To enter one mind is to answer  a thought,
A question that we all asked everyday,
Is  an answer that we seek,
What lies beneath is something more,
A Darker Thoughts that no one dared to go.

A tainted world covered with problems,
It's like a Endless disease that wouldn't die,
I long endure to find the cure,
but nothing seems to work the way its intended,
A speed of light that people often debate,
An unexplained terrible occurrence often create,
The ghostly sightings that we see everyday,
For what exactly hidden beyond,
One mind can't easily comprehend.

Everyday we grasping for life,
For whatever cost it always led to death,
in the end  there's no such thing is solution,
it always be a problem.

There's one saying a start of civilization is a sign of life,
people questioned that life each day,
to hold,
and to create,
each day a mirage created to resembled an image of man,
what is this new phenomena they call mirage,
some say its created by a light,
other saying is a vision from god telling you an  impending doom is coming,
we ask this constant question every day,
is this a mirage or signs.

the war tells a story,
its like peeling layers of  onion,
each layer have its painful memory,
we walk through Saigon swamp,
and its cities filled with  hatred,
i traveled from america,
hearts fill with pride,
when i got through Vietnam,
i felt alone,
some felt all messed up,
we all didn't have a clue what we doing,
all we told to ****.

when we gather with all our weapons held high,
its like the age of golden eras,
where men would wear armor,
then we storm the battlefield,
some say this war is for our families,
and others too naive say  we fight for freedom
of whatever  cause we don't know
we sprayed lots of bullet for money.

we build walls to save lives,
but we purge it instead saving,
sometimes i think outside the wall
beyond the jungle ,
and the ninh river,
all i ever think is back home,

my boy is 12 now,
i miss his 12th year birthday,
i was out to fight the *****,
but their freedom wasn't theirs,
it was ours,
we didn't have a clue who we fight for.

i was laid as a skinhead on us,
born in bald hair with sealed uniform,
that looks like we going to war,
arrived in vietnam,
was shocked to see all these innocent died,
for freedom that we don't earn,
it's theirs and its there to stay,
as i grew up around the war,
i learn how to l be human.

thank you for all the support you gave to me,
although i left the music industry long time ago,
some of you still remember who i am like decades ago,
we still talked even i was missing for a while,
i made this poetry and goes to you the fans,
i couldn't express the amount of love you have given to me.

i make  internet videos  to have fun with you guys,
its all i can do is let them know they hanging with someone,
that still kicking for all these years,
thank you f or all the gift you given me,
without you  my career doesn't exist,
i can only say a millions of words about you guys.

i know i don't reveal who i am yet,
someday you know who i am,
what i do in the past and the amount of contribution i give,
its not much but its how i can return the favor.

i remember when i had ups and down,
you guys where there to give me motivation,
i pick up whatever pieces i had left,
even tho i messed up an empire that i created,

i remembered when i travel world,
and dated a fan she meant a world to me,
although that relationship didn't last long,
we broke up on a two year relationship,
but we still friends,
i cant express how much i love my fans,
things we go through together,
and create art together,
i couldn't thank you enough,
thank you for being there for me.

I believe there's piece left to carry,
to someone seeing those sorrows,
i love when people just follow you,
all the way to the end,
to love a dozen ways,

i never had anything just a talent that i build,
a skill that appreciate more then money,
sometimes i stare at the window,
thinking there's another life outside these boundaries,
we all call wall of life,
sometimes i think of greed on another nation,
chasing all those powers just to control people
for whatever cost,

it's self assured to be ***** you are,
just all  you need is yourself,
don't worry things that come to you,
it will be naturally a reward that you can carry,

i wrote this song so that you can see how i feel,
a constant fakery happens around the world,
no matter how sincere you are your thoughts speaks to you,
i always think problem dissolve its own way,

i sing this song everyday in hopes to drown my  problems away,
i write poetry everyday so others can see how i been through,
an endless mental issues that i cant avoid,
so i reach others who felt the same as away as me,
to reach my cries that no one really cared,

i'm always thinking that no matter how many words i put,
no one can be this crazy just to write thousands of lines,
to realize how hard you worked each day,
but no one really heard your voice.