for a ride
I open my eyes
Tune into my senses
Become aware of my instincts
And forget all my pretenses
Sometimes I go out like a detective
Tracking down glimpses of clues
That could lead to you
But instead
I accidentally come upon
Eagles, and sunsets
The bridge with the water below
And chasing the kids who stole
So, as life continues on without us being together
I will go out and bike during this lovely weather
Because out in the real world, I view uncertainty as endless possibility
And that, within the core of my being, brings me so much pleasure.