You look full tonight,
bright but looks gloomy.
An airplane passed you by,
but it seems you didn't noticed.

The wind feels chilly,
it adds to your being gloomy.
Dogs howling somewhere,
it creeps me out.

This should be the time
where you'll be most merry,
lots of stars should be with you tonight.

Clouds starting to gather around you,
they are in different shapes and sizes.
I don't know if it will cheer you up.
You look gloomier than before.

Another plane pass you by
and you hide from the clouds.
Now that's the saddest part.

Why hide your beautiful smile,
like the stars hiding from you.
Can't you see the clouds are
trying to cheer you up.

They are dancing in the shape of
a fish swallowing you,
an owl like your their eye,
a centipede tickles you,
making you shine so bright.

There you go...

Smile ... You should be happy,
don't patronize me...

The saddest man...

Many times
You made me laugh
You made me cry
You made me think
of life as you saw it

I wonder how can you
be the clown Im laughing with
and the guy I cried with
all at the same time.

You've been one of the hero
and the clown of my life.

Thank you for the laugh
and the tears.

I'll surely miss you.

Goodbye now.

~ RuNe

When the pain won’t go away…

Just want to think happy thoughts so I could fly back to Neverland.
Just want to run away where there’s no rage or pain in my heart.

"Coward,” you say?

Just want to escape…

Escape the pain, stop it from sinking to the very soul of my being.

That all I think about is to self distract.

If I stay and keep breathing, all I want to do is cry, go self pity, sleep and never come back.

Yes, sleep… that would be nice,

I’ll go to sleep, that way I wouldn’t feel the pain.

I’m going now to Neverland.

You take care of yourself and be happy.

Goodbye now…

~ RuNe

Don’t touch my cold ugly body, I am dead.

Burn my body to rest for I’ll feel no pain anymore.

Put my ashes in a jar to where I’ll rest in peace.

Give my ashes back to my family who loved me.

Give my belongings to my family who’ll remember me.

Burn all the pictures that you still have of me with you.

Delete all the memories you happened to remember.

Forget I ever happened to walked by into your life.

Don’t mention me in any gatherings at all.

As if I didn’t happen to have existed in your life.

Be happy at long last you’re guilt free without me.

Don’t visit my funeral at all.

Don’t put gatherings on my behalf.

Don’t put flowers on my grave.

Like my favorite poet said “Sing no sad song for me”.

I died alone and alone shall I be.

~ RuNe

There's something about dark mornings,
That make kissing so exquisite,
and how my hands reach for your curves,
Like you are air,
and my lungs are starved of it,
I can't wait to touch you,
Breathe life into your neck,
and watch your legs part,
Because you can't resist,
How much I love you
How much I need you,
Because you can't resist,
Being **Mine