I like you,
you asked me if I do,
but I refused to say the truth,
because I know you like someone better,
someone who's prettier and sexier
someone you think can give you the things I can't.

and here I am,
drinking like I've lived a lifetime with pain,
I tried to replace my feelings for you,
the way you made my heart beats so fast,
only alcohol and cigarette can replace that fact.

I'll try to win you back,
and do everything for you to want me again,
even if I know that you'll never want me like before,
*or you probably never wanted me in the first place,
and I don't know what to say but ****.