two step on the stone,
as the life faded away,
i closed my eyes,
then  count 3 times,
i remembered when we used to hang out on playground,
forgetting the past when we grow up,
i know i don't have the talent to move up,
but i'm always honest and try to help you,
you never seen that path away,
you choose people undeserved to his place,
i got rejected away,
and see other road.

dear uncle as i seen your body buried today,
doesn't mean its the end for me,
i know and i remembered your advice when i'm sick,
when i'm alone you the only relative that bought food,
when i'm hungry
and when i'm alone you listen to my whine about life,
i'm shock to see you passed away dear uncle,
to me you more then an uncle,
you were like my 2nd father that i could hold on to,
i don't know how much i can't express to you,
but to appreciate you when you still alive,
thank you for all you did,
when you got buried i was the only guy with a phone on my hand,
so that i can share those moments when you gone and i can remember you,
there's so many deaths i coudlnt bear with it,
to my favorite idols and my relatives,
i still have more uncles that i could talk to,
but you i put trust with you,
and i'm glad that we could share a few things when you still alive,
thank you for taking care of me,
for all you did i wont forget and will keep it to heart.

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The city lights are forgiving today,
as i hit my last stop i sense a  scene,
a scene that tells me one thing,
A new begging,
I rectified what i once believed in,
and now let's the  show begins.

I couldn't remember  the smell of fresh air,
or the smile of my own wife  staring at the sunset,
i couldn't remember when i hear  a soothing song to help me sleep,
a once humble beginning now no more,
for what i believe in is now gone,
i can't count how long i am in these tunnels,
wondering endlessly without a purpose,
From place to place i hinder,
from dust to  dust i hunger certainty,
a  thriving empire that believe the hammer built its foundation,
what once a feared nation,
now become isolation.

i wrote this poem to clear off my mind,
as i lay on the ground surrounded by mystery,
gone the past,
moved on to the future,
so  others can see my end,
deliver my faith and see how i love you,
weary weather i walked under you,
i am always i am always writing this poetry,

i made this poetry of your reflection,
when you smile i stare at you,
but how can i describe my status,
i am just a roamer to clear my own,
i had to chase my past,
i don't know and always there.

i use to sang your favorite songs,
from afar,
in this very spot i stand i'm waiting,
lately your image still fresh in my mind,
the feeling i cant describe.

i know all this time,
i been busy with my life,
At times i think about old times,
where i use to go everywhere,
From  Asia to Norway and elsewhere,
We used to travel every now and then,
Things has change hasn't it,
And my voice still haven't heard,
Today all these memories will be remembered,
I would love to see these again,

I push away my family for the sake of entertainment,
I guess it's entertainer curse,
all sudden after all these years my crew passed on,
one by one see them passed away,
to be honest it's made me sad how it end.

I'm sorry i can't be there for you guys all the time,
I have stacked of time that been obstacle  in my life,
I would like  to have that old time,
But in the end i'm  all alone,
Back to square one,
so i just move on to see another same old routine.